A/N: I hope you guys and God would forgive me for doing this. I can't sleep because of this guy. Music just fuck me up this bad. My soul just won't be in peace until I write him a fanfic or something.
I provided a name for the character only because I'm a little awkward to write "Y/N". Lol. I also made Hong Dabin as the "EX".
This One Shot is inspired by Sik-k's songs:
Ex
I Call It Love
Henny
Me Casa Es Tu Casa
Runnin'
Don't Play
Fly
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WARNING:
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You woke up at the bright light blinding you as you open your eyes. The brightness just makes your head spin and throb. What happened last night? Looking around the room, you noticed that you're at your not in your room. You cursed when you realized that you're again in Min-sik's room.
Why though?
You remember last night you're with your ex-boyfriend's place, Dabin. It was supposed to be your 4th Aniversary but you guys broke up not too long ago. You still think of him and think about the good times you guys shared.
The thing about you is, you would break up with him when you're angry and mad with him. Without thinking you broke up with him and finally he got fed up and gave you what you've been asking for.
It was the biggest mistake you've ever done because until now you're still thinking about him.
You know you've made a bad decision when you still think about your ex when you wake up while you're in the arms of another man. You look at him and smiled at how peaceful he looks like while asleep. The truth is, the kid of relationship with this man is complicated. You can't really call him your boyfriend because you guys don't really go out for movies or on picnics.
You and Dabin meet up with different people, friends and family. Your relationship was legal. But with Min-sik, everything's different. This thing you both are doing is something that should be kept a secret.
You caressed his hair making him shift a little but still didn't open his eyes. He grabbed a handful of his hair, groaning. You bit your lips loving the sounds he makes.
Memories of last night suddenly came flashing back. The smell of Hennessy, and his touch. You glanced at the night stand and the unfinished drinks were still there.
So it wasn't a dream.
You did it again out of sadness.
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It was a few weeks ago when you met Min-sik at some acquaintance's party. It started with a loud music, dancing and grinding. He's kinda cute. The tough kind of cute.
Cute because he's just your type. The way he smirks like he knew your secrets. The way he touches you you like he's afraid to lose you.
"Hi. I'm Jasmine." You introduced.
"Min-sik." He shortly responded as if he didn't want any conversation with you. It was almost as if he wasn't interested.
Then why is he dancing with you then? It was a mystery that might never be solved. "So, do you come here often?" You asked making him sigh and corner you on the darkest part of the club and started kissing you passionately.
Good response.
You kissed him back obviously. Tonight you wanted to commit sins. Min-sik is a living sin himself.
It continued until you were both staring into each other's eyes and finally decided to take it to another level.
Min-sik was more than glad take you in his place.
You're not really looking for Dabin's replacement. You're not trying to make him jealous either. The truth is, you didn't see Min-sik as a boyfriend material when you first saw him. He's not like the kind of guy you would walk along the ginko trees of Nami islands, nor see the blooming cherry blossoms at the Seokchon Lake during spring.
One look and you saw him as trouble, and you wanted to get in trouble for the night. He looks like he's the guy who can give you regrets. That was what you wanted at the time. That's what you were looking for why you've decided to drink until you're wasted.
He was good.
He made you feel so good. If not he was much better.
The sadness was gone for a moment there.
After you both are finished, he went to the terrace and lit up a cigarette. Just what you needed. You came to join him and asked for a cigarette.
He smirked and gave you one. His view was amazing. City lights are visible. It was magical.
"By the way, you need to leave after you finish that." He rudely told you. It's like he doesn't have shame.
You couldn't help but hiss. You got what you were looking for. It's like karma's coming to you live.
Min-sik avoided your hurt expression and inhaled the smoke. He closed his eyes trying to focus on the feeling that the smoke is giving him. "I couldn't stand a girl that smokes. Especially if she smokes as much as me." He said without looking at you.
Without lighting the cigarette, you took your clothes, putting them all on and gathering your things. You rushed out of his apartment and lit your cigarette outside.
"Bastard." You cursed and gave him the finger knowing that he's probably looking at you from upstairs. He's probably still smoking.
And he is.
In fact, he saw you and smile. "Little troublemaker. Do you think I didn't know that you used me?" He chuckled and lit up another cigarette.
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Min-sik finally opened his eyes and stared at you with a smile. Suddenly your heart started beating faster. What the fuck is he trying to do? Why is he smiling? The last time this happened, he kicked you out.
"Am I better than him?" He asked, making you curse in three different languages.
How could he ask such a ridiculous question?
It's uncomfortable because the two of you never really woke up in the morning together. You've only experienced this with Dabin.
You were caught off guard, so you looked away covering your cheeks that started to feel hot. It's like you have no control to your own body.
Knowing that you're struggling to relax, he slid his hands on your stomach and held you tighter.
This is sin.
You couldn't help but tense up, arching your back. It's like your own body's betraying you. It just keeps craving for his touch. "You have to ask for it baby." He whispered.
