#13
I rolled my eyes as Justin and some random girl were making out as I drove down the street. It was hard to keep my eyes on the road when they were sucking faces in my back seat. I sighed in relief as we finally got to the front of the girl's house but that didn't faze them. They continued to go at it and I turned around. "BYE!" I yelled to the girl. She pulled back and glared at me. "Shut up. I'm with my Justy... Come up Justy.. No one's home" Justin chuckled.
"Sorry babe, she's right. I gotta go now, but I'll call you" He winked at her and she was too fazed by Justin's charm to see that he only used her. She got out the car and continued to look back and wave bye at Justin until she got into her house. I rolled my eyes as Justin hopped into the front seat. He smirked at me and I glared at him. "What?" He continued to smirk. I just shook my head as I started the car back up. "(Y/N)... I'm sorry... My car is at the mechanic's and I needed some smooching. I thought you wouldn't mind driving her home..." His voice quivering because he was scared that I was actually mad.
I sighed, "It's fine". He smiled and kissed my cheek. "Gross, your gonna give me herpes..." I wiped my cheek and he shook his head. "Aye, I only go for the prettiest yet smartest girls. My charm can break any girl..." He bit his lip. I rolled my eyes and continued to drive.
Justin has been my best friends since we were in diapers. As we grew older, he became an attraction to girl which he learned to love and now he was a player. He doesn't sleep with slutty girls, that's his big no no. It amazes me how he even gets the girls that know better into bed. Maybe he did have a secret charm, but whatever. I didn't or ever saw Justin in that way. Yeah, he's attractive but I never really thought of him more than a best friend. Then why did I feel so weird when he was kissing that girl?... I've never felt this weird when he was with a girl, ever...
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Justin and I sat on my bed as I threw popcorn towards his mouth. I giggled as he caught one. "SCORE!" He mumbled while crunching on the popcorn. I continued to throw some at him as I talked. "Justin... Why do you do what you do?..." He raised his eyebrow, still focused on the flying popcorn.
I sighed and stopped throwing the popcorn. "With girls..." He smirked and shrugged his shoulders. "I like classy girls in bed... What can I say?" I bit the inside of my cheek. "But... Why don't you just settle down in a relationship?..." He stared at me for a couple of seconds before getting up.
He yawned and stretched his arms. "I think I'm gonna go home..." I sighed and nodded. "Okay, see you tomorrow..." I got up and hugged him. He messed up my hair and kissed my forehead. "Yes you will". He smiled and walked out my room. I looked out my window to see him walking into the house next to mine, his house, and waved at me as he saw me. I waved back and he entered his house.
I wonder why he avoided my question...
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I opened my locker, getting ready to enjoy free period as I felt arms wrap around my waist. I smiled and turned around to see Justin. "Hey pretty lady" He said in a country voice. I giggled as he smiled at me. "Come with me." Justin said. I quickly shoved everything in my locker and closed it as held my hand and dragged me out the building.
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I laughed hard as Justin drove down the road and I sat in the passenger seat. "You're so stupid Justin..." He gasped as if he was offended and I giggled. "So, you had fun today?" He asked. I nodded. "Of course... Whenever I'm with you I'm always having a blast" I smiled and he smiled back, putting his eyes back on the road. "Park?" I nodded and he pulled over in front of the park.
We got out and went inside. This was Justin and I's favorite place to go. It was peaceful and beautiful. A huge wishing pond in the middle of it to complete the beauty. We sat on one of the benches in front of the pond and just stared at it, until I finally spoke up. "You know... You never answered my question from yesterday..." He looked at me confused. "What question?" I scoffed knowing he was just trying to avoid it again.
"Why don't you just settle down in a relationship?..." He sighed and looked back to the pond. "Why are you so interested all of a sudden?" He asked. "I'll answer that question when you answer mine." He looked down, then back up to me. "I just don't want one..." Lies. I knew Justin way too long, I knew when he was lying to me. "Now you answer my question" I sighed.
