There in my unlighted bedroom,
Silence surrounds, I'm lying alone.
Pain and sorrow enveloped me.
Hating myself, losing my sanity.
Thinking how you broke my heart's shout.
And now, I'll do this without a doubt.
I will kill this emptiness inside.
End up this damn thing, forever hide.
There in the darker place,
I'm so desperate and my heart aches.
Melancholy runs throughout my veins.
And there's so much pain I'm feeling.
Now, hopelessness is coming my way.
And from this sadness I want to run away.
I am fading in this black world.
Suffocating from your hurtful words.
There in my unlighted bedroom,
Lying beside a rope and a .357 Magnum.
I'm holding a deadly sharp blade,
To end this loneliness and turn to red.
Before I'll do what I'm thinking,
For the last time I have to say this thing.
Again, even you don't care I'll tell this to you.
"My angel, I love you."
[July 17, 2008@7:06pm]