I pretend to be busy,
Whever you'll talk to me I will leave you or pretend that you are not there.
Sometimes I would say,
I had a lot of things to do,
But it's just a lie.
You would be the first one to talk to me,
But I decided to disregard you.
I could see that you are upset,
But I think it's better this way.
I'm ignoring my feelings when you are around.
I feel lost without you.