"Party time!" Eddie shouts as he and the rest of the group enter the house. All of them are dressed for it except for me. Even Trent. I turn to him with a raised eyebrow. He just scratches the nape of his neck and gives me a big smile.
"Oops..." Trent trails off
"You were supposed to tell me wern't you?" I question Trent as I narrow my eyes at him. He gives me a sheepish smile in return
"You didn't tell her?!" Loren shrieks
"Maybe, possibly, I didn't" Trent says slowly which causes Mya to laugh
"We'll help get her ready quick, don't worry." Mya reassures him with a peck on the lips.
"Now let's get you ready." she says as she turns to me. I get dragged up the stairs by Loren and her as we make our way towards my room.
"I'm ready." I chirp as I emerge from my room a half an hour later. ( Pic of outfit on side. ) The only make-up I have on is eyeliner and foundation because I didn't want to take to long. I don't wear much make-up anyway. I'm also wearing black pumps that go good with the dress.
"How did we do?" Mya asks with a grin on her face.
"Very good. Now let's go. I want to parrtty!" Eddie whines.
"Fine, let's go." Loren says as she heads out to the car.
"Let's go." I say with a nod and follow everyone out.
"Having fun?" Dylan asks over the music.
"Definitely!" I yell back. I'm currently against the wall sipping my beer lightly. I don't like to get drunk at parties. I like to be aware of what's happening around me. And to me for that matter. Now Eddie and Loren..... They're a different story. As soon as we entered the house they were off to the bar.
"How about you? Are you having fun?" I question Dylan.
"Yeah, I just left Eddie. He's too drunk to carry on a normal conversation." Dylan sighs.
"Loren is too" I tell him with a small laugh. "I was with her a few minutes ago. She left to dance." I tell him.
"Of course she did." He sighs. Just then someone comes up and hits his shoulder getting his attention. He turns to talk to them, and I take that as my cue to leave. I decide to take a break from the party and make my way upstairs. I find a bedroom with the door wide open and no one in it. There's a balcony connected to it so I go and sit down, looking over the railing. I sigh ad take a deep breath. It's so quite out here. I look down and smile lightly. This hose reminds me of mine in Hollywood. Thinking of that, a wave of nervousness overcomes me. The last party I went to my house burned down. I let out a shaky breath and put my head in my hands.
"Are you okay?" I hear the familiar voice ask.
"Yeah" I chuckle lightly as I turn to face him. "I'm just thinking about my old house and how it burned down and I'm just freaked is all" I tell Ryan.
"You didn't do that. It wasn't your fault. You can't blame yourself for that." Ryan says sternly as he walks towards my and grabs my face in his hands so I have to look him in the eye.
"I sure as hell had something to do with it. It was my party Ryan! I'm at fault! " I shout as my nerves escalate quickly.
"Shh, shh, stop, it's not your fault." Ryan soothes as he pulls me to him and strokes my hair gently.
"You can't let what happen effect everything you do. Just because you go to a party doesn't mean anything is going to happen." Ryan tells me seriously as he pulls away.
"Yeah... Okay, your right, okay, I'm okay." I ramble as I nod my head.
"Would you like to dance?" Ryan asks in a posh tone as he lends me his arm.
"I would love to." I tell him as I thread my arm through his. We make our way done to the make-shift dance floor and get pushed in to a swarm of people. Some hip hop song is on that I start swaying my hips to the beat to. Ryan just sets his hands on my waist and pulls me close to him as I move. I gasp in shock but quickly respond by pressing closer to him. He presses his head in the crock of my neck as he presses closer. I try and try to get closer, but there is no closer. It's like he's my magnet. The song changes to one I actually know. Rock me by one direction. I turn so my back is pressing against his chest and keep moving to the beat. Ryan puts his hands on my waist so his arms snake around my body. I sigh in content as we move to the music. He keeps me pressed against him as I turn around to face him again. We are both breathing heavy as the song ends and turns to a different, slower song. Amnesia by 5 seconds of summer I smile as the song starts. Ryan and I change our position so that his hands are softly pressed to my waist and mine are linked behind his neck. He looks at me and smiles softly.
"What?" I ask him
"Your beautiful." He states simply which causes me to blush.
"Thank you" I tell him slightly embarrassed. I would deny it, but with Ryan I already know there isn't a point.
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
The song plays on as we sway to the beat softly. I sigh as I rest my head on Ryan's chest and close my eyes. I hear Ryan let out a shaky breath as he tightens his grip on me. I love having him with me. He's the only person who I feel truly safe with. I know I can trust him with anything, and I know he's always going to be here for me. I'm sure of it.
If today I woke up with you right beside me
like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face.
I open my eyes and look in to Ryan's eyes. He's already looking at me as if nothing else mattered. The song ends, but we stat just like this in the middle of the dance floor. I think of what Mya told me just a few days ago, and wonder if it's true.
" Your heart is on it's own course. One that's leading straight to Ryan"
Her voice rings through my head and I'm sure in that moment she was right. My heart lead me to Ryan, and there was no way it was going anywhere else.
"Come on" Ryan says in a low voice. "Let's go, I'll tell the others we're leaving. I want to show you something." Ryan says to me. "Wait for me in the car." And with that he was gone, A sudden coldness on my body were his touch left. I sigh and make my way to the car. The last time he told me that he took me to the willow tree. I could only wonder where we were going now...
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