Title: Your Room or Mine?
Pairing: Sehun/Jongin
Rating: M
Genre: Smut, Fluff, Humor, Bromance, Bestfriends!au
Warnings: Cursing, Polyamory, Consensual Sex, Flip-fucking, Mentions of Threesome and Multiple Partners
Word count: 6.9k words
Summary: Sehun and Jongin are in a bromantic relationship who agree to 'sleep together'. Sehun may have misunderstood it a little and Jongin is more than willing to top or bottom.
Notes: If you don't ship SeKai and you feel awkward, bothered or uncomfortable with this ship, then strictly please don't read!!!
This is The Student Council's Secret Book 3: Been Through's additional Special Chapter as promised! This is an unpublished scene from the Epilogue of the said book.
If you haven't read the book yet, kindly check it out on my works before reading this one.
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Sehun gently knocks on the opened door to gain Jongin's attention.
Jongin turns his head towards him, seeing him already wearing the pajamas he lent. "Do you want extra pillows?"
"Are you going to sleep here?"
"Do you want to sleep with me?"
Sehun is slightly taken aback about that abrupt question. He stares at Jongin who's equally quiet as he ponders to himself if there is an underlying meaning behind that. Receiving a straight reaction from Jongin, he just finds himself nodding innocently at him.
Jongin just smiles.
"Your room or mine?"
It takes a minute before Sehun answers, a little bit hesitant.
"Yours...?"
Maybe it's a little awkward and uncomfortable when they have arrived in Jongin's room, only in Sehun's part, though. And it's kind of unfair watching Jongin slumping on the bed so easily like he has no care in the world. What a bastard.
"Come here." Jongin pats the bed twice. "Let's sleep together."
Sehun obeys.
Sure, the two of them have already literally slept together before when Jongin would sneak out of his room for a late-night cuddle because he just wanted to. They'd do footsies under the blanket until one of them gives in, Sehun mostly ending up with Jongin sleeping upside down beside his feet.
Also maybe, even if he tries to neglect it at the back of his mind like they don't exist, those nights of 'sleeping together' are also the nights when some unexplained make out session happen.
Dude, can I make out with you? Can I kiss you just because I wanted to taste your lips? These kinds of questions are never brought up between them ever since their friendship, bromantic relationship, or whatever shit they have began.
Not that Sehun wanted Jongin to ask him anything close to that. It's just that, no one has actually dared to ask for consent. It just happens, he would just know when Jongin would lean in closer to his nape. One moment there'd be only blowing air to his neck, and then next they're already kissing heatedly as quiet as possible not to make a single noise. The only evidence of that event is the bright red hickey on Sehun's neck tomorrow morning.
Kyungsoo and Luhan would see it yet they don't bother to press on. They knew it's from Jongin anyway, and they are fine with everything as long as nobody is getting hurt or feeling left out.
To summarize it up, Sehun is aware of how much and how frequent he already got himself involved in this set up, so the thing he isn't sure about is why the hell are these butterflies in his stomach still even existing while he lies on the right side of the bed with Jongin on his left.
He hopes morning would just quickly arrive before Jongin comes sucking his neck again like a vampire and leaving a noticeable hickey afterwards. He would have to tolerate Luhan's endless teasing again, and also probably Luhan aggravating that hickey with another hickey courtesy of himself.
A double hickey. That would surely hurt like hell.
"Sehun."
Sehun hates himself for almost getting a heart attack.
"What."
"Do you know what I mean when I asked you, right?"
"Asked me what?"
"Asked you if you want to sleep with me."
"Oh, that. Yeah, I guess."
Jongin faces him with furrowed eyebrows. "Then why aren't you... doing anything?"
"What are you expecting me to do?"
"I don't know. Get naked?"
Sehun's eyes immediately widen in horror as he quickly gets out of the bed away from Jongin, "The fuck?"
"Hey, I thought you wanted to do it with me... You said yes, right?" Jongin sits up and frowns at him like a poor little baby, "I already put a 'Don't Disturb' sign outside the door, though..."
Five seconds later and Sehun finally realizes what Jongin was meaning to do when he exactly glimpses the tent on Jongin's boxer shorts. He is indeed outright fucking dumb not to understand that Jongin is not up for a mere make out session, but instead he wants a piece of his ass or his dick. Or whatever body part he owns.
Jongin, this fucking son of a bitch, is now smiling at him sheepishly like he is very proud of his goddamned erection.
"Fuck, are you insane!?" Sehun runs his fingers through his hair in an annoyed manner. "Go take care of that by yourself!"
