“So what did Niall tell you again?” James said. I nodded as I drinked the tea he made me.
“He said like in January when they were here in LA, they were visiting the hospital for some of their fans and he saw me walk down the hallway, he fell down and I helped him up” I paused as much as I tried to remember I couldn’t “We talked for a while and he told me how I told him that my grandpa was in the hospital and all”
“Oh really?” he said, I nodded
“Yes he told me that he was really shocked that I didn’t know he was and that he gave me his number and we Skyped and all” I sighed, how did I not remember anything about this? James poured me some more hot tea.
“Really? You never told me about this before, even after I told you about One Direction” he drinked some of his tea and hummed to the music outside.
“That’s what I want to know, maybe I was keeping it a secret from everyone? Niall said he never told me to keep it a secret, he did tell me who he was and that he was famous” I smiled “He said I kept it a secret without him even telling me” James smiled
“You do have a good heart” He grinned, I just blushed. “You really do though, you care for the people that are around you, and you treat us like family…” he trailed off “Even your family does” I just chuckled
“Yea they really love you guys” I smiled, I sipped some of my tea, it wasn’t as hot as before anymore.
“Haha the guys even call them mother and father” He chuckled “Wait you said he had to show you something?” I nodded
“This” I handed him a picture of him and me smiling to the camera in chat.
“Woe” James just said shocked, I nodded.
“Yup I didn’t believe him at first but he showed me this, then I believed him” I still couldn’t believe what was happening, but it has happened.
“How long did you guys talk then?” James said as he looked at the picture.
“Oh yea um he said we talked for a whole seven months, sometimes though when he wasn’t busy” I felt my stomach twist, no wonder he blushed when he looked at me. “Though he said he got caught but Demi Lovato helped him out, she said she Skyped him and not me” although this all seems true why couldn’t I remember?
“You know what why don’t you get on your Skype and lets find out?” James got up and went towards the living room. What was he thinking of? He came back with a big present, I gave him a confused look.
“What’s this?” I asked as he handed it to me
“Open it and find out” he smirked
“But it isn’t Christmas yet?” I said
“It is in London” He chuckled, I just giggled and looked at the little card. I opened it and read it. ‘Merry Christmas from James, Matthew, and Andrew’ I smiled as I opened it. I saw only a purple drawing with an apple on it. I gasped, it wasn’t what I thought it was, was it? I opened it to see an iMac sitting in my lap. I looked up at James who just and nodded.
“Oh my I can’t accept this James!” I said as I handed him back the present, he got it and put it back in my lap
“No it’s yours we saved up the money to give it to you, it’s our gift for being a best friend to us” he smiled. I put the laptop down and hugged him, tightly
“Thank you, I really appreciate it” I whispered in his ear, I got up “I have to thank Andrew and Matthew” as I started walking to go find Andrew and Matthew, James got my hand and pulled me towards him, making me sit in his lap.
“For right now no, let’s check your Skype yes?” He whispered in my ear, I nodded and sat in my chair. I opened the box to see a perfectly clean and new iMac, as I turned it on the screen was locked. It had a picture of all of us in it smiling. I smiled as well
“Password?” I asked. James just smiled.
“The guy you have a crush on” He grinned. I looked at him confused
“Guy I what?” I asked
“You know who” He nodded looking at the screen. I blushed. I typed in his name, to my surprise it unlocked. “I knew it” he chuckled.
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“Woe so it’s true!” I yelled out softly. As I read through all the messages I couldn’t believe it, I was talking to Niall Horan. I looked at James who had wide eyes as well as he read through the convo
“Look at this you guys talked every day at 11:08pm, that’s so cute he would wake up at 7:08am over there in London just to talk to you” James said looking at the time. I just blushed, this could not be true, my life was already interesting enough. As I looked at the recent messages I looked at July’s, my heart dropped. “You told him you would be at the hotel we were in?” James said shocked.
“I guess I did?” I read down “He said he would meet me on-“ I stopped and looked at James
“The day of your accident” James mumbled. I jumped up
“We were going out!” I screamed to the top of my lungs. I read it one more time the ‘I love you’ the I love you, was so obvious.
“What the flying heck this is not happening” James jumped up of his chair reading the conversation once more “You guys were going to make it official that day” he gasped
“But I don’t remember that! I mean I remember looking at Michael and liking him a little but-“ then it hit me I was mad at Niall, people were saying him and Demi were going out, when I saw Michael I thought I had a chance in falling in love again, looking out the window at night remembering my chats with Niall just made my stomach twist, then that Matthew kissed me I couldn’t help but kiss back, I felt alone and backstabbed.
“Karen are you okay?” James asked me, I felt dizzy but I stood still
“I was mad at Niall, I felt like I wasn’t good enough for him, he was better off with Demi anyways” I sighed, I gasped as I felt someone’s hands go around my waist, pulling me towards them, hugging me tightly.
“You weren’t good enough for me, you were perfect for me” someone whispered in my ear, I turned around to face them. It was Niall Horan, the one and only. He turned me around to reveal a big kiss on my lips. Some of the memory’s popped back in my head, the ones I didn’t remember before. The late night’s crying, him being there for me getting me back up. All those bully’s in school, he was always there making me happy. Helping me accept the fact that no matter how bad or good you think your life is, there are other people fighting for it. As we broke apart for some breathe I looked up at Niall’s blue ocean eyes. No wonder when I looked into Michael’s eyes I couldn’t stop looking at them. I took a deep breathe.
