Its been 30 minutes since jordon walked out of the door amd all ive done is sit on
the sofa crying non stop into a pillow I can't believe what he's said to me after
everything we been though.
*phone ringing*
Me: Hello
Kay: hiya is everything okay
Me: not really
Kay: I finished college early shall I meet you at the shop and we can talk.
Me: sounds good I say
Kay: that's good see you there
*phone call end*
I grab my car keys and walk out of the flat and lock the door then get into my car
and drive off to the shop.
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I'm out side the shop I feel so drained. I then get out and lock the car and walk
in I go towards the toilets to wet my face.
"Fifi" Kay shouts in the back god she's got a big mouth swear people could hear her from
another country.
"I'm here " I say in less then minute Kay has found me
"You okay" Kay says
"Well I'm pregnant and Jordon I think has left me but you if you think I'm okay then
I'm okay" I say to her while washing my face.
"Why you think he's ended everything with you " Kay asks
"Because he said get rid of that thing or we are over our marriage is over" I say
to her not looking at her in the face.
"You fucking what I thought he loves you and children" Kay says
I don't want to tell her what he said about Lily so I just keep quiet and give her a look.
" I told him before he walked out of the door that I can look after our baby
with or without him" I say
"I take it as your going to keep the baby and off course you can" Kay says
"Yes I don't have the strength to have an adortion" I say
Kay just hugs me and I try not to cry as Kay gives me a hug.
"What you going to do with jordon" Kay says
"Not to sure if I'm honest I better let everyone what's going on"
I say while closeing my eyes.
I diside to send the same message to everyone as I think it be easier that way.
Me:hiya I have good new and bad news the good is that im pregnant the bad is that
it looks like Jordon has left me not sure if it's for good but i will you know more when
i know more please dont get affend by me telling you by message I just don't have
it in me to say every thing over and over again x
"Do you know how far gone you are" Kay asks
"No I got to go back tomorrow morning as I wanted to see if anyone would could with
me" I say
"I will come with you " Kay says
"Are you sure what about college" I say
"You been though for me its my turn to be there for you " Kay say
"Thank you" I say while giving Kay a hug.