Hello I am back sorry for being late well ye to mera hamesha ka dialogue ha I I know I know u all r waiting for me with many sharp objects , broom and sandals but surely u will drop ur all these wishes after reading the chapter well now no more bak bak and let's peep inside the story
I know it is boring and I had wrote something after so long...so forgive me
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Sun is rising in the East sun is shining brightly as if showing its some happiness birds are chirping happily a sound is heard it's of doorbell on going close its shown that it's flat no. 406 inside a girl is sitting on sofa her head bowed down she has face palmed herself her hairs messy she looked up hearing doorbell her eyes r red and puffy, cheeks have dried tear strains marks she immediately ran and open without bothering to even check for once from glassy in the door that who had came she directly open the door and on seeing person on door immediately hug the person tightly and starts crying person was shocked but also hug her back and try to calm her down by rubbing her hairs after sm time she stop crying but still weeping silently person broke the hug and see her state messy hairs red eyes and nose due to crying face drained by tears
Person (shocked seeing her like that)- TANYA what happened to u who made it this state tell me (no response)(he shakes her but no response she was weeping bowing her head down
He cups her face
Person- Tanu plss tell me what happened I am getting worried plss tell me....(interrupted)
Tanya angrily jerks his hand
Tanya (angrily)shouting- uuuuu u r the person who made my this state its u only
Sanskaar (shocked)- ta..Tanya what r u say... saying m..me
Tanya-(shouting) yessu the great sanskaar maheshwari ......do u even know what was my condition... what I have not done to find u .....whole office says u have left early today and I know y because u were behind swara ......I called u thousand times but ur mobile switch off swara's Mobile out of coverage area I call police they get ur car on deserted road in forest and tyre puncture at sm distance ur broken mobile and wallet was found with blo...blood stains and broken glasses of alcohol Bottle & ur watch... I ... I was scared like hell thinking about .....u..what I..if...sm... smithing .h..had happened to..u ..ma...many.. negative thoughts were coming in my mind(her voice choked because of crying)
Sanskaar immediately hug her and try to sooth her after sm time she stops crying
Sanskaar- shhh I am fine I am perfectly ok no need to worry look(but she didn't looked up and cont to hug him) Tanu look at me I am fine (but she nods In no still hugging him)(he forcefully broke the hug and hold her chin and made her look up and wipe her tears) see I am all ok (but she moves her face away) ok Baba I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry plss forgive me (holds his ears) see I have even hold my ears now playing talk to me...ok fine I am going to do sit-ups see
As he was about to do situps
Tanya- it's ok (he smiles)....but please never do this again my breath got stuck in my lungs thinking of loosing u (she hugged him crying) plss Sanskar I don't have any 1except u pls never leave me.. I.. I beg you
Sanskar immediately hug her and pat her hairs
Sanskaar- shhsh I am not going to leave u don't worry I will always be with u
He broke the hug and wipe her tears and cups her face and peck her forehead
After a moment
Tanya- sanskaar swara kaha hai vo bhi ka...kall se ghar nhi aayi hai p.pta nhi vo k..kha hogi v.vo thik to ..hogi na s..sanskaar..(San..sanskaar where is swara she also had not came from yesterday night ..do.. don't know where she is ...how she is..) (interrupted)
Sanskaar- shh don't worry she is alright ..swara (he moves aside and Tanya notice swara standing near door and smiling with tears in her eyes seeing her care for Sanskaar, Tanya goes to her)
Tanya - swara r u ok and where were u whole night and what happened to u (she asked seeing dirt on her clothes)
Swara- I am fine I was with sanskaar
Tanya-ohh(sighing happily)....wait u both together
Swara-umm wo actually....{interrupted}
Tanya- wait first u go and change see what condition u have made of urself
And then swara notice here from top to bottom ,her clothes fully covered with mud messy dirty hair and hands and face have mud on them ,broken sandal and handkerchief tied on injured leg
Seeing all this swara smiles sheepishly and moves to room to take bath and clean all that mess
Sanskar also starts to move but..
