beatrix-kelly hills
I got Tanner ready for his little play date, and dropped him off before I went shopping. I took Maggie (my new puppy) with me, since he's still a little baby. I was jamming out in my car until I got a text from Grayson.
From: Bestie🤞🏽
Hey, Ethan and I decided
to go to your place instead.
From: Me
Okay, you know where the
spare key is right? I'm out
shopping right now.
From: Bestie🤞🏽
Yeah. And Ethan and me
are doing a switching life
video
From: Me
Sounds crazy
From: Bestie🤞🏽
Kinda is. We haven't done
the intro yet but we're
gonna do it at your place.
From: Me
Okay, sounds good. See
you two then.
From: Bestie🤞🏽
Drive safe, love you always
From: Me
I love you way more, kay bye
I locked my phone and continued driving to Target. I bought everything I needed and headed out. The sun was blinding, and as I walked I accidentally bumped into someone.
"Oh gosh I'm so sorry" I helped the man pick up this things.
"No you're fi- Beatrix?" He looked at me.
"Do I know- what the fuck." as soon as I looked up, I was face to face with my father.
"Get the fuck away from me" I backed up.
"Beatrix please" he reached for me.
"No. Get away" I backed up.
"What's wrong honey?" A lady walked up to him.
"Who the fuck are you?" I asked.
"This is my fiancé. And who's this little guy" he said bending down to pet Maggie.
"Maggie, my puppy." I picked him up. "You have a fiancé?! You left US! How could you leave us and want to start a new fucking family?!" I yelled at him.
"I'm- I'm sorry Beatrix. Isn't tomorrow your birthday?" He tried to make me smiled.
"My fucking birth- are you kidding me?! My birthday was yesterday. Get the fuck out of my face. I never wanna see you or your ugly fucking fiancé ever again. Stay. OUT of my life." I walked away crying.
I drove to my house balling my eyes out.
He left us, and now he wants to start a new family?
I called Bradly because he's the only person I can talk to about this.
"Bradly?" I asked crying
"Hey, whoa what's wrong" he asked.
"I just- I fucking saw dad" I told him driving.
"You saw who?!" He screamed into the phone.
"Yeah" I told him the story.
"He wants to marry someone else after he left us?! What the fuck" Bradly laughed sarcastically. I knew he was crying too, by the sound of his voice.
"Are you- um are you with mom?" I asked
"No, we cannot tell her about this" he said
"I know. I know" I told him.
"I have to go, I just got home. I'll call you later" I said pulling into the driveway.
"Okay bye, I love you" he told me
"Love you too" I hung up and tears started falling down my face.
I left the groceries in the car, I couldn't get them now, I was too hurt to do anything.
I walked to the front door and heard the boys yelling.
"Ethans a good brother! He wouldn't hit his brother" I heard Ethan yell.
I walked into the house, and let Maggie run around. I look to see that Grayson was recording as he chased Ethan around the house.
"BEA!" Ethan yelled hiding behind me with his hands on my shoulder. I jerked him off and went into the kitchen.
"Whoa, what's wrong" Grayson asked.
"I-I don't I-I saw" my breathing got heavy.
"E, get her inhaler!" Grayson yelled towards Ethan putting his hands on my upper arms.
"Breath with me Kelly" he started inhaling and exhaling.
I tried but I failed.
"Here" Ethan came running down the stairs passing me my inhaler. I pumped it in my mouth and did it again. My breathing came back to normal but my tears never stopped.
"Okay. Tell me what happened Kelly" Grayson said calmly.
"I-I saw m-my d-dad" when I said 'dad' more tears fell down my face.
"Where is he" Grayson stood up.
"No, Grayson please" I cried
"Where is he Kelly?!" His jaw was clenched.
"Grayson please" I begged him standing up, grabbing his wrist.
"Beatrix, I swear if you don't fucking tell me where he is!" He punched the wall.
"Grayson... no" I cried out.
"What happened? What'd he say?" Grayson sat next to me.
"He- I accidentally bumped into him, so- so I helped him p-pick his stuff up, a-and then I realized it was hi-him and he tried talking to me b-but I p-pushed him away. And then this-this lady com-comes up and-and she-she's his.." I paused.