"Why would I when you're already here to do it for me?"
"Dude. Don't expect me to touch that motherfucking dick of yours. Never."
Jongin smirks at him, "Will you suck it off, then?"
Sehun looks more scandalized even, hearing that. "What the hell? I thought we were just gonna sleep--- fuck no! Get away from me!" He immediately backs away when Jongin tries to grab his arm while being still seated on the bed.
"Seriously, Kim Jongin! No!"
"What!? Why not!?"
"I-I don't want to fuck with you!" Sehun screams while he points at the two of them, "No sex! Between Us! You and Me! No Fucking!"
"You're telling that to me now after making out with me a hundred times before!?" Jongin blurts out, "W-what's that all about, huh!? Remember when you pulled me to the library and asked me to kiss you!? That was the first time you initiated and we both liked it so much! What the fuck was that all about then, huh, DUDE!!!!!?"
Sehun's eyes widen as he gasps loudly, hearing that Dude in a really sarcastic way. How dare him!
"You don't come and fuck with my feelings because I'm gonna fuck you up," Jongin mutters, or rather threatens, as he stands up to walk towards Sehun. "I'm gonna fuck you up, you hear that?"
"As if you could do that," Sehun says, letting out a teasing laugh to trigger Jongin more, "What, are you gonna hit me now?"
"I've been holding back myself ever since I met you! I thought you already know that?" Jongin says, now cornering a panicked Sehun against the wall, "I've been really really patient with you, alright? I've been a good guy to you, I stayed by your side like a kind neighbor, a caring lover slash bestfriend slash I don't know, brother!?" He shakes his head, "Fuck, I don't even care if you top me or I top you, I just wanted to have sex with you."
Sehun breathes. This piece of information is too much to take in.
The fact that Jongin wants him in this kind of way.... is just too much to take in.
"Because we made a promise to stay only like this with each other, I never crossed the line. Although I wanted more of you, I'd just keep reminding myself that no, I don't want to lose this relationship I have with you. But I do get on my limit, especially when you're---" Jongin stares at Sehun wearing his thin pajamas he can already make out the outline of his body. "Fuck. Nevermind."
"I didn't know you felt that way."
"I had no plans on letting you know anyway."
"Why?"
"I don't want you to stay away from me."
Sehun just sighs a long one when Jongin doesn't advance on him like what he expected him to do. Jongin is just staring at him longingly like an abandoned little bear begging for attention.
"Will you just stop looking at me like that?"
"Does that mean you approve?"
"Approve of what?"
"This."
Go have sex with Sehun whatever you want. I'll have Kyungsoo tonight! :)
Sehun stares, looking more traumatized after reading Luhan's text message on Jongin's phone sent an hour ago.
"I got consent from Luhan," Jongin sweetly smiles, "Will you give me yours, too?"
Sehun shoves his chest away when Jongin attempts to kiss him.
"Ouch, what was that for?"
"Let me just prepare myself." He deeply inhales and exhales for fifteen seconds while Jongin fondly watches him. "I'm letting this shit sink in."
"Okay. Take your time."
Sehun closes his eyes.
Breathe in. Breathe out. His ass might lost its virginity tonight. Breathe in. Breathe out. He might fuck Jongin tonight. Breathe in. Breathe out. He must prepare his ass and dick tonight. Breathe in. Breath out. He might tell Jongin how he feels toni---
"If you don't want to do it, let's just not do it then..." Jongin says when he notices Sehun's declining reaction. He lets go of him before heading back to sitting on the bed, "I don't want to force you into something you don't wanna do."
"No, I want to do it."
Sehun himself is surprised at how fast he said that. His mouth is betraying his own brain.
"What?"
"I said I want it," he mumbles and looks away, and probably he is blushing right now and he knows Jongin can see that, "J-just because I feel a little bit sorry for you. That's it."
"Really? You wanna make love with me?"
"That term is a bit..." Sehun coughs, "But yeah, whatever you call it."
As though he won the lottery, a million-dollar smile graces Jongin's lips hearing Sehun's answer. He is all the more glad when Sehun gets back to sitting on the bed next to him.
Their knees brush at the slightest movement, and Sehun has to remind himself not to get flustered as Jongin intently watches him undress his pajamas, getting rid of it so that he is also in his underwear just like him.
Jongin's hand travels to trace the shape of his cheek, caressing it slowly and making him tense for a second. His shoulders are cold yet they also feel burning having Jongin's lips now gently latching on the skin to leave feather-light kisses.
