Long chapter ahead! It's gonna have some fluff and tears so Enjoy 💆🏻♀️
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Jimin was an absolute mess, his mind was buzzing with questions, his body aching with confused feelings. He wanted to feel Namjoon's touch again, hear him moan, and feel him thrust into him roughly, making him feel like he was floating.
He knew how wrong this was. He knew that seeing the older would cause him a lot of trouble, maybe even make Namjoons life harder, but he didn't care. He wanted to feel him again, be next to him again.
He was being selfish and he knew that.
This was so wild and new to him especially since he never gets attached like this after one hookup.
That's right, it was just a test to see if Namjoon was gay and it ended in a hookup- the whole situation would eventually blow up in both of their faces if they started to see each other.
Jimin had done a good job on holding off from seeing Namjoon, he hadn't seen him since the coffee shop.
Jimin was so confused he didn't like the older, no, they never even kissed. Jimin's eyes widened, the whole time they fucked they never kissed, not once, their lips never even brushed each other. He chuckled at the odd situation.
"Jimin, come down!" His mother yelled interrupting his thoughts. Jimin made his way out of his room slowly and down the stairs.
He turned and made his way into the kitchen with his head down waiting to get yelled at, "Yeah?" He asks, he looks up to see his mother smiling brightly and Namjoon sitting next to her at the table, cups of tea in their hands.
"Greet Namjoon properly, don't be rude," his mother scolds through a forced smile.
"Hello, Mr. Kim," Jimin greets quietly, avoiding eye contact with the older. The blonde pulls up a chair and sits at the table with the two.
"Hi, Jimin," Namjoon replies with a soft tone, feeling that if he spoke any louder he would scare the poor boy off.
"Namjoon here has offered to continue to tutor you!" Mrs. Park speaks excitedly, Jimin's head snapping up in shock.
"What?" Jimin glances at Namjoon then back at his mother, "Why?"
"You have a lot of potential Jimin, we can't let that go to waste, you're a really smart kid," Namjoon compliments, a light blush starting to dance its way onto Jimin's cheeks.
The whole thing seemed fishy, Jimin knew there was more to this than just 'you're a smart kid'. Namjoon was up to something and just like that as if a switch flipped in Jimin, the boy was back to his devilish ways.
"Thank you" Jimin smiles. Namjoon smiles back.
"You're gonna be starting again tomorrow, so I expect you to come straight home after tutoring, do you understand me?" His mother informs, a hint of disgust in her voice.
"Yes ma'am"
"Alright, now that it's all settled I'll see you tomorrow Jimin. Thank you for letting me tutor him, Mrs. Park, it was good seeing you both," Namjoon smiles as he gets up from his seat, "I'll let myself out."
"No, thank you Namjoon! Jimin, walk him to the door and thank him," Jimin does as his mother says getting up and leading the older to the door.
"I know what you're up to, Namjoon" Jimin speaks in a hushed tone.
"Am I that easy to see through?" The older grins. Jimin smiles and shakes his head as he opens the door.
"You're not that hard to read," Jimin whispers and smiles up at the man, "Thank you for tutoring me again" Jimin thanks as his mother walks into the room.
Namjoon waves off both and leaves, Jimin closing the door behind him.
"Don't mess this up, Jimin, next time Namjoon might not tutor you again if you leave his lessons early to go... to go mess around with- with boys" Jimin's smile drops at his mother's words, "Please understand we're only trying to do what's best for you"
Jimin passes his mother muttering a 'whatever' and makes his way back into his room.
It was as if the universe had heard his thoughts and confusions and made this decision for him. His stomach did flips. He knew how dangerous this was but he didn't care, he lived for the thrill.
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"Any update on the Namjoon situation," Jungkook asks.
"Nope," Jimin lies, "I don't think he's gay," Jimin couldn't bring himself to tell his friend, he felt that he was betraying Namjoons trust, which he almost did. Jimin decided to just withhold the information from Jungkook for just a bit longer.
"Well that sucks, I was really cheering you guys on" Jungkook frowns.
"It's not a big deal, not like he's the only guy in the world" Jimin winks.
"Not a chance, Minnie, it cant work when we're both bottoms," The brunette dismisses. Jimin let out a laugh, "you have tutoring with him still don't you?"
"I sure do" Jimin chirps up. That is where he was heading now. School had let out a few minutes ago and the boy was in Namjoons hoodie, with a pair of black skinny jeans and his boots that made him a few inches taller.
"Hey, I've been meaning to ask, are you okay? I'm sorry I'm barely asking now, I could've asked when we were at the cafe or any time after that, I was just worried, I didn't know how to ask-" Jungkook spoke fast.
