My thoughts were always roaming at night, always looking at the ceiling when I know she's asleep , she might help me forget everything that I had with you.
She has no clue of what we had, no clue that our thing was real... well, at least it felt real to me.
And I still hope with every inch of me that you felt the same way as I did to you.
I can't help but think.
She might help me to get you out of my mind for a moment. She might keep me happy...
She might give me all the love I never gave to you...
But I finally realized...
All her kisses, all the words,texts, they reminded me even more of you, cause I always imagined you were the one making that, kissing me, cuddling me, holding my hand, listening, sending me lovely texts... everything she did, it reminded me of you, it made me imagine that she was you, but that's just impossible.
Cause the thing here is, she is not you, no one can ever replace you.
But loving her was something I just couldn't do...
Because I Had You...