Y/n pov
I woke up in my bed with Sam next to me. I looked up at him and smiled. I got up and went to my bathroom. There was absolutely no blood at all, i got confused but maybe it like just stopped and is gonna start up again but idk it was only like 4am. I got up and went back to my bed Sam was still sleeping so i crawled into bed with him. I laid my head on his chest and completely cuddled up to him. I felt his arm wrap around me, i listened to his heartbeat to fall asleep. I woke up to Sam getting up
"Morning" i said in a groggy voice
"Morning" he said back reply
"So where are we sneaking off to" i asked
"I have a meeting" he said
"Oh well have fun" i said he smiled at me as he walked out the door. I sat up and looked at the time 8am. Alright kinda early but a great time to start my lazy sunday. I put on my onesie and went downstairs to grab some food. I immediately went to the bathroom still no blood at all is something wrong with me. I went to the kitchen Corey was standing in the kitchen on his phone
"Sup Aunt" i said then went into the fridge
"Oh hey" he said
"So what's good" i asked
"Nothing, i have a question though" he said and i looked back at him
"Alright shoot" i said
"So is something going on with you and one of the roommates" he said and wiggled his brows
"Well.." i said then started laughing "i do have a boyfriend"
"Wait you and Colby are dating" he kinda screamed. We weren't paying attention but Colby came down and heard this
"No i didn't say that, i said i had a boyfriend" i told him
"But Sam has a girlfriend and you not dating me or Elton... Omg your dating Aaron" he said
"No" i said laughing "my boyfriends name is Dylan"
"Oh" he said and Colby walked in
"Good morning Colbert" i said
"Morning" he said
"Ok i wanna meet this Dylan kid" Corey said
"Yeah definitely i just don't know about today" i said then Elton came in
"What's everyone doing in the kitchen" he asked
"I was just looking for snacks" i said going over to the cabinet to grab my cereal. It was rick and morty cereal because hot topic makes everything. Sam came downstairs
"Why is everyone in the kitchen" he asked
"Nobody knows" Colby said
"Wait no were missing Aaron" i said then he came down "now we have everyone"
"What is happening" Aaron asked
"Kitchen party" i said
"Well bye guys" Sam said
"Bye bye Sammy" i yelled then grabbed my cereal "bye everyone" i walked upstairs and started my lazy sunday activities. Watching Anime all day long except ramen breaks because i have to cook it. I sat there watching My Hero Academia in Japanese because i know how to speak it, still learning to read and write it. It was like 1pm and i was on bowl 2 of ramen. I was sitting there eating it with chopsticks in my special ramen bowl when i got a notification on my phone. I usually don't pay attention but then there was more like a lot more. I looked at my phone a dramaalert notification then dm's. I paused my show and put on the video. It had my name in the title oh no please on scandal. I watched the whole video threw and there was stuff about me and Sam dating
"So Sam Golbach and Y/n truesdale the best friends are allegedly dating. Yesterday Sam accidently uploaded a video of Y/n singing a cover of the Justin bieber song as long as you love me. The song said he told me he loved me rather than as long as you love me. The song seemed to be directed towards him but if that isn't enough for you this video was posted my a fan" keemstar said then i clipped play from that night me and Sam had went out
We were sitting on a thing at the playground "Sam thank you for the best night ever" then i leaned in and kissed him and he grabbed onto my face and kissed me back.
