Before:
"Okay Keith ready 1...2...3"
Now/ Keith's POV:
"STOP" Pidge immediately stopped "I'm- I'm not r-ready" Pidge nodded, I walked out of the room bitting my lip I could tell that Arianna and Jace were following "I-I can't guys" try both hugged me "I'm scared" they both said together "It's okay" and they both released calming pheromones. In case you didn't know Arianna and Jace were both alphas and I was an omega but acted like a alpha. I cried as I hugged them both back "It's okay Keith as long as your ready you can do this" Arianna spoke in a calm voice "We'll be here all the way for you" Jace rubbed my back.
"Thanks guys" I wiped away my tears and went back "Okay I'm ready" Pidge nodded so I sat back down in the chair "Please tie me up" Arianna and Jace nodded as they walked over and tied me, Pidge she put the helmet back on "Going I'm on 1....2....3" I felt a rush, I was hesitant at first but let my memories show.
This is lyrics part of a song by Ed Sheeran the song is called I see fire.
I was in front of a burning building that my dad ran into to save people sure we were poor but he still helped people I was only 7 it was a cold night. 15 minutes later a man walked up to me "I'm sorry but your father....didn't make it" my eyes opened as wide as they could "N-no that isn't possible.......no he-he can't leave me" a woman was standing behind me "I'm sorry sweetheart" I was about to run to the building but then the woman grabbed me and hugged me "N-NO HE IS ALIVE THIS ISN'T FAIR HE ISN'T DEAD- HE CAN'T LEAVE ME- HE IS THE ONLY ONE I HAVE" I was trying to run from her grip but she held on tight "DAAAAD COME BACK- DON'T LEAVE ME" I yelled as loud as my lungs could handle "DAD PLEASE COME BACK" I gave up on trying to run towards the house.
"Please come back" I whispered as I cried, the woman held me tighter as she was also crying from my calls to my dad. The ambulances and Firefighters came "Your to late....." I cried harder, I got lose from the woman's grip and ran to my house, it was raining as I got to my house. The house empty no one there just me, I was in the living room and saw his guitar there so I picked it up, sat down and started to play it
Here comes the song.
If this to end in fire
Then we should all burn together
Watch the flames climb high into the night
Calling out for the rope, sent by and we will
Watch the flames burn on and on the mountain side hey
And if we should die tonight
Then we should all die together
Raise a glass of a wine for the last time
Calling out for the rope
Prepare as we will
Watch the flames burn on and on on the mountain side hey.
I started to cry again I set down the guitar on the couch, I got up, there was a table in front of me with a bunch of papers. I hit them off the table crying, nocking off the lamp, flipping the table, punching the wall, I fall down to my knees and scream "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" I fell to my side crying.
In the real world I'm pretty sure I was crying this is my most painful memory
Next memory
I was now standing in front of my dads grave "Hey dad my birthday passed and so did yours.....I recently turned 9......I'm just started going to this place called the garrison. All the people there hate me I don't know what to do, I can't speak well to others and I met this guy named Shiro he said he likes me and that I'm good at flying......I don't know if I can trust him dad, I don't want anyone to get close to me because then they end up leaving me.....like you and mom....I have to go back dad it's almost time to go to bed at the garrisons and if I don't go to bed I'll be trouble. Bye dad I miss you"
I walked away from his grave putting my hood up and walking away. As soon as I got to the garrisons I saw Shiro "Hey Keith" I ignored him and walked away towards my room "Bye Keith good night" I went inside of my room and went to bed.
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I'm siting on the floor at my dads grave "I've gotten closer to Shiro...I'm scared I'm going to lose him dad what do I- never mind you can't answer that anyway I think I can trust him he seems to care about me a lot he also got me back into the garrisons again because I got expelled but oh well I just hope he doesn't leave me either...oh my birthday was yesterday I turned 14 bye dad see you soon" I walked back to the garrisons and saw Shiro "Hey Shiro" Shiro walked up to me "Hey Keith what's up?" I lsat down by him "Nothing just bored"
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"I have gotten really really close to Shiro now I think of him as an older brother he has helped me through everything. It's been nice having someone there you know that you can rely on....Oh! Also my birthday is today I'm turning 15, it has been 8 years since you have been gone I still miss you I also still play the guitar tho sometime I can't, also this boy named Lance McClain he is always giving me dirty looks to be honest I wish he would leave me along anyway bye dad" I walked back to the garrison building and walked into my room "HAPPY-BIRTHDAY KEITH"
I was startled so I pulled out a knife ready to fight someone "Woah calm down Keith" I put my knife away "Well then don't scare me like that" Shiro laughed scratching his head.
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Shiro is going on the Kerberos mission, him and Adam his fiancé have been fighting, Adam doesn't want him to leave but it's Shiro's dream to go tho. I support his dream, I also don't want him to go, but it's his dream it had been his dream for years so I'm not going to take that way away from him. I got off my bed and was about to walk into the room where Adam and Shiro were talking "So if you decide to go.....don't except me to be here." And he left with Shiro sitting on the couch.
I looked at Shiro's face I couldn't tell what he was feeling, and that's what scared me but I left so I wouldn't get in the way of there fight. After I left I went to do some work "Hey mullet" I rolled my eyes "What do you want McClain!" He started to talk to me but annoyingly so I got rid of him by walking away. It was time for bed and tomorrow was the day Shiro would leave for the Kerberos mission he told me "Nothing is going to change my mind" so I knew he was going to go so I went to sleep early.
I woke up it was the next day "Hey..." I grabbed out my knife once again "Hey calm down its me Shiro" I put away my knife "You need to stop doing that" he scratched the back of his head "Yeah sorry, anyway I was just coming to tell you I was leaving" I had a sad face on "Hey don't worry I'm coming back" I looked up at him "You promise?" I held out my arm "I promise" he also put out his arm and we made an X.
Next Memory
Today's the day Shiro comes back but he didn't come so I waited.......for 2 weeks "Hey where is Shiro?l I asked Iverson, he sighed "Shiro and them have gone missing" my eyes widen "WHAT?!!!!!" I ran back to go find Adam until I finally found him "ADAM!" I was breathing hard "Whoa Keith calm down what's wrong?" He walked over "It's Shiro he-he is missing" Adams eyes widened and he hugged me "It's okay Keith go ahead let it out" I clutched his shirt and started to cry "He promised he would come back"
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I was standing outside the main room it has been 1 week since I found out that Shiro was missing. I was standing by the door so I could hear them, Iverson was in the room making sure that cadets could defeat this thing and one of the cadets was Adam "Sir we are- AAAAAAHHH" I heard a woman talk "Sir Jackson is down" I heard all the cadets go down 1 by 1 until Adam was left "Sir please tell Keith that I'm sorry that I couldn't stay and make sure is Shiro comes back that I still love him-" there was an explosion "Sir Adam is gone no pulse or anything they have all died" all I could hear was ringing in my ears. I ran to my room "uuuuuuuaaaAAAHHHHH" I threw everything to the ground. I grabbed my bag and packed them with my clothes, then I snuck out of the garrisons and ran to my dads grave "Hey dad Shiro and Adam have left me I have no one now....but I believe that Shiro is still alive I tried to make Iverson believe too but he wouldn't so I'm just going to find him my self."
And then I left back to my old house it was still empty but as soon as I entered I got to work.
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It has been 2 years since (I don't remember how long Shiro was gone for if some one can remind me) Shiro was missing and I'm still looking for him, this isn't the first time I have spent my birthday alone but I will say it is lonely not having Shiro........
To be continued part 2 coming soon
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