"His what Kelly?" Grayson looked deep into my eyes.
"His fiancé" I cried out.
"Oh my fucking god" he hugged me.
I cried in his arms and realized that Ethan was also hugging me.
"I forgot, you don't know" I pulled away chuckling.
"You have to-" Ethan started but I cut him off.
"When i was 12 they got a divorce, and that's when I moved here, from Hawaii. I don't know why he's here but.. he wanted to get a divorce with my mom because he wasn't 'ready' to have 3 kids" I explain to him.
"I'm so sorry" he kissed my forehead.
I fell asleep in the arms of my bestfriend and my.. what is he? He's not my boyfriend.. he hasn't asked me officially. So.. what are we?
-
"Wake up. Wake up. Wake up." I hear someone jumping on me.
"Come on buddy, we don't need Kelly waking up" I heard Grayson say. I open my eyes and saw Tanner.
"Sorry Bea" he frowned.
"It's okay buddy" I laughed.
"Your eyes are poofy, were you crying?" Tanner tilted his head. I look at Grayson and Ethan, whose eyes were widened.
"Come here" I sat up and put him in my lap.
"Remember mommy?" I looked at him. He nodded.
"Do you remember having a daddy?" I asked.
"No, but everyone else has one" he looked down.
"That's because he... he left us. Because he's an asshole" I laughed to hide my tears.
"Is it because he didn't want me?" Tanner asked
"No, no of course not. He didn't want us. You, me, Bradly, mom. He didn't want us. He didn't like us. But now he has a new family. He's an asshole, okay?" I looked at him.
"So what do I say when people ask if I have a dad?" He asked.
"Say that you don't need one" I shrug.
"Okay" tanner smiled and went into the backyard. "Cmon Maggie!" I heard him.
"Well... if it makes you feel better, Emma and James coming over to help you pack" Grayson told me
I nod and looked in the small mirror on the wall.
"Oh my god I look so fucking ugly" I laughed and sat back down.
"Shut up" the twins say at the same time.
"I should probably vlog" I looked for my camera.
"Heads up babe" Ethan tossed my camera.
"Thanks" I rolled my eyes playfully and turned it on.
"Oh wow I look like trash. Anyway" I laughed.
"I'm here with my bestfriends right now, and Emma and James should be here any minute I think" I turned the camera around to face Ethan and Grayson.
"Hai" Ethan says.
"Hai guthhsss" Grayson said in a weird voice. I laugh and the doorbell rings.
"That should be them" I stood up and took my camera with me. "What the fuck? Why'd you follow me here?" I saw my dad. AGAIN.
"I-i need to see him" he said
"Who?" I asked turning off my camera.
"Why are you here?" Grayson asked coming next to me with ethan.
"Who are you?" He stepped closer to the door.
"Do not come in. You're not welcome here" I held Ethan and Grayson both behind me.
"Can I at least see my son" he asked.
"Which one" I raised an eyebrow.
"Is Bradly here too?" He asked
"No, he's in Arizona" I told him
"What for?" He asked again.
"He got a scholarship for foot- why are you asking questions" I asked
"I want to see my youngest" he said.
"Fine. Wait out here. If he doesn't wanna see you, you're not seeing him." I closed the door.
"Emma texted and said they're here" Grayson told me.
"Tell then to just come in" I went in the backyard to get Tanner.
"Tan?" I looked for him.
He came out of the water.
"The assholes here" I joked.
"My dad?" He asked.
"Don't call him that, but yes" I tell him
"Does he want to see me?" He swam to me.
"Yes, but if you don't want to, then you don't have to" I told him as Maggie came to me.
"I.. i do" tanner got out of the water.
"You sure?" I asked. He nodded and got out of the water and put on a towel. We got into the house and he wanted Grayson to carry him, so he did.
"Who's that guy outside?" Emma asked
"Dad" I rolled my eyes.
"Whoa" Emma said
"Yep" I walked with Grayson who was holding Tanner, and Maggie who was following me.
