3/10/2019 [9:39 pm]
I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't. I can't. I can't. Angel, where are you? Please hold me. Hold me. Hold me. Hold me. Please. Please. I'm hurting. I'm hurt. I'm drowning. I need you. Don't let me go. Don't let me. Don't. Please. I promise I won't fuck up so much anymore. I promise. I won't fuck up. I won't. Please. Answer me. Come back. Come back. Come back.
No, i'm fine. It's not that bad. It's not that bad. It's not. You're fine. We're fine. We are fine. I'm fine. You're going overboard. I'm suffocating you. I'm suffocating. It's enough. I'm not enough. I'm too much. Not plenty. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Angel, i'm so sorry. I'm breaking. Waves. I need you. I am sorry.
Deep breaths.