A/N
*cough* don't tell anyone I updated again... I shouldn't be doing that rn.
I should at least like wait a day or something😂
Chapter 6
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Jimin
Are you done for the day?
Yoongi
I'm just getting done packing up
Yoongi
Why?
Jimin
I just saw this video 36 questions to fall in love on Youtube
Jimin
And those are actually great to get to know someone
Jimin
And I don't know you very well so how about we play this game?
Yoongi
To fall in love... really?
Jimin
It's also a way to get to know each other
Jimin
That's just its name
Yoongi
I think I have better things to do?
Jimin
Please? I'm bored out of my mind right now
Jimin
And you are chill
Jimin
I wanna get to know you better
Yoongi
Alright I guess
Jimin
Great~
Jimin
I'm just gonna copypaste the questions and each of us is going to answer
Yoongi
Yeah sure
Jimin
Alright so the first one is...
Jimin
1. Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?
Jimin
That one is boring
Jimin
But I think... uhm... I don't really know
Yoongi
There are a couple people
Yoongi
Maybe my mother
Yoongi
Haven't seen her in a while
Jimin
Do you live with your father or on your own?
Yoongi
With my father
Jimin
Don't you want to move out soon?
Jimin
I mean you even work
Yoongi
I can't really leave him alone
Yoongi
He doesn't have anyone but me
Jimin
That's sad:(
Jimin
Next question?
Yoongi
Yeah
Jimin
2. Would you like to be famous? In what way?
Yoongi
Yeah kind of
Yoongi
I like producing music and it would be great if I could reach some people with it
Yoongi
You?
Jimin
Uhm
Jimin
I don't really want to. That must suck
Jimin
Like people knowing you no matter where you go and some of them using you
Jimin
I pass
Jimin
You produce music
Jimin
That's amazing
Jimin
You'll have to send me something someday
Yoongi
Can't
Yoongi
I haven't really gotten the chance to declare it mine so sending it to you would be dumb as fuck
Yoongi
Sorry
Jimin
No it's alright
Jimin
You're being careful
Jimin
That's good
Jimin
3. Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?
Yoongi
EVERY FUCKING GODDAMN TIME
Yoongi
I have no problem with talking to people. I have no problem to message them. But I get anxiety issues whenever my screen lights up and there is the call symbol
Yoongi
You?
Jimin
Not really
Jimin
I grew up with phone calls being a normal thing
Jimin
4. What would constitute a "perfect" day for you?
Jimin
Spending time with people who I actually like and doing some stupid stuff I think
Yoongi
Getting a full night of sleep and getting through the day without any depression coming through
Yoongi
Sorry that's kind of dark
Jimin
You have depression?
Yoongi
Yes and no
Yoongi
I'm not really suicidal or anything like that. I don't cut. Don't really have panic attacks.
Yoongi
I'm just not really happy.
Jimin
No idea what to say.
Jimin
That sucks.
Yoongi
Way to ruin the mood
Yoongi
And it's okay
Yoongi
In a way it's kind of a part of me so at this point it's more character than anything else
Jimin
If you ever need someone to lift your mood
Jimin
I can send you cat memes
Yoongi
Wow thanks
Yoongi
I appreciate it
Jimin
Should I ask the next question?
Yoongi
Yup
Yoongi
Shoot away
Jimin
5. When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?
Yoongi
I rap actually
Yoongi
Can't sing for shit
Jimin
I also wanna hear that
Jimin
And I sing all the time so I think about half an hour ago
Jimin
I tend to just sing to myself whenever I'm alone in my room
Yoongi
Wanna hear that too
Jimin
I'll make sure to sing for you some time ;)
Yoongi
Fucking disgusting winky face
Jimin
;P
Yoongi
...
Jimin
Okay there are a bunch of questions that are super boring
Jimin
I'm gonna pick the ones that are actually interesting
Yoongi
Kay
Yoongi
I'm gonna take a quick shower
Yoongi
Gonna be back soon
Jimin
Good
Jimin
Btw
Jimin
It's kind of cool to do this
Jimin
I swear you are like completely different from what I'm used to hang around with
Jimin
And I really like it
Jimin
Chatting with you is quite fun~
Yoongi
It's great hearing that for a change
Yoongi
I'm a bit awkward usually
Yoongi
More of the loner type
Jimin
I can live with that
Jimin
Ah next question I forgot
Jimin
11. Take four minutes and tell your partner your life story in as much detail as possible.
Jimin
Let's both write text for four minutes and then send it
Yoongi
So mine
Yoongi
I always used to be a pretty happy child and everything. I was taught to be loving and patient and all that shit from a pretty early age. Sometimes I used to be a bit too good natured because I was a pretty easy target for bullying.
