Louis was only worried about Harry, he didn't want him to be sad. Ever. he wanted Harry to always be smiling and giggling and blushing. But, the reality of it all was that Harry was not always going to be happy. Harry had a mental disorder. Harry hated himself. Louis could fix him though, yes, that was what he was going to do. He was going to fix Harry. No matter what it would take.
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The ride to the cafe was silent. Harry was completely zoned out, wondering what he had done to deserve this. He didn't want to be like this. He wanted to be normal and healthy, and happy. Oh, how he wished he could be happy, even for only a day. Harry wanted to be like Louis. Harry wanted to be Louis'.
"We're here." Harry was ripped from his thoughts from the man who haunted them. He wasn't sure when the car had stopped (or how long it had been stopped, for that matter) but, that wasn't what mattered. All that mattered was telling Louis how he felt and what was going on in his mind. That's the whole reason they were there, mind you.
They got a table for two and ordered their drinks, awaiting the inevitable.
Louis spoke first,
"Why did you run off, Harry?"
'And it begins' Harry thought.
"I gained i don't know how- i just- i couldn't-" the words weren't coming out right, they were stuck under Harry's tongue, he couldn't speak.
"You weighed less?! Jesus Harry-"
Louis stopped when he noticed the tears welling up in Harry's eyes, his walls were crumbling and Louis wanted to hold him close and tell him how perfect he was.
"I'm sorry," Harry said.
" I didn't mean to run off, I was just overwhelmed and scared I guess. I wont do it again. I promise"
"Harry, you didn't do anything wrong, I just wish you would've told me what was going on. This could've been so much easier"
Harry quieted down after that, seemingly lost in his thoughts, until he spoke.
"Louis, can I try something?"
Louis didn't quite know what Harry meant, but nodded his head anyway.
It all came together, though, when Harry leaned in, and gently placed his lips on Louis'.
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im writing a new book, its called 'no angels' (its larry) & ya
song for the chapter; One day - kodaline
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