y/n pov
I woke up in Colbys bed. Ok that's normal. He was shirtless. Not so normal he usually wears a shirt. There was clothes all his floor. Not normal, and i'm pretty sure it wasn't here last night. I studied the clothes. Take chances panties, his outfit from yesterday, his boxers, my high knee socks from like four days ago ok i guess that's normal. The thing that grabbed my attention was my bra, that's not normal. I moved the blanket im naked. I thought about it for a second, i remember it all. I checked my phone it was 9am. I'm not late for for school somehow. I got out of bed and grabbed my bra first. As i was sliding on my underwear i heard
"Good morning" Colby said. I pulled my underwear fully up "nice panties" he said with slight chuckle. I turned around
"Oh thanks" i said then started scrambling to get dressed, i don't care if i wore my outfit from yesterday
"What's the hurry" he said. He was so completely chill.
"I have school" i replied still getting dressed
"I can drive you" he said. I smiled
"Thanks" i said. "Put these on" i said throwing his boxers at his face.
"Why" he said
"Um i dunno maybe you need underwear" i joked. He got up and i turned around. We both got dressed and went downstairs. I thought for a moment. I wonder if the roommates could hear us it would most likely be Sam but we did play music to drown out the sound. Oh and what if someone saw but considering the fact that we were up super early most likely nobody saw. We were in the kitchen and i was making pancakes for me and colby. We were just talking and someone came down
"Hi, how are you" i said in my best spongebob voice. I looked back to see sam "hey Samuel"
"Sup Sam" Colby said
"Hey guys" he said sitting down "what are you doing up this early"
"Well i could ask you the same thing" Colby said
I replied "i have school." i went back to making the pancakes "you want some" i said.
"Pancakes sure" he said
"Alright" i said. I put one headphone in and started dancing while cooking. "I could whip it up, fix you up straight away come in the front door leave it in the back door, what are you fucking gay"
"Your such a weirdo" Colby said
"I'm just singing the song" i said
"Pancakes" i yelled at them when i had like twelve cooked. We ate them and talked
"So did you guys hangout or something last night" Sam said
"Yeah, till like idk why" i said
"Well i heard talking pretty late" Sam said he wiggled his eyebrows at me
"Oh ok" i said
"Colby we should get going" i said he nodded "bye Sam". We got into Colby's car and didn't really talk. He had the ox cord and put on Justin Bieber i couldn't help but to sing then i realised something. We were listening to confident and Colby only seemed to say one part of the song 'she said it was her first time. I think she might of lied feel so good damn and i don't know why'. Was he trying to subtly drop hints or something. I paused it
"Why'd you pause it" he asked
"Interesting choice of song and you know words to sing" i said
"Oops that wasn't on purpose" he said, We pulled up to my school
"Bye Colby um thanks for driving me" i said and got out of his car. I watched him drive away and thought about everything was our friendship ruined now. I got pulled out of my thoughts by London pulling me into a hug and scaring me
"Hey girl" she said
"Oh uh hi" i said
"Whats ups and are you wearing the same thing as yesterday" she said "i mean it's fine we can just twin". I turned around and looked at her outfit. Wow i guess we were twining in a weird evil and good twin sort of way.
"Oh um yeah" i said
"Happy late b-day we should totally go out tonight since we really didnt do anything yesterday, i got a fake id" she said
"Um yeah maybe. C'mon we're gonna be late" i said walking to my locker. I grabbed my stuff and just walked to class. All day i thought about it. I was really zoned out ,more than usual and one of my teachers notice
"Ms Truesdale can you answer the question" he said. He was math teacher and a total douche "Um i don't know" i said.
