Cast:
Aeyesha Gomez [Eyesha Gomes]
Anthony Yu [Antoni yu]
Aeyesha's POV
To: ThonyMyLoves❤
Anthony.. Let's meet sa park. Right now. We need to talk.
Agad-agad naman siyang nagreply.
From: ThonyMyLoves❤
Okay, Babylove. See you. Iloveyou! Ingat ka ah! Papakasalan pa kita ;)
Di mapigilan ng mata ko na magpalabas ng luha. Ngayon palang hirap na hirap na akong iwan siya. Ang sakit... Ang sakit sakit..
"Anak, sigurado ka na ba sa desisyon mong iyan?" Tanong sa akin ni Mommy. Sigurado na ako. Siguradong sigurado. Mas gugustuhin kong makita siyang masaya sa piling ng iba kahit masaktan ako, kaysa kasama ko siya na ikakasakit ng damdamin niya. Hangga't maaga pa, hihiwalayan ko na siya. Ayokong umabot sa punto na... Andiyan pa din siya, nasasaktan sa pagkawala ko.
I'm sick. I have Leukemia. Stage 3. Hindi ko kakayanin na makita siyang nasasaktan ng dahil sa'kin!
"S-siguradong-sigurado na po ako, Mama." Sabi ko na nakapagpaiyak lalo sa akin. Labag man sa loob ko na iwan siya, gagawin ko. I don't want to leave him, but I need to leave him. I love him more than my life. I loved him so much for many years. Tumayo ako at inayos ang sarili ko. Hinalikan ko sa pisngi si Mama at in-assure na magiging okay din ako. "I'll be fine, Mama. I'm going, Iloveyou, Mama."
"Okay, Anak. Ingat ka. Iloveyou, too. Take care." She said and hugged me.
Lumabas na ako at sumakay sa sasakyan ko. Nagmaneho patungo sa park.
Nakarating ako sa park. Wala pa siya. Siguro, hintayin ko na lang siya dito.
Tiningnan ko ang kabuuan ng park na 'to. Ang tagal ko na din palang hindi nakapunta dito. It's been 6 years. Yung dating makulay na park, nagbago na. Mga lantang halaman na nakapalibot, mga palaruan na sira-sira na at mga bench na kinakalawang na, na dati ay Kay kukulay at kay saya. Dito ko siya nakilala, dito kami naging magkaibigan, dito kami nagaminan ng feelings, dito niya ako sinimulang ligawan, dito ko siya sinagot, na ang dating magkaibigan nauwi sa magka-ibigan. I can't believe it. Ang park na ito parang relasyon namin. Ang dating kaysaya, mapapalitan na ng sakit, ng lungkot..
"Babylove!" I heard a familiar voice called me. My one and only. He's smiling. Lumapit siya sa akin and he hugged me tight. Nanatili lang akong nakatayo ng tuwid. Lumingon siya sa paligid namin. "Sht. This park is really memorable to me, I can't believed it! Nagbago na ang itsura nito. Aish! Di man lang nila inaalagaan. Nakakainis ah! Dito pa naman tayo nagsimu----"
"At dito rin tayo magtatapos." Sabi ko sa kaniya. Ang kaninang nakangiti niyang mukha napalitan ng mukhang puno ng pagtataka.
"What? Anong magtatapos? Ano 'yun? Ano ka ba! Hindi tayo magtatapos. Okay?" He said and kissed my forehead. Shit. Pahirap ng pahirap ako na iwanan siya. 'Anthony please don't be like that. Mas lalo akong nahihirapan..'
"Anthony... Dederetsohin na kita.. L-Let's end this." I said. He looked at me. I saw sadness in his eyes. My heart is like cutting into pieaces when I'm seeing him sad.
"What? End what?" Inosente niyang tanong. Agad namang nagtuluan ang mga luha ko. Luha ko na kanina ko pa pinipigilan.
"You know what I mean, Anthony!" I shouted in front of his face.
"What?" He just said.
"Don't make this hard for me, Anthony." I said and cried and cried.
"Do you think bana hindi rin ito mahirap sa'kin Ae?" He asked. I just looked at him.