“Niall were you waiting for me that day?” I mumbled, I felt my stomach twist and turn. He sighed
“Yes I did I waited for you the whole day, a day didn’t pass when I didn’t think about you, when I heard William talk about you in the car crash the same day I was meeting you I had to go see if it was the person I love” he stopped and breathed “I knew you were mad at me, I thought you would be better off without me but do you know how hard that was? My heart ached every morning I couldn’t hear your laugh, see that beautiful smile, to see you” he stroked my cheek softly. He leaned in giving me a peck kiss. “You do not know how long I have been waiting to kiss those lips that always made my heart skip a beat” I stood in shock, completely blank. I looked at his eyes, they were glistening just like Louis’s when he’s happy. One question still made me question myself, was he still in love with me like I was with….no I couldn’t right?
“Niall I-“ I started but he hugged me before I could say anything.
“I love you” he whispered. His Irish accent sent chills down my spine. He loves me? He loves me! But how could he? He didn’t know who I was when we meet.
“Niall if you love me why didn’t you recognize me? Why didn’t you tell me we were going out?” I asked, I was trying really hard not to break into tears, for some reason I did want to.
“You have changed completely, you aren’t that same girl I used to know from the outside, but from the inside you are still the old Karen I know, that’s how I figured out who you were” He smiled taking a strand away from my hair
“I am just going to leave” I heard James scoff out as he opened the door and left. I just chuckled, so did Niall. I looked at Niall again, we made eye contact for god knows how long. I was lost in his eyes.
“Karen I’ll leave if you want but I just have one question” Niall whispered, his warm breathe passing my cheeks. I nodded. “Do you love me back?” his Irish accent echoed in my ears like if it was a tunnel. I hummed.
“Niall” I stopped for a quick second trying to catch my breath. “I do love you, even though I don’t remember any of our chats that much, but I don’t think we would work out, you’re an international pop star now, girls have pictures of you all over there wall, you know I don’t work out so well with hate” I looked at his eyes “We wouldn’t be able to keep it a secret, I want a relationship where I could walk in the street with them without being surrounded with paparazzi’s and plus…” I trailed off. “I am in love with another person” I looked down not able to look at him. He gently stroked my cheeks once more. He sighed
“I understand Karen” he gulped “Before I leave can I just do one thing?” I looked up at him. He smiled. I nodded my head softly. “One last kiss?” He put his hand around my waist, pulling me in closer to him, more than before. He leaned in, I could feel his hot breathe on my lips. I put my arm over his neck pulling him in. I had to thank him for being my first love, my first companion, my chance on seeing what love truly was. This is the last time I’ll be seeing him so why not make it the best? I looked into his blue eyes before closing mine tightly. I leaned in until our lips touched, softly and gently. As we kissed he put his hand around my back, making us get even closer to each other than before. “You don’t know how long I have been waiting for this moment” Niall whispered between breathes. We finally let go, I hugged him for the last time. I felt sad for him and for me, I couldn’t remember anything, I don’t even remember how we met. To me he is a stranger, but to him I’m the love of his life. He hugged me tightly and finally let go. “When you remember please tell me” he hummed, he played with the strand of hair in my face “I hope you get the love I was willing to give you, know how it is to fall in love” he grabbed my hand and kissed it “See you soon Katherine Sophie Williams” he smiled, he turned around and started walking out the door
“I hope you find the love I was willing to give you Niall James Horan” I shouted, he nodded and smiled.
“Karen” I heard someone croak out. I turned around, as I did I stood in shock as I came face to face with him. I stood wide eyed, shocked, I tried opening my mouth but nothing came out. “Did I just see what I thought I would never see?” I tried really hard to talk but my voice was caught with something in my throat. “Karen did you use me to take away your problems?” he asked serious still looking at me in the eyes.
“Michael no you got it all wrong!” I finally said, his face was upset but somehow mad at the same time
“No don't” He scoffed he gripped his hands into a fist. He ran towards the door outside, I didn't even think twice as I ran after him. As I past the living room I saw everyone stop dancing, looking serious and silent. I ignored them as they asked what was going on and just ran after Louis, Louis or Michael whatever was his name it was him that was in my brain. The cold chill from the December weather ran through my body as I ran in the snow. It felt like hours have past running after him, I was out of breathe but I didn’t care, he was all I cared about right now, no matter how much my body hurt. It started to snow which made it a lot harder to see. I looked around me, I was in a bridge. I widened my eyes as I turned around to see Michael, one leg on the outside of the bridge
“Michael no!” I cried out, I was frozen.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were seeing someone else?” He cried “You know how much it hurt to see you kiss someone that isn’t me? Even after I told you I loved you” I gasped, tears came down my eyes “Yes I told you I loved you and look you forgot about that” he cried out.
“Michael you know well my brain isn’t functioning well, i dont remember anything, I’m sorry please!” I cried, even if it was freezing cold my tears fell down fast. “Don’t do this Michael! I love you!” I ran to him as fast as I could, but it was too late he jumped off the bridge. I jumped off after him, it felt like we were in slow motion, my life flashing in my own head, I finally grabbed onto him, hugging him, getting ready for the fall in the freezing cold water. “Michael I love you” I yelled into his ears, I looked into his eyes, tears were all over him. I put my lips onto his, kissing him hard, like if it was the last time, he didn’t let go instead he kissed back, I took a deep breathe one more time “I love you”
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NOTE TO MY READERS
Sorry Guys but i wont be uploading until two weeks, I need to take a break for a while, but dont worry the wait wont dissapoint you! I will make this upcoming update worth all the wait, bye guys! :) Maybe if you bother me with the update i will ;)