I WANT TO BE SELFISH
SAMANTHA
We're already preparing to fight back. I heard a loud sound outside. It's like they want to enter this house. Hans and I are just waiting to attack. But I felt so nervous for an unknown reason. I can sense that something is wrong. I looked outside. The attackers are not firing. They just want to enter. I slowly walk towards the door. But, Hans stopped me from moving.
"Don't go near that fucking door. Just stay still,'' he whispered to me. I badly want to see the attackers. I want to be the first one to know them. A minute of silence enveloped my ears. They already gave up from opening the door.
"Follow me. Just stay behind me. I don't want you to get hurt again.''
I just followed what he said. I followed him like I'm his dog and he's my master. Gosh! I don't like being like this. I hate being helpless and powerless in doing what I want to do. Maybe Hans is the only one who can tame me.
When we're just meters away from the main gate. In just a quick motion the main gate collapsed and I saw four fucking guys wearing black masks that only cover half of their faces. This is fucking bullshit! I cursed in my head. This is not good. I saw Hans pulled the trigger of his gun, and so as fast as I could, I gently hold his hand, stopping him from firing. Just a single shot will automatically equip his members to fight.
I hold his hand tightly. I saw my boys just looking everywhere. I know they're here to find me. Maybe they're thinking that Parlous Mamba kidnapped me.
"Why? What's wrong?''
"That's my gang. So don't signal your team to shoot my boys. Don't do anything stupid to avoid making them more aggressive,'' I whispered to him and gently kissed his nose. "Let me handle them.'' I just said and walked towards my gang. I saw them looking everywhere, maybe they're curious why all the lights are off. When I am already near, I got their attention by throwing them a stone which made them alarmed. I just laughed when I saw their faces. It's a mixed emotion. Anger, sadness, and fear. I know why. They cared about their Queen that much. That's the reason why I love them.
"The four of you. All of you are arrested for trespassing,'' I said it loud to get their attention. In unison, they looked in my direction. I saw how their mixed emotions turned into a relaxed one. I walked towards them and gave them a group hug. "Stop getting yourselves in danger,'' I whispered, that the five of us will only know.
"Why the hell are you here? Good thing I put a tracking device on your mask,'' Harrizon asked me with a mixture of anger in his voice.
"It's a very long story. I'll just answer all your questions when we're already home.''
All the lights were turned on. Anger roused up in their faces when they saw 5 people standing in front of the open door. All their knuckles turned red like their ready to punch someone. Bullshit!
I was about to say something but, suddenly stop when I saw Harrison running towards Hans and with all his strength punched Hans directly on his face.
"You fucking asshole! How dare you hurt her!" Harrison punched Hans multiple times but my Hans didn't even fight back. Blood already covered his face. I can no longer stop myself, I run towards them without knowing that my wound started to bleed again. With all my force I get Harrizon from behind and signal Zian to get him and bring him inside the house. When all of them are already inside. I face Hans and when I look directly into his eyes, I saw pain. A tear suddenly slipped through my eyes.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry,'' I said multiple times while hugging him.
"Don't apologize. Just go to your gang. I can handle myself,'' I can sense a coldness in his voice. Without listening to my reply he left me.
I was left alone outside his house. This is bullshit!
I enter the house with a blank expression. I saw my gang and his gang sitting at a conference-like table. I saw how they looked at me. But I just faced them with a blank expression.
"Can you leave us alone for a while, my gang and I need to talk about something confidential,'' they just smiled at me and then give us some space to talk? I saw them going upstairs maybe they're going to his room to check if he's okay.
"Storm, I'm sorry,'' Harrison apologize to me without looking at me. I know he is still angry. Because of Hans.
"I would like to apologize to all of you also. I'm sorry for making you all worried. But I'm fine now. Thanks to them. They help me recover.''
"Who the hell did that to you, Queen,'' Alexis ask me with clenched teeth. Anger is visible through his eyes. I was about to answer his question when suddenly Alexander hold my bleeding wounds.
"Bullshit! Mother Fucker! Queen you're gunshot wound is bleeding!" He said worriedly.
"FUCK,'' they all said in unison.
"Healer, let me hold her wound to prevent more blood loss. Just asked them where we can get some medicines and other medical apparatus,'' Zian said and he gently holds my stomach.
