No heartbeat on my chest,
Drowning in tears, I have to rest.
I can't hear any sound,
Deafening silence that surround.
The blood isn't running,
Am I dead or I'm just dreaming?
My airways are empty
Like the old man in the cemetery.
I might be out of sight tonight.
In my mind, this time you're not mine.
My breath stops, this heart doesn't pumps
I feel so numb when you're gone.
I'm alone, now I'm dead.
You left me, and then it ends.
My veins blocked with tears.
This chaos brings me fear.
[February 2008]