Sehun squeezes his eyes shut.
"Wait."
Jongin stops.
"Between us... who's gonna top?"
"Well, it depends on you.... What do you want to do? To top or to bottom?"
This must be the hardest question he has ever encountered in his entire life so far. His body of course, is a natural-born top. He knows that fact ever since he confirmed he liked Baekhyun and he was gay. He is a dominant top on that note, who has just recently lost virginity to Luhan, and who has never bottomed for once in his whole existence.
Jongin smiles at him, "As I've said, I'm okay with anything. Of course, I want to put your comfort first. As long as you feel good, then I'm up for it."
Fuck it. Now he knows why Jongin has two loyal boyfriends who are deeply, head-over-heals-in-love with him. Why does Jongin have to be amazing and cool and handsome and caring like this anyway? It makes him want to willingly submit his virgin ass to him no matter how his ego takes over his lust.
To hell with it. He wants Jongin to fuck him like how he fucks his bitches on the bed. He also wants to fuck Jongin like how he fucks his bitches on the bed. He's only gonna be a vers only for Jongin, just for Jongin.
But of course he won't say that. He also needs to maintain a little ounce of his pride.
"I want to do both."
"Both?"
"Yes."
His answer seems to amuse Jongin, "Okay then. Let's just do both."
Clenching his fists against his lap, Sehun swallows the lump in his throat when Jongin resumes gently kissing his neck. Jongin just loves to kiss his neck--- biting, sucking on the skin, leaving trails of teeth on it, before licking it and admiring how pretty it is. Sehun is only trying his best to suppress his moans when Jongin blows air on the fourth hickey just above the collarbone beside the second hickey under his chin.
Damn. He must have a fetish on marking everyone as his possession.
Jongin seems to notice that Sehun is feeling slightly uncomfortable, so he pauses what he is doing for the second time.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah."
"Are you nervous?"
"H-hell no, why would I?"
"Then why are you so tensed?"
"I'm not tensed. I'm just feeling the moment."
That makes Jongin chuckle. "Give me your hand."
"Why?"
Sehun is not able to answer anymore when Jongin takes his hand to lace their fingers together.
The tingles on his spine attacks when Jongin's mouth hovers on his earlobe after having his neck kissed and gifted with hickeys as he expected. He shudders the moment Jongin nibbles his ear, so that makes his other hand busy to grip on Jongin's shoulder as he feels tongue licking the outside of his ear.
"Ah-- that tickles."
"You hate it?"
"I didn't say that."
"So you like it, then?"
"I didn't say that, too."
Sure, Jongin has touched him before and he has also touched Jongin before. They high-fived, low-fived, slung-shoulders, embraced, bro-hugged, bro-kissed--- but not this.
Fuck. This is just too sensual in many levels.
Especially now that Jongin is guiding his hand on top his hardening member.
They did a lot of naughty stuff but never a handjob, a blowjob nor an anal sex before, so this is the first time Sehun is touching Jongin's dick although he has already seen it when they shower together. He is now touching a cock other than his own and Luhan's, and he can't easily tell if it's his cock which is bigger or Jongin's. He guesses their dicks have just the same size.
Either way, he just complies to Jongin's humble request and wraps his dainty fingers around Jongin's erect cock springing out of his boxers shorts. He strokes it slowly, feeling it grow harder under his touch that elicits a quiet moan from the male. He is an expert to jacking off anyway, he has been doing the masturbate exercise more than a decade, for pete's sake.
Jongin is not saying anything while Sehun gives him the handjob. He only buries his face on top of Sehun's shoulder so that he is breathing on his side, and Sehun can feel every pant and gasp Jongin makes against his neck. He can sense how Jongin trembles when he quickens the pace of his hand around his throbbing cock, so he can't help mentally cursing at how fucking hot and sexy Jongin looks like right now.
His cock is just as hard as Jongin's, and he's afraid he could come alone just by touching Jongin like this.
"Ughh... Sehun... Ahh..." Jongin mutters as he sighs in pleasure, feeling his climax approaching when Sehun's wrist snaps to coerce his orgasm, "Do it... Faster..."
"Does it feel good?"
Jongin furiously nods.
Sehun feels a sense of pride. Hah. He did that.
"Sehun..."
"Hm?"
"I'm gonna come...."
"Come then."
There are streaks of white on the floor and all over Sehun's fingers when Jongin releases his load. Sehun has to jerk his cock more so that all the cum will come out until there is nothing left. Relieved and still catching for air to breathe, Jongin leans his head on Sehun's arm and closes his eyes to rest for a while.