"There's countless videos of these to doing flirty acts in public but there clearing making out in this video. The only thing about this is Y/n recently announced her relationship with Dylan and Sam has been dating Katrina stewart for a while. Nobody knows if their dating or just cheating on their significant others" then he went on to a different story. I screamed at this
"No no no no" is all i could say. I powered off my phone and just went back to watching My Hero Academia and eating my ramen. I turned it off because i wasn't in the mood anymore and cried myself to sleep. I woke up the next day and saw the my phone next to me. I stared at it and just left it there. I got ready for the school day when i looked in the mirror my face was kinda tear stained and my checks were puffy. I went downstairs Colby was in the kitchen
"Hey Colby" i said
"Hey y/n, so whats up" Colby said
"Nothing just got school" i said
"Need a ride" he asked
"I think i'm gonna drive today" i said
"Alright well have fun" he said
"I actually have my first test today so it's gonna be stressful" i said
"Then when you get home well have some fun" he said, i raised my brows
"Depending on what that means yes" i said
"Don't worry it will be fun now go to school" he said i smiled
"Ok bye thanks Colby" i said and pecked him on the check then went to my car. I drove to starbucks hot coffee and breakfast then drove to school. I got there and London ran up to my car
"Hey girl you didn't answer my text or anything yesterday" she said
"Oh yeah sorry i um powered off my phone and have not turned it on" i said, she looked me in the eyes
"Dont worry about it" she said, she had the look that said she knew why i was like that "after the test i'm taking you out"
"No its fine" i said
"No its not im gonna make sure fine though" she said
"Come on Londi i'm ok" i said
"I'm not reasoning with you i can tell. I don't expect you to tell me what's wrong but ill make sure your feeling fine" she said
"Ok whatever, now i have a test to take" i said walking inside the school, she came up behind me
"Don't forget meet me at the tree after you finish" she said
"Ok i will" i said with a slight laugh. I started walking to my locker even though im testing i still want to put my bag away. After i open it i feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist. Then a face burry into my neck and a peck on the check.
"Hey" Dylan said
"Hey baby" i said and patted his hair. I put my bag away and turned around hugging him
"So hows my baby girl going" he said
"Oh i'm fine but i really have to get to my test" i said
"Aw can i have a kiss first" he asked, i nodded and pecked his lips. He looked at my face seeing how tired i was, the tear stains and puffiness to my checks.
"What happened" he asked i just shook my head
"No i'm fine but i have to go" i said
"Alright fine" he said with had a look that said he was gonna murder someone but at same time felt bad for me and hurt that i wouldn't tell him. I walked away and went into the class. I was doing the test and my stomach started hurting. I just ignored it and continued the test. I pushed through and finished first passing in the test. I went and sat against the tree that is outside the school. I took out my notebook and headphones and just sat there doing meaningless things until London finished. As i was sitting there the pain in my stomach increased and i didnt know what it was. I was listening to sad music and drawing a person crying when London came out. I had a little bit of tears rolling down my checks.
"Hey girl" London said
"Oh hey" i said
"Give me your keys" she said and i threw them to her. We went in my car and my stomach started hurting again
"Hey you ok" she asked me
"Oh yeah i'm fine" i said
"Alright whatever you say" she said. We got to the house and went in the living room. We watched a movie and got some chinese food. It was fun to hang out with her. She went home and i took a nap. I changed into a baggy black sweater and some rainbow stockings. I went downstairs without pants on but whatever. I went in the kitchen and Colby was standing there
"Hi" i said
"Hey sleepy head" he said i smiled at him
"So what was your big plan for us. You know since this morning you said we were gonna have fun" i said
"Oh it will be fun but you have to wait till tonight" he said smiling at me in this devilish way. It was only like 2 in the afternoon
"Till tonight huh" i said
"Yep tonight" he said, i raised my brows
"Alright i'll see you tonight" i said "for now i'm just gonna like idk hangout in my room"
"Cant wait" he said. I went upstairs and sat in my bed i was about to do something when i got a text from Dylan
My baby
Hi baby
Y/n
Whats up
My baby
I saw you were a bit down this morning
Y/n
Maybe
My baby
I wanna make you feel better
Y/n
How
My baby
Just come over my house
Y/n
Ok i'm on my way
I put on some black combat boots and was on my way to his house. I still didn't put on pants but i don't give a fuck. I pulled up and knocked on his door he opened and grabbed my hand
"Hey baby" i said
"Hi doll" he said. We hanged out it wasn't exactly fun but it was something. We were watching in his bed and he started kissing me uncomfortably which lead to a sloppy weird makeout which lead to the biggest mistake of my life. We did the deed which was very forceful, it was all him that started everything and i consented even though i didn't want any of it. It was so high speed and way too soon i shouldn't have done it. With Colby it was a great act of love but this it meant nothing and never would mean a thing
"You were really good for a virgin" he said, i turned and looked at him
"Interesting comment but im not a virgin" i said. He started rambling about how im a slut and if it was the emo guy or the dude from the park.