"I'm sorry,but we need to end this, Anthony!" I said. Umiling siya at hinalikan ako. unti-unti akong nanghihina sa halik niya. Agad syang tinulak.
"End what, Ae? End what?" He asked and kissed me again. I can't stop this anymore. I kissed him back. He kissed me hungrily liked i'll be gone. Oh well, it's bound to happen. Tinulak ko siya bago pa magbago ang isip ko.
"T-this Anthony. Our relationship.. Let's end this shit." I said. I heard him sobbed. Oh, god. He's crying! I hate myself! I hate myself for making him cried! Ilooked at him. I saw him crying while his hands on his ears. It's s saying that I should stop, he can't hear anything. I hold his hands and remove it from his hears. He sobbed. "Anthony.. L-listen to me first please..."
"No!! You're breaking up with me! I-i don't want! P-please, Ae.. Don't leave me!" He said and kneeled in front of me. He holds my hands.. Naglabas siya ng sing-sing.. A gold ring with a beautiful diamond. "Don't leave me please.... Marry me please..."
"N-no." I said. He's crying hard now. Pinantayan ko siya. Umupo ako sa patay na, na damo. I hugged him.
"Don't make this hard for me, Anthony." I said agad siyang kumalas sa pagkakayakap ko sa kaniya. I saw madness in his eyes. Ginulo niya ang buhok niya na tila pa nagpipigil ng galit. He looked at me. Tumayo siya.
"Hindi modin ba naisip na mahirap din sa'kin ito, Aeyesha! Sobrang hirap na pakawalan ka!! Mahal na mahal kita, Aeyesha! Handa na akong pakasalan ka! Pero bakit?.. Why do you have to leave me?! Why?!! We promised to each other! Sabi natin walang bibitaw! Sabi natin walang mangiiwan! Sabi natin, f-forever tayo.. Pero bakit?!" He shouted. I sobbed. I cried and cried. "Why Aeyesha?! Why do you have to leave me?! Did I do something wrong?!" Tumayo ako at hinarap siya. I need to be strong. For me. For him. For the both of us.
"You didn't do something wrong! I don't love you anymore so please! please let me go!!" I shouted. Nakita ko ang pagkagulat sa mukha niya.
"W-what?." Sabi niya. He cried again.
"I loved someone else now! Let me g--" he cutted me off.
"F-fine! I-i'm letting you g-go.. Please be fine..." He said and tinalikuran ako. Deretso paalis sa'kin. Palayo sa'kin.
I'm sorry...
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"Ija. Kumain ka na.. Nag-aalala na si Mama sayo." Sabi ni Mama pero parang balewala lang sa'kin. I'm just looking to frame. Our picture. We're so sweet there. We're hugging while he kissed my forehead. "Anak.. Kumain ka na please... Ilanag araw ka na nagkukulong sa kwarto mo."
"Wala po akong gana.. Leave me alone, p-please.." Sabi ko at umiyak na naman. Palagi akong ganito. Ilang araw na ang nakalipas pero para akong tanga na nakatulala habang umiiyak.
"A-anak.. Alam mong nakaasama sa iyo iyan." Mama said and hugged me.
"It's better if I'll die now. ." sabi ko and I heard mama cried.
"Shh.. Don't s-say that, Anak.." Sabi ni Mama said and hugged me tightly.
I cried hard and loud. Naramdaman ko na lang ang pagkahirap ko huminga. Pagkabigat ng mga talukap ko.
"Y-Yesha!! Anak! H-hold on! Adrian! Help! Si Ae!!" Mama shouted.
Before everything went black.. I heard some voices.
"Ae!"
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Anthony's POV
Ilang araw na ang nakalipas. Andiyan pa din siya sa pesteng kama na iyan. Nakahiga at walang malay. I hate myself. She just did it for me. How pathetic right? Aish.
Umupo ako sa upuan na katabing hospital bed. I hold her hands and look at her angeling face. I'm so damn lucky. There's this girl who will do everytjing just to make happy her love ones.
"Hi, Babylove.. I miss you.. Please, wake up. I'll marry you." Sabi ko at di na napaigilan ng mga luha kong tumulo. How pathetic.
