today,
away,
out of my sight
deep in my mind
you came alive,
from dead
today,
far away
you might be somewhere
and I'm reaching for you
but can't touch
never did
today
somehow
you appeared
when I couldn't see
but feel
and didn't want to
today
first play
in the circus of feelings
but different positions
different game
I didn't want to play
but for me
it was made
today I love you
today I don't
I have to leave
there's so much going on
I'm going away
but when I come
I expect you to be here
open your arms
and accept me again
even if you're hurt
you be here
that's just so wrong baby
I won't do that today
today
you came my way
but I chose to stay
and open my arms for me
I don't need to break
so people to like me
or pretend
today
I buried the thought of you
but in a place when it can't haunt me
ever again
today
will always be a beautiful day.