When I was 17 my mother divorced my father because she could no longer bear to live with all the debt he made. I was asked with whom I wanted to stay and I told her that I would stay with my father. Ever since then I've been jobbing because my father isn't in the best state right now.
Well I still have a minute left. Other stuff... uhm... when I was 15 I found out I was pan when a guy at a party kissed me. Also because of a lot of shit that happened I have a certain dislike towards most people. It's okay if they do their thing. I just want them to exclude me from it.
Yeah 4 minutes are over
Jimin
So... uhm actually there isn't much to tell about me? I grew up as a bit of a trust fund baby. My parents pretty much let me do whatever I wanted and I always got along with my classmates and all that shit.
I had my first girlfriend at 16 and the usual stuff. I'm pretty good looking. Spent most time in high school partying with college kids and never really had that much to worry about. I'm not even sure if I have any character whatsoever tbh.
I feel like it's mainly just an act I put on to seem the way people expect me to be. I still have some time left but seriously me and my life are kind of boring.
Jimin
Holy shit yours is long
Jimin
What's pan?
Jimin
You're gay?
Yoongi
Pan
Yoongi
Pan is when someone doesn't really care about the gender and all that
Jimin
That's kind of... disgusting?
Jimin
Sorry
Jimin
Just the thought of two guys kissing and all that is ehhh
Yoongi
Do you have something against gay people?
Jimin
Kind of
Jimin
I mean it's wrong
Jimin
It's meant to be a guy and girl
Jimin
Not a guy and a guy
Jimin
How's that supposed to work?
Yoongi
It works
Yoongi
Trust me
Jimin
Nooo
Jimin
That's seriously disgusting tho
Yoongi
It's just the same as with a girl
Jimin
No it's not
Yoongi
Girls take dicks up their ass as well
Jimin
But that's different
Jimin
Also it's super creepy to think a guy might be thinking something like that about me
Yoongi
Trust me if you are that kind of guy no one is thinking about you that way
Yoongi
I'm surprised you're still talking to me tho
Yoongi
Not scared I might be thinking about what it would feel like to put my dick up your ass?
Jimin
No that's
Jimin
You're not like that right?
Jimin
You're not creepy
Yoongi
I don't know
Yoongi
Am I
Yoongi
I mean I have done pretty gay stuff before
Jimin
That's okay... I think... just don't think about that with me
Jimin
That would be so weird
Yoongi
Dude I don't even know your fucking face
Jimin
That's good
Yoongi
Please just tell me you won't be going all homophobic towards me now
Yoongi
Because I've had enough of that shit happen already
Yoongi
So if you feel like you have to cure me or insult me or whatever I'll just block you now instead of in the future
Jimin
No!
Jimin
I won't I swear
Jimin
It's super weird to think that you're a fag
Jimin
That's an insult isn't it?
Yoongi
Yup
Jimin
Sorry I didn't mean to seriously!
Jimin
It's super weird to think about the fact that you're gay but I like you and I like this chat so I'm okay with it and I'll try not to be weird about it
Jimin
Sorry
Yoongi
Whatever
Yoongi
If you can do that it's alright
Jimin
Uhm
Jimin
Next question?
Yoongi
No I think that was enough for the day
Yoongi
I'll be going to sleep soon
Jimin
Okay
Jimin
Good night!
Yoongi
Night
A/N
Now just to put it out there...
Yes I know that Jimin probably isn't homophobic in real life but this is a fictional story.
Also someone who might have grown up and not knowing about gay people, who thinks it's weird later on in life isn't really an asshole for thinking so.
What makes homophobic people assholes is treating gay people like shit, insulting them and so on.
If they are just uncomfortable with the concept and would rather stay away from them that's kind of not really healthy but I don't think people should attack them for it.
What do you guys think about it? I'm totally okay with it if you think differently I just wanna hear why and how<3
Also you might have noticed but I'm just gonna add my two cents about their characters.
Yoongi is a bit of a loner type but pretty secure in his role as one already.
So although he struggles with keeping a conversation going and stuff like that he has accepted it as a part of himself.
Jimin is quite the opposite. He is great at keeping conversations flowing and knows how to make small talk but doesn't really talk about more meaningful things.
Also he thinks really lowly of himself and is pretty insecure to some extent while at the same time not all.
He also questions what type of person he is a lot because he feels like there is nothing mentionable about him.