"I should've asked you to do that to me sooner..."
"How come you didn't ask?"
"Would you do it?"
"If you beg on your knees, I would do it."
"Asshole."
Sehun cleans up the mess Jongin made as the male is too soft to even move. Both of them find themselves staring at the cum richly dripping on Sehun's hand.
"You want more tissues for that?" Jongin asks.
Sehun darts his tongue out to give his palm a few experimental licks while he stares at Jongin in the eyes, "No, thanks."
Jongin's arousal quickly comes back witnessing that unexpected sight, causing his eyes to widen. Sehun licking off his cum is one of his secret fantasies he has never talked about.
It's silent again afterwards so he clears his bed to make space, piling two pillows on top of each other. He moves away and slumps on the soft material, his stomach lying flat on the bed. He turns to Sehun behind him.
"You first."
"You mean... You wanna get done first?"
"Yeah."
"Do you have a condom?"
"Let's not use it."
"Okay."
Kneeling on the bed, Sehun frees his hard cock out of his underwear and quickly strokes it inside his fist. He restrains himself not to orgasm right then and there at the view of Jongin's firm ass presented in front of him. Jongin throws him a bottle of lube coming out of nowhere so he catches it with two hands. Pouring enough liquid to make his cock slicker, he tugs down the garter of Jongin's boxers to prepare for penetration.
But he hesitates for a moment, doubting himself of his own abilities.
"Jongin..."
"Hm?"
He suddenly feels a tug in his heart.
"I don't think I can do this... What if I end up hurting you?"
It's hard to see Jongin's reaction this way because he has his back turned against him. But he can tell that the male is laughing because of what he said.
"Shouldn't you be worrying about yourself?"
And he realizes Jongin has a point.
"You haven't bottomed yet before, but you're even more worried about me."
"Should I prepare you first, then?"
"No need, just put it in. It's gonna be fine."
"Are you sure it's gonna be okay like that? What if it bleeds?"
Jongin finds it kind of adorable when Sehun won't stop asking. He's just as innocent as day one.
"Babe, it won't bleed---" He cuts himself off when he realizes he shouldn't call Sehun babe. That must be offending, "My bad, I got too used to it--- oh fuck!!!"
"You said I could just put it in?" Sehun says, now having his cock enter Jongin, pushing the tip of the length until he is seated inside completely. He has to control himself not to move fast because Jongin sure is hot and tight as hell. "And please don't call me that."
"Y-you should've given me a heads up before you thrust it---" Jongin muffles his scream by biting his own fist. He gets another pillow and just silently sob on it because it indeed is very painful, as though his ass would be ripped apart.
Now that he realizes it, it has been four agonizing months since he last took it from behind, and that was when he lost a game so Luhan and Kyungsoo took this chance to fuck him alternately. That night was a traumatizing experience, waking up to a sore ass he was limping for a week.
"I'm sorry," Sehun says worriedly when Jongin has been silent for three minutes already, "Should I take it out?"
"No. Just keep going..."
"You sure?"
"Yeah."
Then Jongin gets another pillow and hugs it tight, praying that it would be over soon. He is willing to sacrifice his asshole tonight for the sake of Sehun's pleasure. Yes. Just this night. He can do this and endure the pain before pleasure.
Sehun withdraws and thrusts his cock back in, anxiously waiting for Jongin to say something, react to the sex, or just moan and make a noise, but Jongin doesn't. The male is just lying there passive and unresponsive as if Sehun is only fucking a sex doll.
Maybe Jongin isn't feeling good about this? Isn't he getting satisfied by this position? Is his cock too small!? Does this sex make him bored!? Should he just offered to bottom instead? Maybe Jongin really wanted to top and not to be on the receiving end? Isn't he just being selfish right now?
"Why did you stop?"
"Because you're not saying anything... I'm afraid you're not loving this."
"It's hard for me to say anything right now... because it feels so damn good," Jongin mutters, "It's been a while since I did it from behind so just..." He hides his face and breathes, "Just fuck me, please."
"Say that again."
"Fuck me, Sehun."
Shit. Jongin transitioning from dominant to being submissive is such a fucking huge turn on, so Sehun just fucks him rough without reservation just like what Jongin asked him to. His hand snakes on Jongin's tanned back and grabs his hair, pulling it hard.
"Fuck! That seriously hurt!" Jongin buries his face against the pillow and internally cries, "Ouch."
