Dear Yoongi,
Did you ever love me?
I have a feeling you didn't.
Why?
I helped you when you were going through alot.
You didn't know how to cope.
You did things.
And I made you stop.
Is that why you don't love me?
Because I made you stop doing the things you liked to do?
I couldn't watch my boyfriend slowly kill himself.
You were becoming a fucking alcoholic,Yoongi.
You came home drunk off your ass every night.
What the hell was I supposed to do?
Let you do that to yourself?
Not care?
Seeing you in pain made my heart hurt.
But the pain is much worse now.