Sometimes I feel like Matthew is a vampire or something.
I mean, he always has these extremely pale friends like vampires at the same places that i'm forced to go with him.
Maybe then it'll be easier to get rid of him.
It's only been an hour of me being in the dark.
I'm a little cold.
I can't bring myself to go home yet.
It's not home.
It's the place I live and sleep, but it's not my home.
I miss my childhood when I didn't have to worry about a drunk "lover" abusing me.
The feeling of me being watched is getting stronger.
Like whatever it is is getting closer.
I have a bad feeling about tonight.
That won't keep me from being in the dark
Even with the bad feeling I still feel safer out here than at ho- that place.
Nine more hours to go before he leaves and I can feel somewhat safe in my own place.