Sehun laughs. "You're so hot." Then he continues pounding his cock into Jongin's tight ass until he feels himself coming.
"Ah, Jongin! I'm gonna come... Is it okay if I come inside you?"
Finally.
"Yes," Jongin answers, "Do as you please."
Sehun keeps his cock inside, spurting all his release while thrusting slowly. It's really pretty watching how his cum oozes out of Jongin's butt and how it trickles down his inner thighs. He grabs tissue from nearby and wipes it, but since he came so much, the liquid just keeps on flowing.
"Jongin, I'm done."
"You must be really turned on since you came so much. How was it?"
Jongin fixes back his underwear and faces Sehun.
"I actually... liked it." Sehun rubs his nape. "Sex with you is amazing."
"I'm glad to hear that."
"How about you? Aren't you hurt?"
"It hurts but I can manage."
It's now official. Sehun has finally fucked Jongin. This is an achievement. He could die in peace now.
"But we're not yet done, though."
Right. It's just the start.
Jongin smiles at him, and the alarms in Sehun's head are blaring red now. "My turn!"
Jongin rises, and shoves Sehun down the bed to make him lie flat on his back. Using his arms to cage him inside, Jongin is now inches away from Sehun's face as he hovers on top of him.
"I prefer this position so that I can see you better. Is this okay with you?"
As if Sehun could still complain, though. He just turns his head to the left in attempt to hide his blushing face, "Do whatever you want, just please," he mumbles, "Be gentle on me."
"I will. Since this is your first time."
"Thank you."
Jongin takes this moment to study the living aesthetic underneath him--- at Sehun just effortlessly existing bare and naked. His facial features are strong yet his gaze is soft. His shoulders are broad yet his skin is smooth just like a baby. How can someone be this handsome and beautiful at the same time?
"Don't stare."
"Sorry, I was just mesmerized by you."
"You see me everyday and you're just telling me that now."
"I don't get to see you like this everyday," Jongin says as he threads his fingers through Sehun's hair, "And you wouldn't probably let me tell that to you anyway. It's gonna sound gay as fuck."
"I know how hard you've been so let's just get this done. You still need to come, right?"
Jongin uses his hand to spread Sehun's knees apart.
"F-fuck. What the hell are you gonna do!?" Sehun panics, seeing Jongin now getting down on him and removing his underwear.
"Of course, I'm gonna prep you since you're still a virgin," Jongin says, getting the lube and coating his fingers with it, "Yes, you may have already fucked Luhan and me but you're still considered a virgin unless you take a cock up your ass."
Sehun gives him a scandalized look as if his whole life has been a lie.
"And I'm very willing to take your virginity, Sehun. I'm glad it's me and not anyone else."
Jongin offers him his best smile, making Sehun feel reassured at least.
"I'm gonna start now."
He folds Sehun's thighs together and pushes them against his chest so that he can access Sehun's ass more comfortably, Slowly, he eases his middle finger inside the tight hole, circling it until it is being suckled inside.
"One finger in. How do you feel?"
"Weird," Sehun mutters, blankly staring at the ceiling as he hugs his knees to his chest. He feels Jongin's finger wriggling inside his butt, and it kind of hurts but still tolerable,"Keep going..."
"Okay. Two more. Can you do it?"
Sehun nods.
Jongin pulls out and adds his index finger to join the middle inside, carefully scissoring and stretching it against Sehun's muscles. Three digits inside gently pumping in and out is when Sehun starts sobbing and complaining how it fucking hurts, so Jongin moves faster to search for that bundle of nerves to make Sehun feel pleasurable.
"Ah, shit! What... what are you doing!?" Sehun asks, feeling Jongin now literally digging and curving his fingertips against his walls, "Fuck, Jongin! That feels so strange! Stop!"
"I'm finding your sweet spot, stay still. I swear this is gonna feel good, I promise!"
"It only hurts! I'm gonna kill you once this is done!"
"Just trust me, okay?!"
Sehun looks down to his own leaking cock, realizing how long it has been since Jongin is stretching up his ass. He's still in the middle of accepting the fact that he is now bottoming and he allowed Jongin to touch him in this part of his body to where he himself hasn't explored before.
"Found it."
Something jolts inside of him, having his prostate nudged by Jongin's fingers.
"Fuck!"
"Did you feel that? It's nice, right?"
"A little bit! But that doesn't make me forget the fact that it still hurts!"