"Don't worry about it, Kookie, I'm fine," Jimin gives a weak smile, "it was my fault anyway"
"No-" Jimin stops Jungkook from protesting.
"This is my stop I'll see you tomorrow" Jimin gives a big smile to his friend before turning and walking up to Namjoons front door. Jimin knocks on the door happily, excited to see the older.
To his surprise it wasn't Namjoon who opens the door.
"Hello, Jimin!" Yeri greets, "are you hear for tutoring? Namjoons is in the shower he'll be right down. Come in!" She opens the door and lets Jimin in. He felt awkward now, he wasn't expecting her to be here. As if she read his mind she spoke up "Don't worry, I'll be leaving soon, I have a flight to the states to the catch so you guys can have your guy time"
Jimin let's a breathe out, "the states? Why are you going over there?"
"I got a modeling gig, I'm gonna be moving there for a while!" she smiles excitedly. Jimin felt a weight leave his shoulders. For what reason? He didn't know.
"That's really cool!" Jimin exclaims, he had always wanted to do modeling or music but he felt as if he didn't have to look, he was too short, and even Yeri towered him.
Yeri was about to speak again when her phone goes off. She excuses herself with a light smile and walks into the other room. Jimin heard footsteps and sees Namjoon walking down the stairs with wet hair, his usual grey sweats, and a black long sleeve that clung to his toned body.
"Hey" his voice was deep, he sounded tired. Namjoon gives a soft smile to the blonde, causing Jimin's stomach to erupt with butterflies.
"Joonie," Yeri walks back into the room her phone in hand and worry written on her face, "I know you have to tutor sweet Jimin, but my ride just canceled on me," she rubs her face in frustration, "Do you think you could give me a ride to the airport?"
"Of course! Jimin could come along, it won't take too long to drive you. I'll just have to call and let Jimin's parents know" Namjoon smiles. He takes out his phone and goes into the other room to call Jimin's parents.
"Jimin I'm so sorry, I feel bad for stealing your study time, I know you're so close to graduating" she frowns.
"Oh no, no, don't worry about it! I just came from school I could use a small break!" Jimin assures.
Yeri gives a warm smile, "You're such a sweetheart, Minnie," She coos as she pinched his cheek.
A few minutes pass by and Jimin is just awkwardly sitting there as Yeri typed away on her laptop. Jimin felt so guilty, but for what? Was it because Yeri was a sweet girl and she had no idea what he and Namjoon did? Or was it because he wanted his parent's love and trust again? But yet here he was sitting in his Namjoons home thinking about the older fucking him. He felt wrong.
"Alright, took a bit of convincing, but your parents are okay with it, they even said you could sleep over if it takes to long, I'll get you something to eat after," Namjoon informs, "Alright let's get going to you're not late, love" Namjoon spoke to Yeri. Jimin couldn't help but be jealous of the older calling Yeri 'love'.
The three hop into Namjoons car and made their way towards the city, which was about an hour drive.
The airport was coming into view and the drive was quiet most of the time, Yeri and Namjoon chatting every once in a while. Jimin felt so out of place, he didn't know what to say or do. He just stared out of the window most of the time.
Namjoon was constantly looking through his rear-view mirror to check on Jimin, he couldn't help but smile seeing the blonde in his hoodie, he genuinely thought he wasn't going to wear it again.
They pull into the drop off line of the airport, Namjoon puts his car into park. Yeri hurriedly got out and opened the trunk getting out her luggage. The two boys get out of the car only to see Yeri with tears pricking at her eyes.
"I'm so excited to go," she smiles, she looks at Namjoon with sad eyes, "but, I didn't want to leave on this note, Joonie, you know I love you and I'm gonna be gone in the states for so long, I don't want you waiting around for me to come back, I feel so bad, I'm sorry-" she sniffles. Namjoons eyes widen in the realization of what she was trying to do, he gives Yeri a warm smile.
"Yeri, it's okay. If you want to break up then I understand completely, you might find someone better in the states. I don't want to be holding you back" he places a gentle hand on her cheek. Jimin felt relief that they weren't together anymore, but seeing them interact like this made him feel jealous.
Yeri smiled and grabs Namjoons hand, "Thank you for being so understanding," she leans forward and planted a kiss on Namjoons cheek, "Alright, boys. I'll be heading out now" she grabs her luggage and smiles at both of them, her cheeks stained with tears but she still looked pretty. Yeri turned on her heels and made her way into the airport building, getting lost in the crowd.
