I woke up because of my alarm but I really wanted to sleep again because I dreamed that John came home and asked for me to sleep at his apartment. But I didn't know that when I went downstairs John was there eating breakfast with my mom.
-W-What are you doing here John ?
-Oh hi Jane, you're not ready ?
-No but why are you here ?
-I forgot to tell you yesterday but tomorrow we're going to go back in Liverpool.
-WHAT??
-Relax.
-How can I relax when I know that my John is going to Liverpool tomorrow ???
I said that really fast and I was more honest than I wanted to .
-Oops maybe I talked a bit fast.
-Hehe yeah I'm your John but don't worry we're gonna spend the day together
-But I never gonna see you again...
As I say that tears started to fall from my eyes.
-Jane come here baby.
I come closer to him and he hugged me.
-I'm sure you're gonna be happy but I asked your parents if they were okay to leave you come with me.
-What?
-Yeah you're gonna be with me !
-Really ?!
-Yeah! It's gonna be perfect with you !
He gives me a gentle kiss
-I love you John
-I love you too Jane
***
After I spent the day with John and John only I started to pack my bagages for Liverpool. I'm so happy that I'm gonna be with John everyday !
It's like a dream !
1:20 am
I can't sleep and I don't know why, I'm just really exited and this inspires me and I start writing lyrics on a piece of paper when i hear someone knocking at the door.
-What the fuck ?!
I go downstairs and I open the door, I see John in front of me trying to walk straight.
-John are okay?
-I love ya y'know but I was really stressed and the whisky helped me. Hehe
-John you're drunk !
-Maybe Jane or maybe it's you hahaha wait what ?
-Oh my god...
I take John's hand and I take him inside my room
-Wtf Jane you want to fuck or what?
-No idiot you're gonna sleep here
-Why ?
-You're drunk
-I'm not !
-Yeah sure
John sit on my bed and almost immediately fall asleep. He's so cute when he's sleeping, I wish that we're gonna be together as long as we can.
***
2pm
I feel something holding me and I wake up to see John literally hugging me . I play with his hair to wake him up and It works .
-Hi my love what happened?
-You came here at 1am and you were drunk
-WHAT?
-Yeah but don't worry you slept very well here
-I'm so stupid... but thank you it's my first night here
-Haha whatever, are you hungry ?
-Not really but I just want to be with you
-You're already with me
-I know, I know.
I get out of the bed but John takes my hand
-What ?
He stand up and kiss me
-You're beautiful like that baby.
-Haha no I'm not, I just woke up
-Yes you are
-Whatever haha I'm gonna change myself do you want to stay in the room ?
-Yeah.
I never saw THAT John, I never saw him like that.
-Fine
I start taking off my T-shirt but he can only see my back,then I take off my pants. He can perfectly see that now I am just wearing panties. I come behind me and he start kissing my neck.
-John
-what?
-I can't do that today
-Why not?
-We only met 1 week ago
-Yeah and ?
-I'm scared that you just want to have sex with me.
-I don't want to only have sex with you but I want your body to belong to me and only me.
-John I love you
-I love you too
As he says that I grab my dress on the floor, I try to close the zipper but It's too hard so I ask John to help me and the only thing he says is:
-No! You're not wearing a dress today !
-What ? Why?
-Because it means that you try to be pretty for others.
-No I'm doing this for myself
-Yeah but...
-What you don't like this dress ?
-Not really...
-Fine I'll just change it
After changing my dress we skip breakfast and
we go as fast as we can inside John's car and let's go direction Liverpool!