I opened the front door, and Maggie starts barking.
"Sh it's okay" I picked up Maggie.
"So this is my son?" My dad asked.
"This is Tanner" i told him.
Tanner waved and gripped onto Graysons arm.
"Why'd you leave?" Tanner asked.
"Because i was dumb." He answered.
"As if I didn't know" I mumbled.
"What'd you say?" He asked.
"I said, as if I didn't know" I told him.
"Don't speak to me like that" He says
"Or else what?" I laughed.
"Or else I'll take tanner with me" he reached for Tanner, but tanner screamed and hugged Grayson.
"Leave" I told him.
"No" he laughed.
"Leave before I call the cops" I yelled. Next thing I know, his hand connects to my face.
"Bea!" Tanner reaches for me. I took him in my arms and gave Maggie to Grayson.
"Babe are you okay?!" Ethan checks my face.
"It's time for you to go" Emma told him.
"All your friends" my dad laughed.
"Get the fuck away! I don't wanna deal with you! I don't wanna see you! Don't you understand that?! You left, when I was 12. I never understood why. But now I know. You're a self-centered maniac! Leave. Before I call a restraining order!" I screamed. With that, he left.
We went into the living room and sat on the couch. It was a complete awkward silence until I broke it.
"Let me break it down. He left when my mom was pregnant with Tanner. It used to be all of us, as a family. Then, he left. After that, Bradly and I got closer, we always talked about him. Before we knew it, we were in a court room, seeing our parents get divorced. After that we moved here" I shrugged.
"Bradly?" James asked
"Older brother" I told him. "No, you cannot see what he looks like" I laughed.
"I already saw the pictures, bitch. He's CUTE" James told me. I laughed and then sighed.
"You can go swim now" I told tanner who was sitting on Graysons lap.
"He hit you Bea" tears started falling down his face, and he hid it in Graysons shirt.
"I'm okay though, look I'm okay" I smiled.
He nodded and got off Graysons lap.
"Maggie cmon" tanner called him over and they went in the back together.
"Well, I have clothes to pack" I stood up.
"We have a video to finish"Ethan stands up. We all walk up to my room, leaving the sliding back door opened.
"What am I packing?" I asked them.
"Clothes, Charger, laptop, i don't know" Emma told me.
I nod and start to pack with a little help of Emma and James.
"So, you and Ethan?" James asked.
"What about?" I looked at him. The boys were in another room filming their outro.
"Are you guys dating?" He asked.
"We're.... talking? He hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend" I shrug.
"Oh" Emma and James said at the same time.
"Yeup" I shrug.
I finally finished packing and the twins finished their outro, it's now 8:34 pm and tomorrow's the day my mom comes back from Arizona. She leaves again a couple days before we go to Paris, so Bryant's still gonna have to watch Tanner.
"Oh fuck I forgot about the vlog" I got out of Ethans grip.
"No" Ethan pulls me down.
"Yes" I laugh and kiss his cheek.
I pulled out my camera and start recording.
"Okay so, I finished packing like half and hour ago, and everyone's knocked out on the couch except for me, Ethan, and Tanner" I laughed.
"But anyway, tomorrow I have to go to the airport to pick up my mom, but she goes back a couple days before Paris so, yeah. Um that's it kay bye for now" I turned of the camera laughing.
"Bea?" Tanner comes into my room as Ethan and I were laughing at a video.
"Yeah what's up?" I asked still laughing.
"Is he going to take me away?" Tanner asked.
"Who?" I was confused
"The asshole" he cursed and I laughed.
"Is mom going to let that happen?" I asked. He shook his head. "What about me? Am I gonna let that happen?" He shook his head again. "And Gray Gray, what about him? Is he going to let that happen?" I asked tilting my head. "No" he smiled.
"Can I sleep with Gray?" He asked before walking out of my room. I nod and he heads downstairs to Grayson who was sleeping on the couch.
"He's so cute" Ethan tells me.
"Yeah, it just kills me to see him go through all that" I said scrolling through my laptop.
We spent the rest of the night cuddling while watching Netflix until we both fell asleep.
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