"Well were you paying attention" he replied
"Yeah i just don't get it" i said. Now i have no clue what it is
"Well then after school today i will teach you" he said with a grin
"No that won't be needed" i said
"Oh i insist" he replied. Oh i hate life. This was my last class so when the bell rang he just made me stay in the classroom. It was something i completely understood so i just showed him i could do it and he let me leave. I looked at my phone there was like 10 text from Colby saying where are you
y/n
I got detention i guess
Momma Colbs
Why
y/n
I wasn't paying attention in class
Momma Colbs
Oh well im outside
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Ok im coming
I stopped by my locker grabbed what i needed and went outside. Colby was leaned against his car
"Hey" he said. I didn't reply and just went in his car. "Something wrong" he said. I just shook my head. "Ok" he said. We drove and i just stared out the window not saying a word. When we got to the house i just went upstairs and plopped on the bed i lied there for hours. Why was i such a jerk to him. I should like say sorry or something. I got up and knocked on his bedroom door
"Colby" i said "look im sorry". The door was locked and he didn't say anything "i didn't mean to be a jerk, i just am scared Colby". He opened the door
"Why are you scared" he said
"I just feel like. I don't know like our friendships gonna be ruined. Everything is so tense right now" i replied
"It's only like that if you let it be, here come in" he said opening the door. I sat on his couch
"Everything's so confusing" i said
"Well why" he asked
"I don't know, i don't know anything. Its all i think about and i'm trying to like see how i feel about it. But it's just like i feel nothing. I mean i feel something but its so many things that i feel empty" i said "it's so hard Colby" I just sighed in frustration looking down
"Hey its ok" he said. He lifted my chin and made me look at him. He kissed me and all the stress seemed to just thicken i thought this would make everything fine, but I kissed him back and it just made everything more confusing than before
"Colby" i said after i pulled away, i'm so confused tears started from why can't i just make up my mind.
"I love you" he said. He loves me, i don't know if i love him but i don't wanna hurt him. I got up
"I'm sorry i just have to go" i said the tears that were pricking and welling my eyes started to stream down my face. Why am i so stupid and why can't i make up my mind. I just left him there i bumped into Sam while walking to my room
"Oh hey- what's wrong" he said. I just engulfed him into a hug, he hugged back and rubbed my back.
"Sam can you like just hangout with me" i said fighting back tears but failing. I cried so hard and i shouldn't have but i did it was hard to breath by how hard i was crying.
"Yeah yeah sure" he said
"I just wanna like go for a ride" i said
"Yeah sure let me get my shoes" he said and put on shoes. I already had my shoes on. We got in his car and drove for a bit. He took me to the peer and got me an ice cream to make me feel better. It was much needed so thank you Samuel. We sat on the edge of it and watched the sunset it was so beautiful.
"Thank you Sam" i said just looking out
"Your welcome, are you like ok. Do you wanna talk about it" he said. I guess getting it off my chest would feel good
"Well last night me and Colby did stuff and i just am overwhelmed. We talked about it but it just made things worse for me. He told me he loved me." i said he looked at me trying to find words
"Well, i guess just take a break and see how it feels. And i'll be here for you" he said. I hugged him it felt so safe in his arms and chest. I was feeling so much better already and i was soaking his shirt with my tears.
"Sam your such a good friend" i said we just stayed in a hug for a couple minutes. Someone walked by
"What an odd couple" they said aloud. I looked up
"Huh" i said
"Excuse me" Sam said
"You two are such a- different pair" the lady said and walked away
"Well, that was interesting" Sam said
"I am slightly offended" i said with a laugh
"Well opposites attract" he said also laughing. The sun had set and the peer was glowing, it was getting late and i was hungry
"Sam i'm hungry" i said
"Well let's go eat" he said. We went and got some McDonalds and i stole some of his fries he kinda just like let me have them. We went to this park for a while and messed around not like that. They were playing a movie and we kinda snuck in it was a stupid movie but it was fun to be out with my best friend. We had a lot of fun and got home really late. Elton, Colby, Aaron, and Corey were sitting on the couch and heard the door open and us laughing.
"Look whos home" said Elton
"Hey guys" i said walking into the room with sam behind me. They were staring
"Is there a problem" Sam asked. Corey was playing rocket league clearly not caring and Aaron was playing with buddy. For some reason Colby and Elton were concerned
"Yeah you two just disappeared and didn't answer anyone's calls" Elton said
"Oops sorry Elton" i said sitting down on a lovesac "can you forgive me" i said like a little kid
"Yeah just answer my calls next time" Elton said, he's really protective of me and i always do things like this why am i such a bad person. "But i think you scared Colby more than me" he said. I looked at Colby, he looked like a mess
"Oops sorry" i said with a giggle "well i'm going to bed, goodnight" i said. I went to Sam and gave him a goodnight hug. I went to my room and tried to sleep. I thought of an idea, a song. I looked up the song and listened to it multiple times and came up with the lyrics. I listened to it while trying to get the chords right with my guitar. I finally thought it was good and grabbed my camera. I sang the song while recording i didn't specify this but it was for Colby
"Thanks for watching guys i love you all so much bye" i said then turned off the camera and edited the video but didn't upload it, i think im just keeping this one to myself. I went to bed at 5am because of this whatever.