"If I hit your prostate repeatedly, the pain you're feeling right now will go away. It will turn into pleasure afterwards. This is how bottoms reach their orgasm, getting this particular spot nudged on," Jongin explains. He pulls his fingers out of the ass and levels again on top of Sehun so that they are facing one another, "Do you get it now?"
"So you're gonna make me come just like that?" Sehun asks, looking at Jongin with a hint of fear in his eyes.
"Yeah, so you would know how it feels like to bottom," Jongin whispers into his ear in a sensual voice, "So that you would know how Kyungsoo feels like when I fuck him and how Luhan feels like when you fuck him... Do you trust me?"
Sehun closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, nodding at him.
He has no idea that it would feel like this. He doesn't usually cry on the smallest of things, but this shit is making him tear up especially when Jongin positions in between his legs and starts carefully pushing his hard cock in.
He gasps and squeezes his eyes shut, letting his tears stream down his cheeks having Jongin's cock entering halfway.
Jongin looks at him worriedly, "Are you all right?"
"Fuck, how would I be all right when you're--- ah! That hurts!"
"You feel that? My cock is fully inside you now."
"No way."
"Yes."
"Oh, shit."
Sehun takes a peek of his nether regions, having a glimpse of Jongin's crotch now united with his butt.
And he can sense Jongin's cock twitch inside of him.
Fuck. Jongin has just took his virginity tonight. This son of a bitch whom he really hates the first time they met, and whom he really likes after getting to know him better, is now fucking him tonight.
He hates himself for feeling incredibly good when Jongin begins moving his hips and thrusting into him, making him moan under his breath. He also hates himself for reacting to Jongin's every touch on his sensitive body, causing him to arch his back in pleasure.
So this is how it feels like to be a bottom. He hasn't been there yet but it feels like heaven and hell combined. It hurts but it is pleasurable at the same time.
"Sehun, it feels good, right?" Jongin has to ask him with this handsome angelic smile of his, as though he is not having his cock buried inside of him, "Hey, look at me."
"I--- ugh, don't wanna look at you," Sehun mumbles, blocking Jongin's face with the pillow squished on top of his chest in between them, "Just do your thing."
"Why? Don't you wanna see me?"
"I'm embarrassed... of how I look right now."
"You don't have to be embarrassed because you look really amazing."
"You're only saying that to make me feel better."
"No, seriously. I'm telling the truth."
Forcing the pillow out of Sehun's embrace, Jongin discards it away so that he can now view Sehun better underneath him. He sees his face now flushed red with sweat soaking his fringe. His chest is heaving up and down while he looks up to him, eyes half-lidded.
Jongin quickens his movements as they engage eye contact, fucking Sehun hard the bed creeks.
"Jongin."
"Yes?"
"Come closer..."
He leans down when Sehun opens his mouth and asks for a kiss. They passionately make out on the bed, sucking each other's tongue and lips until Sehun is wriggling underneath and gripping his shoulders tight.
"Ugh... Jongin."
"Yes, I'm here."
"It feels so good," Sehun mutters while Jongin kisses his eyes comfortingly, "But it hurts so much..."
"Ssh, it's gonna be fine... Hang in there. You can do it..."
Sehun finds himself coming untouched against his belly and the bedsheets when Jongin fucks him on the same angle over and over again. He doesn't even realize himself releasing his load because of the overflowing ecsasy of being fucked by Jongin's cock.
"Ugh, fuck... I came."
Jongin laughs. "Yeah, you did."
"It just felt so good."
"I know."
Jongin quickly pulls out of Sehun's ass and strokes himself off so that he is also releasing on the sheets, joining Sehun's cum with his own. He doesn't have to ask for permission when he settles in between Sehun's thighs, putting Sehun's cock inside his mouth to blow him and eat his cum.
He looks up to Sehun who's utterly surprised and turned on of what he just did, because this is also the first time he is giving him a blowjob ever since they've known each other.
"Ahh shit, Jongin," Sehun sensually groans, practically thrusting his cock into Jongin's throat and spilling all his load inside of it. "Oh god... You look so beautiful like this..."
"Yeah, I get that a lot," Jongin smirks and swallows Sehun's dick like a lollipop. He touches himself too as he bobs his head on the length, allowing Sehun to just tug on his hair harshly as he sucks.
"Your mouth feels so fucking hot," Sehun grips Jongin's cheeks and clenches them together, "Suck harder..."
"Uhngmh, Sehun--- fuck!"
Wanting more of the heat enveloping his cock, Sehun exchanges their positions and flips Jongin over so that he is straddling his chest. He harshly grabs Jongin's hair and relentllessly fucks his throat with force until Jongin is choking on his cock and coughing under his breath.