"Justin you are capable of being an amazing boyfriend. You have the looks, the personality, the charm... This whole player thing is what girls see but it's not what I see... I see the real you. The real you wouldn't even dare of hurting me, so why would you hurt all these other girls?... I just feel like, if you found the right girl, you would be such a perfect... and amazing boyfriend..." I noticed that I got closer to him as I finished my answer. I don't know what came a hold of me but I leaned my forehead against his. His eyes moved from down to up as he looked into my eyes.
The beeping on his phone broke the moment. I moved away and sighed. He grabbed his phone and answered it. "Hey... Oh, Natasha... hi. Now?... Um..." He looked at me and I just nodded. "Sure" He talked to his phone. He got up and hugged as he raced out the park still on his phone. I got up from the bench and walked closer to the pond and held a quarter tightly in my fist as I shut my eyes. I opened my eyes slowly and loosened my grip on the quarter before letting go and sink into the pond.
I sighed, walking out of the park and walking back to school.
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I laid in bed thinking about Justin. After not being able to sleep, I walked out to my balcony and looked into Justin's room which was straight across from mine. His room light was on and I saw him with a girl. I rolled my eyes feeling a little hurt. Like everything I told him today went into one ear and flew out the other. The girl was leaving and kissed Justin goodbye as he closed his bedroom door.
Justin walked towards his window and opened it. "Hey stranger..." He was shirtless and I knew he just had sex with that girl. "Can you come over... like right now" I shouted to him. He raised an eyebrow in confusion and did what he was told after slipping on a white t shirt and jeans. He climbed out his window and climbed over the fence that separated our houses. He climbed up the side of my house as he got to my balcony. I helped him up and he was on. "Whew, haven't done that in a while" He smiled and I dragged him into my room.
I let go of him and faced him with my hands on my hips. "What?..." I sighed. "Justin... I saw you with that girl. It's like everything I told you was nothing..." He rolled his eyes. "Why do you want me to have a relationship so bad?" I didn't really know the answer to that until thinking for a bit. "You may not know it but your hurting those girls..." He shrugged and licked his lips. "I just enjoy sex (Y/N)... What do you want from me?" I sighed. "The real answer why you don't have a relationship and don't tell me what you said in the park... It was a lie and we both know it..." He sighed.
"I can't tell you why!" He sat on my bed and I stood facing him. "Why NOT?!" He got back up frustrated. "BECAUSE IT CAN RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP!" I stopped. He sighed in frustration . "Wh-What are you talking about Justin?..." He shut his eyes, taking a deep breath before opening them again. "I never wanted this too go this far... I didn't know what to say or do..." He panted. I slowly wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. "Just say it..." He held me back tighter. "I love you (Y/N)..."
I slowly pulled back from the embrace and looked at him shocked. "Ever since we were younger I have had a thing for you. You were the only girl who understood me and the only girl I can be myself around. I thought if I started doing things with other girls would make me not like you, so I did. Then, it became a habit and I got used to playing girls. The thing was though... it never made me stop loving you... I thought it would but I was wrong, completely wrong... I love you (Y/N)..."
He looked at me, his face pale and his eyes shinning brighter than ever. I moved closer to him and placed my hands on his shoulder as his arms slowly wrapped around my waist. Our foreheads leaning on each others as his warm breath comforted my cold body. He looked down at my lips as I started to lean in. He brought me closer to his body, holding me tight before our lips touched. We moved together in sync as a tingle fell down my spine and my heart thudded faster against my chest. I've never felt this way before.
I wanted more. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed me against the wall. His tongue found it's way into my mouth as we started to make out. His hands caressing my sides as my hands ran up and down his back. He led his hands up my body and to my face where he held it gently. We both slowly pulled back, gasping for air.
"I love you too Justin..." He smiled and went in again for another kiss, but I pulled back. "So what does this mean?" I pecked his lips and he pulled back. "That I'm yours and you're mine. Only mine, no one else but you. My first real girlfriend" I smiled at the thought of being his first girlfriend after being his only girl best friend. "I'm special" I giggled and he kissed my cheek. "Of course you are." I smiled and placed my lips on his again.
The player finally fell in love