Chapter 8
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It was as he was sitting in the uber taking him home when Jimin finally came to the conclusion that it was better to try messaging Yoongi than wait for the other to do so. After all, it wasn't Yoongi's job to be the first one to make contact.
They had ended the whole thing on an awkward note, but there was no reason why Jimin wouldn't be allowed to message Yoongi.
Jimin
Hey um
Jimin
I know that I was kind of weird last time and I'm sorry that I made you angry
Jimin
But if you're okay with it... I'd like to chat with you a bit?
Yoongi
I said it's okay last time already
Jimin
But you didn't act like it at all
Jimin
I thought you just said that because you wanted to avoid confrontation about it
Jimin
I mean you left right after and didn't write anything ever since
Yoongi
Because I felt weird about it
Yoongi
I mean let's say I go like "I hate trust fund kids. It's fucking disgusting how they leech of their parents. You too, but you are fun to chat with so it's alright I guess."
Jimin
Okay yeah that's weird
Jimin
Sorry
Jimin
You're not disgusting
Jimin
Sorry I said that
Jimin
I thought about it some more the last couple of days and I'm really okay with it
Jimin
Sorry for being a judgmental prick
Yoongi
It really is okay I swear
Yoongi
You don't have to apologize that much
Jimin
Sorry for apologizing
Yoongi
...
Jimin
We're good?
Yoongi
We're good
Jimin
Thank god
Jimin
Actually
Jimin
There actually is a reason I finally decided to text you now
Jimin
Or more like I forced myself to do it because I kind of really need someone to talk to right now
Yoongi
Sure
Yoongi
What happened?
Jimin
I'm really angry
Jimin
I don't think I mentioned this before, but my parents travel a lot and are rarely ever at home. Just hardly ever spend time with me or even fulfill their parental duties such as being there on my first day of school
Jimin
And even though they never care what I do, sometimes they just decide out of nowhere that maybe it would be a good time to take care of their parental responsibilities, knowing damn well that I'm a lost cause anyways
Jimin
I'm not sure why they even try
Yoongi
That sucks
Yoongi
Maybe you should tell them that you dislike that they don't care most of the time and suddenly do?
Jimin
What is that supposed to help?
Yoongi
Maybe they realize that they should spend some more time with you?
Jimin
I don't think so
Jimin
It's always been that way
Yoongi
Have you tried?
Jimin
...no...
Yoongi
So how would you know?
Jimin
I just... know
Yoongi
You don't know for sure tho
Jimin
Whatever
Yoongi
Don't you fucking whatever me brat
Yoongi
Maybe I'm wrong but there is a chance that your parents care more about you than you think they do
Jimin
Maybe
Jimin
Thanks
Jimin
Do you really think so?
Yoongi
Yeah I do
Yoongi
Sometimes parents just struggle with showing their affection or there is misinterpretation from either side
Yoongi
Take me for example
Yoongi
My dad and I haven't had one normal conversation in a year or something but I know for a fact that he cares about me
Yoongi
He's just not in a place where he is able to show it
Jimin
How is that possible if he's always home?
Yoongi
Alcohol, meds and depression
Yoongi
It's a rare occurrence to see him conscious
Jimin
That's really sad
Yoongi
And even so I know for sure that he loves me as his son
Jimin
I really wanna hug you :(
Yoongi
Even with the fag thing?
Jimin
Who fucking cares about the fag thing. You need a hug and I wanna hug you :(
Yoongi
Maybe just maybe I'd let you hug me if you were here right now
Yoongi
Depends on whether or not you're actually an old grandpa
Jimin
If I were would that make the chances of getting a hug higher or lower?
Jimin
Just to know whether or not I have to put on a costume
Yoongi
Not sure yet
Yoongi
Depends on how you look grandpa
Jimin
You're only using me for my body!
Yoongi
Sure I am
Jimin
I'm at my house
Jimin
Thanks for talking to me
Jimin
And I'm just going to say this again but seriously I think I'm okay with the pan thing
Jimin
I mean you do you
Jimin
Something like that shouldn't really matter
Yoongi
Hey Jimin
Jimin
Yeah?
Yoongi
Thanks
Jimin
Nothing to thank me for
Jimin
But no problem
Jimin
I'm gonna text you later
Yoongi
Good luck!
A/N
Didn't want to keep ya'll waiting after last chapter so here's another one❤