i can't change you,
i tried to tolerate the bad,
i really did,
i really fucking did.
i guess my love wasn't enough,
i guess i wasn't enough for you.
i can't keep you,
but I can't let you go.
so tell me,
what do i do?
do i remain quiet while you make me suffer?
is that what your "love" has come to?
i trusted you with my heart,
bold move on my part,
i get that now.
i'm sorry I wasn't good enough.
i'm sorry my efforts weren't good enough.
i'm really sorry my heart can't let you go.
i'm sorry that my love is such an inconvenience.
i'm sorry that the things i did weren't enough.
i'm sorry that i was trying and you didn't see it.
i'm sorry that i ever fucking trusted you.
i'm sorry that i still hold some kind of love for you even when i shouldn't.
i'm sorry.