3/31/2019 [5:35 pm]
It feels like you're losing interest in me. You don't talk to me the same anymore and someone else is biting at your heels. I don't want to lose you, of course, but there's nothing I can do to force you to stay. Sometimes I feel like you want me but lately it seems like a chore for you. If you've changed your mind, I understand. Just don't let me fall for you if it's not what you want. I am fragile, and losing you out of nowhere would break me. Don't let me down gently. Just be straightforward. I have feelings for you so genuinely. I can't risk pushing you away by questioning what's going on. I am in the dark again. I hate being here. I just want you. I want to bask in your love.