"So, since we're in the city, where would you like to eat, Jiminie?" Namjoon asks, his face looking a lot lighter knowing him and Yeri ended things on good terms.
"I'm not sure, I've never really been in the city" Jimin speaks, making his way to the passenger side of the car, getting in.
"Fast food or restaurant?" Namjoon hops into the drivers side, pulling out of the chaotic area.
"You know, I'm not really hungry for food" Jimin sighs as he looks out of the window.
"Oh?" Namjoon questions with a raised eyebrow. Jimin shifts so he's leaning towards the older and places a hand on his thigh. Namjoon didn't want to have a simple fuck, he wanted it to mean something, he wanted to tell Jimin how he felt but all of that flew out of the window as the younger started to palm him through his sweats, "Jimin, not well I'm driving"
"Pull over then" the blonde whispers into Namjoons ear as he kisses his neck.
"Fuck" Namjoon breathes, he quickly finds a place to pull over. The day had turned into night and the city was still bustling, no one would ever know what they were up to. Everyone in the city could care less anyways.
Jimin unbuckles and leans in more to kiss Namjoons neck, Namjoon unbuckles himself and pushes his seat back a little. Jimin slips onto his lap, his butt accidentally bumping the car horn. Both stop and look at each before laughing. The two crash their lips together, they melt into the kiss, butterflies erupting in Jimin's stomach, his heart racing, the two push their bodies together as much as they possibly could. Namjoon lightly tugged at Jimin's bottom lip, the younger getting the message and opening his mouth so the older's tongue could explore.
Namjoon gripped Jimin's hips as the younger started to grind against his growing bulge. Jimin let out a whimper into Namjoon's mouth, causing him to slip his hand into the blonde's hair and tug his head back, exposing his neck, which Namjoon gladly started kissing, making sure not to leave hickeys this time.
Jimin goes to strip off the hoodie, but Namjoon stops him, "No, leave it on, you look cute" he breathes, his voice deep and silky. Jimin's face heats up as he lightly smacks Namjoons chest.
"Shut up, don't say stuff like that" Jimin whines, the older letting out a chuckle before grabbing Jimin's ass causing him to let out a small squeak. The blonde slips his hand into Namjoons sweats, wrapping his hand around his cock. Namjoon immediately throws his head back as the younger stroked his length, filling him up with pleasure. Namjoon slips his middle finger into the blonde's mouth, which he happily starts to suck.
The dark-haired man removes the younger's hand from his length and his finger from his mouth. The older fumbles with the button on Jimin's jeans for a few seconds before successfully getting them open. Jimin manages to slip them off, the older slipping his middle finger into the blonde's hole earning a soft moan from Jimin.
"Fuck, your moans are so pretty" he curls his finger again before adding a second, "Let me hear some more," he starts to scissor, move his fingers in and out, Jimin moaning profanities softly, and pushing ass back wanting the older's fingers deeper inside of him.
"Fuck me~" Jimin breathes, biting his bottom lip. Namjoon takes his fingers out leaving Jimin feeling empty and moves his sweats down. Jimin licked his lips and looked up at Namjoon, kissing him eagerly. The younger adjusts so he's holding onto the shoulders of the seat, looking at Namjoon with needy eyes. Namjoon positioned himself, his tip teasing Jimin's hole before he slowly pushed into him. The blonde bit his bottom lip and threw his head back, moans escaping his lips; It was music to Namjoons ears.
Jimin slowly started to bounce on Namjoons dick, pleasure filling him, his body growing weak. The older quickly takes the reigns and thrusts his hips upward, Jimin letting out a loud moan as the older kept hitting the bundle of nerves inside the blonde. He kept hitting it, over and over. Jimin collapsed into the older, moaning into his chest, gripping his shirt tightly, begging for him to go faster, to be rougher. That's exactly what Namjoon did.
Moans filled the car, Jimin cursing and whimpering, Namjoons grunting and heavy breathing. The car windows fogged, Jimin's small handprint on the driver's side window. The two climaxed together, Namjoon thrusting into the boy's sensitive hole riding out his high, cursing under his breath.
Both taking in a deep breathe, Jimin snuggled into Namjoons chest. The older planting a kiss on his head.
The rest of the ride back home was quiet, the radio was playing softly. Jimin laid his head on Namjoons shoulder, he was fast asleep holding onto Namjoons big hand. He felt content, this all felt so right to him. He didn't talk to Jimin he didn't even know how to approach it anymore, he was scared it would all blow up in his face. He shouldn't be scared but he is.
He wants to take a risk, he really does, but he can't bring himself to do it. Maybe the best solution to this at the moment was to just keep it as it is.