The next day I had the same class as Josh that I had yesterday and he just wouldn't leave me alone. I don't know what to do I mean like if I start talking to him we might date again and the same thing might happen but if I don't he wont leave me alone. I have to talk to some one about what I should do but its kinda hard to because I don't know if the person I talk to tells every one in the school. I decided not to talk to any one and I now this could be a stupid move but I have decided to forgive Josh and we started dating again. Honestly I don't know if we every really broke up I mean neither of us said it so its one of those things you don't really know about and will keep you awake until you get an answer. Have you ever loved some one so much you would give an arm for not the expression literately give an arm for but then they do something stupid to fuck it up and then you just hate them and then they say or do something that makes you fall in love with them again. Well I have but I'm still not sure about this whole thing because who the fuck knows if Josh will pull this shit over my stupid fucking head again.This is how I see life "I dont need any part time people in my life its either your with me or your not".I was bored today and looked at my hororscope and it said "Sagittarius Horoscope for September 24 2014: Spending time with friends puts problems in proper perspective. Lately, it feels like you've been backed into a corner. Your loved ones will have valuable suggestions about how to escape this trap. Take their advice seriously. You have a tendency to make light of everything. If you don't recognise a problem in its early stages, it will get worse. At a certain point, you will be forced to take action. It's better to fix this situation while you still have several options available".