Suddenly your breaths became deeper and audible. Letting go of your obviously blushing cheeks, grabbing the back of his neck to kiss him. As soon as your lips touched his, you started craving for more than what you're doing. You wanted him to respond and kiss you back but he only smirked.
He knew this would happen. This devil.
His other hand moved to your hips making your body hotter and needy. He now even knows your weak spots. It's like he already memorized where to touch you. He did pull you close but he's still not kissing you back.
You pulled away reaching out for air. He got you running out of oxygen and he's there smirking at you, amused at everything you were doing.
"You have got to be kidding me." You pushed him away grabbing the bottle of Hennessy chugging it like water. It wasn't cold anymore and you knew you don't look classy the way you did it.
You just needed all the excuse to act crazy.
"How did I got here?" You demanded making him amused as ever. That smirk on his face just never leaves. He's just so cute. You just want to kiss him again.
He took away the bottle of liquor on your hands, putting it away where you can no longer reach it.
"It seems like you found your way back here last night. You were at my doorstep when I got home. Drunk and about to pass out, talking shit about you fucking ex. You shouldn't drink too much, especially when your alone. If you can't take care of yourself, who would you suggest to take care of you when you're drunk. Not all guys are nerds who think they're nice guys and would fucking take care of you and some gentleman shit they would do. Other fucktards will just take advantage of you." He answered, sitting up resting his head on your shoulder, both hands pulling you close.
He's sure that you don't even have an idea on what his full name is, and the fact that you still haven't got over your ex yet.
"What's he like? Does he allow you to fucking drink alone?" He whispered.
Once again you tensed up, but this time it was different. You never once thought that he would ask this. You never expect in a million years that someone would criticize the way Dabin's opinion with the way you act as if he's your parent.
So this is how it feels like to be with someone else. What you say and do will reflect on the person you used to love so much.
"He..." your phone disturbed you when it started ringing. You wanted to pretend it was just an alarm even though you know very much that that is Dabin calling you.
Grabbing your phone, turning it off, you bit your lips out of guilt. It seems like Min-sik knew what's happening because he let go of you right away and plopped in bed, sighing. "I'm sorry if I would seem like I'm being demanding, but what is he exactly? You did it with me twice, but why do I feel like you're taken?" He asked in frustration.
The truth is, he didn't want to be clingy nor possessive. He's aware that he doesn't own you and your loyalty doesn't reside in him. He's basically just a comfort zone when you're drunk and lonely.
"We're done. Me and him, we broke up a long time ago." You you confessed.
You faced him, needing to have his touch and his warmth. You wanted the comfort that you get from him. He chuckled once again and touched your Jasmine tattoo on your sternum. "He allowed you to have a tattoo?" He asked.
"Dabin never really cares what I do with my body. He gives me freedom with things like that." You responded.
"If I were that asshole, I would never fucking let anything scratch you." He run his hand on your tattoo once again. "I would never let any fucking bastard touch your skin." He said kissing you on the forehead. Then looking you in the eyes like you're the most beautiful girl in the world.
Suddenly his touch felt different than the way he used to touch you.
You were confused.
He finally has emotions. Could it be love?
Can this be a start?
You took his hands to make him cup your cheeks when you noticed a ring on his finger. "What is this?" You asked in shock. Is he engaged? Married?
He removed it and placed it on the drawer where there's a similar ring.
You smirked standing up. You just realized that he's also coming from a break up. Stupid girl! Of course he is, or else why would he dance with a random girl and sleep with her right away?
"This shit is..."
"What?" He asked standing before you with concern in his eyes.
You took a few steps back but he followed you. "I'm not her. I bet you don't even know my full name. I don't know yours too." A few steps more and he didn't follow and just let you.
"You're not him either." You told him.
"I am....not. You're goddamn right. I'm not him." He said.
"You wouldn't find her in me, and I would never expect you to replace him." You said grabbing your phone, turning it on and texted Dabin to pick you up as soon as it turned on.
You left Min-sik just like that.
He smiled as he watched you go. He took a pill beside his night stand and popped it in his mouth, going back to bed.
You paused and stared at him one last time. He would've been perfect. But he will find a girl who doesn't have tattoos, a girl who doesn't smoke nor drink.
"I fucking thought it was love." You whispered.
"It was almost like love." He whispered as soon as you left. The sleeping pills started to take effect. His eyes started to get droopy. So far he's been overdosing on sleeping pills in the morning just to get some sleep.
Because tonight, he knew that he won't be getting enough sleep. The truth is, he can only bare to be awake at night. At least at night there's parties and alcohol.
In the morning, all he can ever think about is his ex. All that ever worked for him was being with you.
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A/N: I have no idea what I just did. I mean I have this fucking final exam tomorrow and here I am listening to Sik-k's songs, letting my thoughts keep me awake. This is wrong, knowing that I have to wake up early.
What's wrong with me? Like really.