"Your a fucking cheating bitch. i only called you here tonight to take your virginity but you don't even have that. Your such a fucking slut. Maybe if you had given it to me you would stop being such a slut with those other guys. And actually be mine or do I have to get you pregnant for you to close your god damb legs" he yelled and wouldn't stop yelling and he did something i never thought he would he hit me. Slapped me right on the cheek. Tears streamed down my face. I grabbed clothes and put them on as fast as possible. I thought about the night with Colby at least he wasn't using me. As i slipped on my shoes i ran outside. He followed me
"Baby come back you know I didn't mean it" he said but i didn't listen. So he grabbed my wrist "I said I didn't fucking mean it so get back in my god damn house right now"
I slipped out of his grip and ran to my car as fast as possible. I cried as i drove why did i do this. He weaseled his way into my life, heart then panties and didn't use protection. I am so dumb for letting him back in. Why didn't we use protection I would rather die than have his baby. Why did what he said hurt so much i guess i really did love him. He kept on calling me but i didn't answer. I got to the house and immediately went to the garage. I stood in the doorway tears running down my face then i started choking on my tear so Elton perked his head up at me
"Whats wrong" he said while making a motion for me to go to him. I walked over to him and started trying to talk
"Dylan" i choked out. He sighed and shook his head
"What he do" he asked
"He invited me over his house to hang out. Then he forced me into" i said and got cut off by my own tears i stopped choking though.
"You lost your virginity to that scum" he asked. I shook my head as fast as i could
"Who was it" he asked and i started choking on my tears again "alright not now. Come here" i climbed onto him hugging him while crying
"He called me a slut when i told him i wasn't a virgin then he-he" i cried out then just couldnt anymore he hushed me and rubbed my back
"It's fine just come one" he said. He got up and held me like you do a toddler. I cried a little on his shoulder as he walked. Colby came over
"Hey El- what the fuck happened to y/n. Are you alright" he asked i choked a little from a buildup of tears. I could feel Elton shaking his head. We stood there nobody speaking but i could tell they were comminacuting. Colby came over and picked me up out of Elton's arms. I looked up at him he smiled at me and i smiled back. My tears were stopping and i was happy somehow. Colby walked me into the living room and put me down. He had some stuff set up and it looked great. There was a fort that was slightly open so i could look inside. There was fairy lights, a tv, a stack of movies, snacks, pillows, blankets, and something i couldn't see.
"Colby you did all this" i asked
"Well i had some help" he replied. Then Sam popped out and grabbed me
"Boo" he whispered i turned around and smiled
"Thank you guys so much" i said
"Well do you wanna go in or not" Colby asked
"Yes of course" i said. Colby opened the opening a bit more. I sat down then Colby looked at my face specifically my right eye. I ignored it and was talking about something but i noticed Sam was staring at my right eye as well. Then i realized Dylan hit my right eye. I looked down and stopped talking
"What happened" Colby asked
"You don't have to answer" Sam said immediately giving Colby this look
"Im ok guys it's nothing" i said
"It sure looks like something" Colby said
"It's fine it just happened at Dylan's" i said and i regret saying his name
"Is he the one who caused all this" Colby asked
"Colby i dont wanna talk about it right now" i said harshly. Frankly i don't really wanna be around anyone because everyone cares about what happened. For once i wish people didn't care and would just let it go. From that point on he didn't bring it up for the remainder of the night. I didn't have classes tomorrow so i was fine to do whatever.