"Baby, sana sinabi mo na lang sa'kin... Lalaban ka naman para sa'kin di'ba? Lalaban tayo, Baby.. Lalaban tayo para makasama kita hanggang sa pagtanda natin at makabuo ng sariling pamilya. Don't you dare leave me again please, Baby... You promised. Once is enough, Babylove. Don't leave me again... I'll promise you I'll always stay by your side... Take care of you, loving of you forever... I love you.. Please wake up and marry me..." I said and cried hard. I go outside the room and punched the wall beside the door. Argh! I hate myself.. I really hate myself for not taking care of her! I'm a jerk!
'I'm sorry, Babylove.. I'm really sorry.. Wake up, Iloveyou.'
*~*~*~*~*~*
"Hello?" I answered the phone call. When I answered it, I heard sobs.
"S-she's... A-awake..." I heard kaya agad kong inayos ang mga gamit ko at ang sarili ko. Agad na sumakay sa kotse ko at pinaharurot papunta sa Hospital.
'Finally.. She's awake.'
***
Aeyesha's POV
Unti-unti kong idinilat ang mata ko. Gaya ng inaasahan ko, may nakita akong puting kisame. Nasa hospital na naman ako.
"G-garry! S-she's awake! Call the doctor! N-Nica! C-Call Anthony! Tell him that she's awake!" Sabi ni Mama kaya agad na silang nagsikilusan. Lumapit siya sa'kin. "A-anak. Kamusta ang pakiramdam mo? Ayos ka lang ba? M-may masakit ba? T-tell me?"
Walang boses ang lumalabas sa bibig ko. Tumulo ang mga luha ko.
"S-She's... A-awake..." She said. I know who's he's talking with. Umiling ako. Alam ba niya? H-how?
"M-Mama..." Sa wakas, may mga lumabas na naboses sa bibig ko.
"S-shhh. Don't talk.." I heard her sobs. I cried.
Maya-maya pa may naalala ako... A-agam niya kaya? Paano? Kailan?
"M-mama... A-anthony? W-where..?" I asked Mama. A tear fell from my eye when the door suddenly open. I saw him.. I saw the man I loved for years..
I met you in the dark, you lit me up You made me feel as though I was enough We danced the night away, we drank too much I held your hair back when You were throwing up
"B-Babylove.." He called me and tumakbo palapit sa'kin. He hugged me. He hugged me really tight. I hugged him and kiss his forehead.
"I-i miss you.." Napapaos kong sabi. He kissed me like there's no tomorrow. I saw my family go outside.
"I miss you, too," he said between our kisses. He hugged me "I really damn miss you.. Don't you dare leave me again please? H-Hindi ko kakayanin na mawala ka sa'kin, Baby.. I love you so much.. You owned my life.. You're the one I want to marry. You're the girl I choose to be with forever.. I love you so much please don't leave me okay? We'll fight. You'll fight for me. Don't give up.. Please..."
"I love you, too.. B-but, I c-can't promise you that I'll never leave you. I'm sorry.." Sabi ko at humagulgol ng humagulgol.
Then you smiled over your shoulder For a minute, I was stone-cold sober I pulled you closer to my chest And you asked me to stay over I said, I already told ya I think that you should get some rest
"If you truly love me.. Always say yes in my questions okay? I don't take a no." He said and kissed my forehead. "You love me?"
"Yes."
"You'll fight for me.. For you.. For us." He said.
"Yes." I said.
"Do you want to be with me forever?"
"Yes."
"You'll love me forever?"
"Yes."
I knew I loved you then But you'd never know 'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go I know I needed you But I never showed But I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go
"You will marry me?" He asked.
"Yes--what?" I said. A tear fell from my eyes.
"You already said yes.. Wala ng bawian okay?" He said. Hindi na ako nagsalita. Wala na akong magagawa. Kinuha niya sa bulsa niya ang isang sing-sing.. Panibagong sing-sing. He insirted it on my ring finger. May isa pa siyang kinuhang sing-sing. Yung singsing na pinropose niya sa'kin nung araw na iwan ko siya.
"I'll marry you.. I'll be selfish now, Babylove.. I'll marry you.." I said and kissed him. He responded. I heard his sobs between our kiss. He's crying. We're the happiest people in the whole universe.