"S-stop---" Jongin claws on the sheets, "Enough---"
"No, I want more!"
"Y-you're gonna kill me---"
"Just a bit more... I'm close!"
Sehun comes for the third time by spurting his load all over Jogin's face and licking the speck of cum on the side of his mouth to taste his own release. Jongin surely loves it when Sehun becomes gross, hot and dominant all at the same time. It's only sometimes witnessing this side of Sehun so might as well treasure this while it lasts.
"Damn. That was so intense... I thought I was gonna die," Jongin says while he plops on the bed, lazily stroking his dick to milk himself to his finish, "But it was really hot seeing you like this...."
"I do?"
"Yeah."
"You have my cum all over your face..." Sehun mutters while he gently caresses Jongin's soaked cheek, "This is such a beautiful sight."
"Only for you."
"Thanks for making me feel good. This is unexpectedly nice."
Jongin smiles, "I'm happy you feel that way."
Sehun tries to get up from his position, but he fails when a sudden pain jolts from his spine down his lower back, "Fuck, I think I'm now disabled. I don't think I can walk for a week."
"And I don't think I can walk for a month," Jongin mutters, scooting closer to Sehun even though they're both sticky and sweaty with cum, "You were so harsh on me. My ass was gonna fucking break because of you."
"Sorry."
"You're not being sincere enough."
Sehun flashes a guilty look, "Jongin, I'm sorry..."
"Okay, already forgiven." Jongin lovingly strokes his hair.
They wash up together after that, both struggling to walk to the shower because of the literal pain in their asses the two of them caused towards each other. Sehun is too tired to banter anymore when Jongin teases him he's like an old man suffering from arthritis as he takes a bath with difficulty.
Sehun laughs a little as a revenge when Jongin accidentally slips outside the bathroom, causing more swell on his lower back he ends up crawling and cursing the heavens.
"Fuck... This sucks."
"You wanna go to the hospital? I'm telling Kyungsoo."
"No one is telling Kyungsoo! Just help me get to the bed."
Sehun assists Jongin until they are lying on the bed together. He was the who one got devirginized tonight yet it seems like it's Jongin who is painfully suffering more. It must be because of the minor bathroom accident, and maybe also because Sehun had fucked him without stretching, not to mention he had fucked him hard and rough. Even though Jongin insisted he just went on with the penetration, he should've at least considered Jongin's state.
Damn. He feels really guilty and responsible for this.
"Don't feel guilty, it's not that serious..."
"But you could barely even move."
"Just stay by my side and the pain will go away quickly."
"Okay."
Sehun sighs quietly and lets Jongin cuddle against him. He combs his fingers through Jongin's damp hair and plays with it, just like how Luhan does to him before they sleep. He guesses he now shares habits with them ever since he started living together with the three.
Silence. Jongin must be sleeping already.
He lets his thoughts aimlessly wonder while he stares at the cute designs of their matching pajamas. He knows Kyungsoo bought it for Jongin, Kyungsoo secretly likes unicorns anyway and he takes it out on Jongin's clothes.
Now those questions come running in his mind:
What happens to them now after this? Are they gonna go back to what they are? Is this just a one-time thing to quench their curiosity and lust? Or can this lead to something else more?
"You must be thinking."
Sehun looks down to see Jongin still awake.
"What's on your mind?"
"Just stuff."
"Stuff like?"
"Remember the night when we played truth or dare?"
"Yeah? What about it?"
"I asked a question you didn't answer."
Jongin leans away and fixes his pillow, "Oh, that."
"Can I ask you again?"
"Go ahead."
"Do you like me?" Sehun asks seriously, "In a romantic way?"
A short pause before a chuckle is Jongin's reply as if he has heard the most ridiculous question in the world. Sehun doesn't waver when Jongin faces him to stare into his eyes.
Jongin knows Sehun is aware of what's in his heart right now. When he told Sehun that night that Luhan liked him, he kind of confessed about his feelings as well yet he isn't sure if Sehun understood it that time.
He knows Sehun just needed confirmation of the unspoken truth lingering between them they don't talk about openly. Maybe there is a chance that this is mutual, they only don't take risks simply because they are too comfortable in this kind of relationship.
"You're gonna dodge my question again. Do you like me or not?"
"What do you think?"
Can Sehun just smack Jongin on the face right now? That smirk slipping out of his lips is making him feel anxious.
"Would I offer myself to you if I don't?"
Sehun stares.
