***All credit goes to Reilly Roo2 Half of Railly***
*Paisley's POV*
What Jaycee and Harry don't know is that I was actually awake during their whole argument, converstation, whatever you want to call it. I had woken up when Harry moved my head to his lap but honestly, I wanted to know what was going on with them. I didn't know that they had past arguments so of course I was going to listen in even if the guilt would eat me away inside.
I hadn't known that Harry had actually loved one girl enough to want to get married and grow old with her. It was all starting to make sense now on why he was sleeping with girls and dropping them after they got it on. Sure Harry only had a couple girlfriends in high school but I had no clue who this girl was.
He always used to come to me for relationship advise but he had never told me about this is I guess you know why I'm confused. I'll never fully understand Harry, he always had his mind going, always thinking of something different. I loved his point of view on things but I just wish sometimes he would keep him mouth shut.
I wasn't really ready to make up with Harry but when he came to the hospital all worried and everything, I knew it was the right thing to do. I don't know what Niall said to him to turn him into that monster he was for those couple days but I know it had to be something good to get it through Harry thick head. He had always been the stubborn, normal guy but it made me wonder what Niall really did say to him.
I pushed the thought from my mind and peeked open my eyes to see Jaycee asleep on the couch and I turned my head around so I was looking up at Harry.
"How'd you sleep?" Harry asked me, pushing stray hairs away from my face softly and I gave him a thumbs up, smiling slightly.
"That's good, are you hungry?" He asked and I shook my head, sitting up and leaned against Harry's side as he reached across to the table to grab me my white board. This thing seemed to follow me everywhere.
"Pay, you haven't eaten once since this morning and you're always the one to be hungry." Harry said looking down at me like a little child and I just rolled my eyes and uncapped my marker.
"Where did the boys go?" I scribbled down quickly and showed Harry.
"They went out to go get some food for the tour bus. They should be back soon." He said and I nodded slightly.
"How are you feeling?" He asked me and I nodded my head telling him that I was fine.
"Harry, I'm bored." I wrote down on my board and I saw him chuckle slightly.
"Well Pay, there's not much you can do and I'm pretty sure you're going to be like this for a couple more days, so you going to be bored for a while." He said with and wink and I smacked his arm playfully and he let out a small yelp in fake pain and started tickling my sides, making me squirm around hysterically, my mouth open to where I would be laughing, if I had my voice.
Soon we had settled down and I got up, stumbling slightly and Harry jumped up and wrapped an arm around my waist quickly. "Where to?" He asked and I pointed towards the bathroom and Harry led me there and soon shut the door behind me. I gripped the counter with my hand tightly as I made my way to the shower. I sat in the tub as the water flowed over my head and soaked my body. I rubbed shampoo and conditioner into my hair before grabbing my razor and started shaving. Soon I grabbed the towel that was wrapped up on the towel rack and dried myself before getting out and sitting on the toilet, trying to stop my head from spinning. Showering with a cast is a lot harder than you think. I took at least a half hour shower.
I closed my eyes tightly and pinched my temples, rubbing them softly until I felt like I could stand up again. I looked around the room and realized I forgot to grab clothes. Shit. Sighing, I pulled open the door slowly and snuck out into my room and when I shut my door behind me and turned around, I ran straight into someone's chest.
I fell backwards, hitting my back on the door and sliding down it, losing my footing on the wood from my wet feet. Luckily, someone caught my arm and brought me back up. Too bad their hand was right where my bruise from the creeper guys hand was and I opened my mouth to scream but nothing came out but my hand dropped from my towel and it fell to the floor.
I looked up quickly to see Niall and I scrambled to pick up my towel quickly and try to cover myself but I'm pretty sure he just saw the all-natural Paisley Styles! Great. I looked away blushing and heard Niall shifting uncomfortably where he was standing and I quickly moved out of the way for him to leave.
"Um, Sorry Pay, Louis threw my phone in here and I was just coming to get it before you came back..." Niall trailed off and I just shooed him off with my hand and I soon heard the door shutting behind him and I breathed out a sigh of relief. I can't believe that just happened.
I shoved myself away from the bed and stumbled over to my dresser and pulled out some clothes quickly, and changed into them, letting my hair go natural.
I walked back outside the room and settled back on the couch next to Harry, avoiding Niall.
"Do you think you might be up to going to our concert tonight?" Harry asked and I nodded. I just wanted to get out of the tour bus honestly. Get a change of scenery, you know?
"Okay, but you need to tell us the instant you don't feel good or anything happens got it?" He said and I stared at him, raising my eyebrows at him.
"Don't look at me like that; I just don't want you to get hurt." He said and I nodded, leaning into his side.
"We have to leave in about ten minutes so give me your back pack." Harry said standing up and motioning for me to hand me my bag and I did obediently. He started shoving all my paperwork and pills into my bag, along with my white board and marker and some water and a few snacks and a sweatshirt with my iPod.
"Alright guys, time to go." Paul said after he had knocked on the tour bus door and let himself in and I stood up, putting my bag over my shoulders and started walking out the door.
"At least let me give you a piggy back ride in?" Louis asked after I had stumbled over my feet slightly after I had walked out of the bus and I nodded slowly, rolling my eyes as I hopped onto his back and wrapped my legs tightly around his waist, his hands gripping my thighs tightly. I leaned my head on his shoulder, I was getting kind of tired of everyone treating me like a baby, I could handle myself.
"Alright, boys go get ready. I'll watch after Paisley." Jaycee said and Louis set me down gently. Jaycee and I headed back towards backstage and soon we reached the stage and I stared out inot the empty arena, soon all these seats would be full of screaming fans, all here to support my boys.
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N is for never ending short of horrible names you call me.
I is for the interesting things you always come up with to make my life hell.
A is for the abuse you put me through.
L is for all the lying.
L is for the love that's always been hidden. <3 <3
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