It Hurts to Love You But I St...

By theythemllama

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This is a character x charater book between Eijirou Kirishima and Katsuki Bakugo. Baku is a sub...cause...I'm... More

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By theythemllama

~Bakugos POV~

My alarm goes off and I roll out of bed. Getting dressed into my uniform, minus the tie, I grab my shit for the day and stomp out of my dorm room. I don't bother to get anything to eat. Not hungry. I haven't been ever since I found out two days ago.

Flashback start

I sit on my bed and do my homework. Kirishimas sitting next to me but he hasn't moved his pencil in like five minutes.

"Oi! The fuck aren't you doing your homework Kirishima?!"

"Hmm...oh well wanted to tell you something but I wasnt sure how to bring it up..."

"Well it's up now dumbass. The fuck you want?"

"Well...I wanted to tell you first before anyone else....me and Mina are dating!"

He grins at me obviously happy with his new relationship. I feel my heart stop and my face drain of color. I drop my pencil ontop of my homework.

"B-Bakugo? Are you ok?"

"Yeah. I'm just not feeling well. Congrats or some shit for getting with the Pink Alien.... Will you get out. I need to like sleep or some shit..."

"Thanks. And yeah. Feel better Bakubro!"

Kirishima gathers his things and leaves with a wave. I immediately drop my homework on the floor and pull my knees to my chest sitting against the wall. My eyes well up with tears. They pool over and trail down my face. I take my phone and dial the one person who knows why this would upset me.

"Kacchan? What's up?"

"I-I...H-He...Iz-Izuku...It hu-hurts..."

"Oh Katsuki....I'll be right there."

He hangs up the phone and two minutes later knocking sounds at the door.

"Kacchan?"

I put on my act even though my eyes are empty and swollen, tears are covering my face and more are pouring out of my eyes, I'm pale and shaking.

"Come in!"

He opens the door and closes it behind him. He walks to me looking understanding. Deku sits next to me.

"Wanna talk about it Kacchan?"

"W-we were doing ho-homework and he like st-stopped to th-think for way t-to long. When I-I asked h-him why he fu-fucking stopped he told me...he told me that he was dating W-Weird Ey-Eyes. He w-wanted me to know first o-out of e-everyone! He was so fu-fucking ha-happy! But I...I c-couldn't let him st-stay after having reacted like I d-did so I to-told him I-I was sick a-and con-congratulated him but I can't h-help but fe-feel like this! I love him! I f-fucking love him s-so much Deku! W-Why can't I make him that h-happy?! It h-hurts so much! I d-don't un-understand!"

I say tears pouring out of my eyes and running down my face. Izuku hugs me and rubs my back.

"It'll get better Kacchan. I promise. It'll take time but it gets better....just like last time...."

Flashback end

I sigh and leave, making it to class before anyone else and putting my earbuds in and listening Billie Eilish. A few minutes later Deku sits in his seat behind me and taps my shoulder. I pull out my earbuds and look at him.

"What do you want?"

"Have you slept? Or eaten since you found out?"

I sigh at my childhood friends rightful concern.

"No... Not hungry or tired.. Why?"

"Because your eyes are packing for a tropical vacation, your pale and really quiet. You need to sleep and eat so you can live Kacchan."

I laugh.

"Bold of you to assume I want to do that."

"Katsuki! You're going to be fine! You can't keep doing this! Not again....."

"G' morning. And...Doing what? Whats Bakubro doing?"

We both look up shocked to see Kirishima here so early.

"Being perfect at everything. He's making me look bad!"

Deku covers for me and I let out a fake laugh.

"Yeah well, 's your fault for being a usless nerd Deku!"

He fake pouts and whines.

"Aaaawww Kacchans so mean!"

Kirishima shrugs and walks over to Pinky and starts talking with her. Izuku immediately hisses a whisper only I can hear.

"I mean it Katsuki Bakugo. You need to start taking care of yourself or I'll tell Aizawa Sensai."

"Fuckin fine I'll try."

"Good."

I look up just in time to see Kiri and his girlfriend kiss. I pale even more if possible and grab my cell phone bolting out of the room. I run through the halls tearing up for the hundredth time in three days. I run into someone who grabs my arms and stills me. I look up and see Aizawa Sensai.

"Bakugo? What wrong?"

"Can I skip classes today?"

He sighs and nods.

"I'll have Kiri-"

"No! Send Izuku with my work. And ask him when giving it to him whats wrong!"

He nods and releases me looking confused. I immediately run back to my dorm room, closing the door behind me. I fall onto my bed and sob. Why does love hurt so much?

~Aizawas POV~

I sigh watching my student run off in tears. I hear yelling from the classroom and soon Kirishima runs out followed by Midoriya.

"Kirishima he won't want to talk to you!"

"But he's my friend! One of my best friends! I have to know whats wrong!"

"That is whats wrong Kirishima! Your so fucking stupid sometimes!"

Midoriya stomps back into the classroom leaving me alone with a confussed and shocked Kirishima. He see's me and runs up to me.

"Sensai! Do you know where Bakugo is?! Or whats wrong?!"

"Bakugo is unwell and will not be attending clases today. He's in his room."

Kirishima trys to run past me but I catch him with my scarf.

"He requests that only Midoriya see's him. Please abide by his wishes."

"What? But we're both his best freinds! Why only Midoriya?!"

"I don't know Kirishima. Thats just what he asked to happen."

He frowns but nods.

"Do you know what Midoriya was talking about? Or why he's so angry?"

"No. But I wish I did. It's concerning."

He nods and I release him. We walk into the classroom which is in chaos.

"Sensai! Is Bakugo ok?!"

"Where is he?!"

"Why'd he run out like that?!"

"Everyone be seated. Bakugo is unwell and will not be attending classes today. Midoriya I need to speak with you after classes today. No one is to bother Bakugo with out my clearance. As of current only Midoriya is aloud. Now to start for the day....."

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