I feel unworthy. Like I'm simply a body floating around supposedly having my life together but in reality having no clue what I'm doing.
I feel unloved. Like I can disappear at any moment and nobody would care. In fact, they'll be glad they won't have to deal with me anymore.
I feel like I'm not enough. A disappointment to my everyone's eyes. Nothing that I do or say will be be good enough.
I feel cheap. Always being compared to the could haves and questions asking why I'm not like that.
I feel disappointed. In myself, in how I deal with things, not being a grown up to do the right thing.
I feel scared. That all these things are true and I'm nothing but unworthy, unloved, and not enough.
I feel lonely. I have no one that understands but people who simply judge.
I feel confused
I feel exasperated
I feel mad
I feel nothing
I feel...