I thought it's already fine. But the hell, I think it's more worst than yesterday. I saw Hans running in our direction. He already has band-aids on his face, but his wounds are still visible. I saw how worried he was.
"Dude, let me hold her. I don't want someone who is not me holding her. Definitely no, no on her exposed body,'' Hans suddenly gets Zians' hand in my stomach and looks at him. "I'm sorry, but I'm selfish when it comes to her.''
Zian didn't say anything but instead, he just smirked at him. "She's all your dude. But can I ask whose that girl holding a computer and wearing specs?"Hans just laughs at Zians' question.
"Don't ask me, dude. Just ask her instead.'' Without saying anything Zian leave us alone and walk towards Hexene if I'm not wrong. I know that she's their tracker and hacker.
"I don't want any boy holding you. I am your possessive fiancé,'' I just laugh hearing what he just said. Possessive my face Hans.
We stop talking when Harrizon and Alexander arrived. Alexander immediately treats my wound. I saw how Hans look at him. I just chuckled upon seeing how irritated he was.
"Do it fast dude!"
"For Pete's sake he's not a fucking robot,'' Harrison blurted out. I saw how intensely they look at each other. It's not a good idea to have them inside the same roof.
"I'm not talking to you so fucking shut up,'' Hans said with full of anger.
Before it becomes more intense and thankfully Xander is done. I stand in between them.
"If the two of you won't stop fighting. The two of you will sleep outside.'' After that, I walk towards the vacant chair in the center of this conference table. I signal my gang and Parlous Mamba to sit also. When we are all set. I started talking.
"I know our first meeting with each other is not that great. I would like to apologize for that. I just wanted to tell you that my gang is not one of your enemies. We are Perilous Red Python. To let you know. We are Five. The five of us belong to the big five. Yes, you heard it right. We are the next generation ruler including your King. We may look mysterious but we can be trusted. Like you, we are also against the Mafias and gangs that doing illegal things. I'm just wishing that we can be a team and we can unite us one. I know it's not yet the right time for us to reveal our identity. But we can be trusted and we are not your enemies. And thank you for helping me out.''
I saw them nod their heads. After that, they give us some space. Just the five of us left at the table.
"I'm here because, while I was on my way towards dad's house. I was ambushed by Memphis. To let you know. I'm not their target. It's Hans. But I attacked them before they can hurt him. I'm sorry guys. And Hans is my Fiance. He's my boyfriend before that incident happened. We were supposed to be married now but because of that incident everything change,'' I saw how shock they are excluding Harrizon.
"We understand queen. We are so happy for you,'' Zian said.
"Yes! But you need to be more extra careful. Your secret is safe with us,'' Alexis.
"That asshole is so lucky to have you, Queen!" Alexander.
Harrizon didn't say anything instead he left us. I know he needs some space.
My boys stay with me in Hans's house. After our talk, I went to his room. When I open his door. I saw him lying on his bed. So I walk silently making no noise. I hugged him from behind.
"I'm sorry. Are you hurt? ''
"Don't worry about me. Just go to your boys,'' a smile appeared on my face. I think this guy is jealous.
"Are you jealous? ''
"What the fuck! Me jealous. Of course not.''
I just laugh. I know if he's jealous or not. I already know you, Hans. So don't lie to me.
"Okay, this is bullshit! Your right, I'm FUCKING JEALOUS! Especially to that guy who punched me. Happy now.''
I laugh again. He's jealous of Harrizon. "Stop laughing Sam!''
"I'M A SELFISH PERSON WHEN IT COMES TO YOU. I DON'T SHARE. I WANT YOU TO BE MINE. I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION JUST FOR ME. I'm SELFISH BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN IN LOVE WITH YOU.....'' I didn't let him finished. I kissed him. To stop him from talking.
"JUST BE SELFISH HANS. I AM ALSO SO DAMN SELFISH. I THINK IT'S A TIE THOUGH,'' I said and we just laugh. This night is a hell-tiring night for us. I badly want to have some rest. Before I drifted to my peaceful sleep. I felt Hans kissed my forehead and whisper something.
"GOODNIGHT MY LOVE.''