"Then, Let's marry now." He said at biglang namatay ang ilaw. Umalis siya sa tabi ko. Napansin ko ang pag bukas ng pinto. Nakita ko ang pagpasok ng mga anino pero di ko maaninag kung sino.
I'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head And I'll take the kids to school Wave them goodbye And I'll thank my lucky stars for that night
When you looked over your shoulder For a minute, I forget that I'm older I wanna dance with you right now Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever And I swear that everyday'll get better You make me feel this way somehow
May lumapit sa tabi ko at sinuotan ako ng kung ano dahil nakaupo ako ngayon. May pinahawak din sa akin na bulaklak. Maya-maya pa ay nagbukas na ang ilaw. Unti unting tumulo ang mga luha ko. I saw my friends, relatives, families, priest and A-Anthony.. He's wearing a tuxedo. Ikakasal na ako... Napahagulgol na lang ako. Ang sinuot pala sa'kin ay Veil. I looked at my friends, they wearing a polo and dresses. The girls holding a flower.
I'm so in love with you And I hope you know Darling your love is more than worth its weight in gold We've come so far my dear Look how we've grown And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go
Nagsimula na ang seremonya. Hanggang sa vows na.
"Hi babylove.. I love you more than my life.. You know that right? I'll love you.. I will always love you. You'll always be forever in my heart. Baby, please keep on fighting.. Don't give up okay? Thank you for being part of my life.. Oh, scratch that, thank you for beinf my life.. Without you, I'm nothing.. Without you, I'm useless, without you, I'm not here, saying these words that I love you very very very much." He said and I heard a sob from him.
I wanna live with you Even when we're ghosts 'Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most
"Babylove.. I love you.. Hindi ko man mapangako na hindi ka iiwan, pero hangga't nabubuhay ako, mamahalin kita... Mwala man ako sa mundo, you'll always be the man that I loved. The man who loved me. The man who owns me, that man who made me feel strong that made me fight more and don't give up.. Kahit.. Nasaktan kita andito ka pa din sa harap ko, nagpapakasal sa'kin kahit alam mong malapit na akong mawala.. I'm sorry if the time comes and I'll leave you.. When I die, I promise I'll always be by your side, protecting you.. I love you and please put it in your mind and also in you heart. Sana kahit mawala ako may puwang pa din ako sa puso mo.. I love you so much." I said and cried hard. He hugged me so tight.
I'm gonna love you till My lungs give out I promise till death we part like in our vows So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows Finally it's just you and me till we're grey and old Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go
"And, now.. I announced you as husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride. Congrats, Mr. And Mrs. Anthony Yu." The priest said. Itinaas niya ang veil at unti-unti akong hinalikan. It's feels like our first kiss. Humiwalay siya sa pagkakahalik sa'kin. A teard escaped into his eyes.
"I love you." He said.
"I love you, too." I said. Agad niya akong niyakap. I hugged him.
Just say you won't let go Oh, just say you won't let go
Nararamdaman ko ang pagbigat ng hininga ko. Ang unti-unting pumipikit ang mata ko.
"I k-know you're tired.. Sleep now, babylove.. Always remember that I love you.. I love you forever and You'll always be in my heart." Sabi niya. Naramdaman niya yata ang paghirap ko sa paghinga. Unti-unti niya akong inihiga sa kama at inayos ang kumot.
I heard everyone in this room crying, especially my mom. I'm sorry, i'm going to sleep now.. I'm too tired to fight..
"Happy Birthday, Baby.. Sleepwell, I love you."
***
After 3 years..
Anthony's POV
"Hi, Babylove.. Kamusta ka diyan? Ayos ka lang ba? Magkikita din tayo soon. Basta lagi mo tatandaan na sa puso kita lagi. Mahal na mahal kita. I'll love you forever.. I love you, Mrs. Yu." I said and fly a kissed on her name written on a stone. Naramdaman ko ang malakas na hangin. Feeling ko niyayakap niya na ako ngayon.
'Iloveyou, Mrs. Aeyesha Yu. Always remember that you'll always be in my heart. I'll love you forever. We will be together forever soon.'