"Would I go this far with you if I don't feel anything from the start?"
That's it.
Jongin doesn't have to explain himself more. That would suffice. The uncontrollable smile forming on Sehun's mouth is also enough for Jongin to know that he is not the only one.
He just needed reassurance. Nothing else.
"Okay," Sehun answers, "Now I've finally decided."
"Decided about what?"
"After we graduate college, I'm gonna enlist to the military with you."
"But how about graduate school?" Jongin asks, "You wanted to pursue master's degree, don't you?"
"That was before, but I think I don't wanna do that anymore. I just want to stay wherever you are."
Jongin studies Sehun's gaze to prove if he is serious about that. Getting the answer that he wanted, he victoriously smiles and nods his head in agreement.
"Be mine, then."
Sehun has to take a pause for a moment to think of an answer. He just pretends to be nonchalant before he says the first thing that came into his mind:
"Aren't I already yours?"
Grabbing the nearest pillow he could reach, Jongin hits Sehun with it square on the face to release his feels.
"You don't just say that all of a sudden."
"Jongin, you motherfucker! That hurt!"
"Then make me stop!"
Just like one of those clichè rom-com movies, they engage into a pillow fight and tackling and tickling while they break into hearty laughters. The post-sex pain they are enduring seems to disappear as the two of them wrestle and roll on the bed.
Since Sehun has the upper hand, he is able to shove Jongin down, pinning his wrists against the bed as he now settles above him while breathing hard due to too much laughing.
Jongin turns silent after a long while of them just staring at each other. His gaze softens as Sehun genuinely smiles at him while looking straight into his eyes.
"Jongin."
"Hm?"
"I want to kiss you right now."
Sehun doesn't wait for a reply when he closes his eyes, bending down to Jongin's face to claim his lips for a gentle and searing kiss.
They have never kissed this way before. What they'd always do is make out in an erotic way where there are tongues, teeth and necks involved.
So this is really different, just with their lips pressing against lips in a slow and soft manner, sometimes pulling away to breathe and sometimes pausing just to stare at each other's eyes---- before kissing again like they have all the time in the world.
Sehun moves down to Jongin's collarbones and grazes a certain spot on it using his thumb. Looking at Jongin and silently asking for permission, he waits for him to nod before he attaches his mouth on the skin and sucks to create a hickey.
Just like the mark on his neck.
Proud of his work after nibbling and biting the spot a couple of times, he watches how it stands out beautifully on Jongin's golden skin. He smiles, feeling this sense of comfort knowing he has left something on Jongin, too.
Jongin touches it using his fingertips. It's kind of deep but it's fine. He likes it anyway, especially the person existing in front of him right now. He finds himself unconsciously smiling when Sehun leans down again to press a chaste kiss on his right cheek seven seconds long.
Smooch.
He laughs. That was just pure cute.
"Sehun."
"Yeah?"
"Come closer."
Jongin whispers something into his ear the two of them can only hear. Sehun nods as an answer and whispers back on Jongin's ear, too.
Reaching for the night stand, Jongin turns off the lampshade so it's now pitch dark inside the room.
"Good night," Sehun then says as he lies back on the bed beside him. He inches closer to his body and hugs his waist under the blanket.
"Sweet dreams," Jongin answers, slinging an arm around Sehun's shoulder before finally closing his eyes to sleep.
"And that is how they confessed their feelings and ended up being together," Luhan tells over breakfast while the rest of the guys stare at him. He grins, "The end."
"That's it?" Kyungsoo asks while furrowing his eyebrows. "Where's the 'I love you' part and 'Will you go out with me' part? That's not romantic at all."
"My co-workers at the hotel don't say stuff like that, Kyungsoo," Luhan shrugs, "They just became a couple after bottoming for each other one night. They're both tops by the way."
Jongin chokes on his omelette.
Sehun drowns on his glass of water.
"Hey, you okay?" Kyungsoo asks worriedly.
Jongin is coughing and pounding on his chest while Kyungsoo soothes his back.
"Fuck, Kyungsoo! This tastes so good!" Jongin says as he awkwardly laughs, shoving another spoonful of rice into his mouth, "Yum! Can I have more!?"
Meanwhile, Luhan side-eyes his boyfriend beside him looking like a panicked gay inside the closet struggling to come out.
He smirks knowingly. "Well."
Sehun's eyes widen, shaking his head furiously. "No! Don't look at me like that! It's not true! He did it first! I'm innocent!! I swear to god! I didn't even know what a prostate means!"
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