"Tu kaha ja rha hai"
"where r YOU going" said Tanya with questioning look on her face
"Change karne aur kaha"
"to change where else "
sanskar said getting confused
"No first tell me where were u all night and how come u and swara r together and I want to know each and every thing means everything" said Tanya with interrogating look while crossing her arms
"Okk listen actually......(Sanskar told her everything about Deepak and swara conversation then him following her , goons teasing her , their fight then swara getting. Injured in her leg their conversation her outburst his slapping her and at last their reunion)
Tanya was shocked listening all this
"WHATT....... this much happened in one night ....oh god"she said getting shocked that , that much had happened
"Tu thik to hai na tuje chot to nhi lagi zyada dard to nhi ho rha ...bol na "
" r u ok u didn't get injured right ..if u ? ...if it is paining much ..... speak na"
She said getting worried
"Shh shshhh relax I am fine no need to worry" he said holding Her by shoulders and trying to make her calm
"Sanskar what was the need of fighting with those goons u could have ran away with swara or u could have called the police what if they had done something to u , what if something would have happened to u ....I ...I would have died sanskar I would have died" Tanya said hugging him and crying
"Shhshh shut up don't u dare say anything like that u r my life Tanya never say anything like this" Sanskar said with tears in his eyes and patting her head
Swara was seeing all this from her rooms door she was having tears in her eyes
"Uhhh....uhhh " swara fake coughed to get sanya attention
SanYa broke the hug and turn towards swara
"Oh hello if ur hugging and crying session is over than both go and change ...... u both r looking like ghosts...... come-on fast ....move" said swara trying to lighten the mood
Both SanYa smiles slightly and move towards their respective rooms
After some time
Swara was sitting in her room closing her eyes and resting her head on head board her thought are broken by phone ring
Swara-- maa
Swara- haan ma Kaisi ho aap mom aur uttara Kaisi hai sab thik hai na Anuj ne apko pareshan to nhi kiya na ..ma bolo na.. Swara said everything in one breath
"yes mom how r u how is mom and uttara everything is ok right anuj didn't trouble u rit) mom speak up y r u silent" swara. Said everything in one breath
Sumi- shona...shona....shona calm down how many questions you will ask at once ..relax and how will i answer you wen u r speaking non stop
Swara bites her tounge hits her own forehead
Swara-oops sorry sorry..ok now tell me everything whatever happened behind me in all these 5 days
Sumi-okk listen nothing had happened everything is fine okk u tell me
Swara- ma I have an biggest good news for you....u know what me and sanskar are reunited u know he had forgave me I am very very very much happy ma..today I am the happiest person in the world I am on 9 th cloud I am very very very happy.......swara said shouting with excitement
"Whattt ........what did u said san....Sanskar ....(thinking some thing) shona u r fine na y r u talking like this ..shonaplss accept it beta Sanskar will not come back beta he's no more..".{interrupted}
said sumi getting shocked listening sanskar and getting worried for swara
"Maaaa don't say like that for my Sanskaar he is alright and is with me"
said Swara cutting sumis words in between
Sumi-Whatt ...what r u saying shona sanskar is with u (said sumi unbelievingly)
Swara-Yes maa yes my sanskar is with me and he is alright ma (said Swara getting overexcited)
Sumi-Shona what r u saying I am not understanding anything (said getting confused)
Swara- maa actually .....(and tell her everything about how she saw him in the party then her and sutanya plan , Deepak drama, and then their confrontation in forest)
Sumi-(shocked out of her wits) WHATTT oh my god ...I can't believe it ..its unbelievable
Swara-yaa ma ... and today I am very very happy
Sumi- yaa me too .. thank God sanskar is alright and u both together ....{thudddd}
Sumi turn around and find uttara standing there listening about sanskar being alright she get shocked and bf plate she had brought for sumi fell down
Uttara- (whisper getting shocked){sniffing} (smiling with tears) bh..Bhai .....Bhai thik ha ..wo..wo Swara bhabhi ke sath ha ...om my god I can't believe maaaa ...maaa (she runs out of the room shouting for sujata)
Swara- ma ma stop uttara and give phone to her
Sumi- but shona
Swara- maa pls stop her
Sumi-okk
And she runs out and see sujutt in hall
Sujata- uttara ke hua chori ese kahe cheekh rhi aur tu ro kyon rhi ha .(no response) chori bol na
{Uttara what happen girl ..y r u shouting like this and y r u crying (no response) dear speak up}
Uttara- maa vo..(cut)
Sumi- umm uttara come with me
Uttara- but aunty...{cutted}
Sumi- uttara come (drag her to her room )
Sujata was seeing everything confusingly and moves behind suttra
In room
Uttara- aunty y u didn't let me tell ma that..(cut)
Sumi- umm uttara even I don't know shona told me to do so ..u ask her she had asked to u talk to her (and gives her phone)
Uttara- haan (yes) bhabhi ...how's Bhai pls give him call I want to talk to him pls bhabhi pls
Swara-ok fine I will make u talk to him
Uttara-okk but bhabhi y u didn't let me tell maa about Bhai ...u don't know how much happy she will be after knowing about him wait let me call her..(cut)
Swara- uttara pls I don't want to talk to her at least not now
Uttara- but y bhabhi wat happen
Swara- uttara u know how I met sanskar
Uttara- umm no but tell na how do u find him
Swara- uttara...(and told her everything she told to sumi)
Uttara-(shocked) whattt u mean Bhai was doing drama and ma had knew about it
Swara-yaa and that's why I don't want to talk to her I am very much angry on her
Uttara- but bhabhi as u said now Bhai had given her his swear so what's her fault she was helpless so...{interrupted}
Swara-uttara now u pls don't become her lawyer and take her side
Uttara-okk baba fine ok bye and pls make sure Bhai call me asap
Swara-okk bye
She moves out of the room and ask Tanya
Swara-Tanya Sanskar had went to restaurant to get lunch did he come back
Tanya-umm swara he didn't come back he had called me just now that due to some urgent work he had went to office and had called me too so I was going der only
Swara-ok u go
Tanya-swara we will take our lunch in office and I will order for u ok bye
Swara-it's ok I myself will order for me u don't need worry bye
Tanya leaves
After an hour
R&K Industries.....
Swara reaches office as she do her attendance entry in computer receptionist call her
Receptionist- Mrs.swara u r coming in half day that to with out application so ur todays full day salary will be cutted and may be sir punish too
Swara sighed and nods and went to her table to work she had wanted to talk to Sanskar so he could talk to uttara and she herself wants to talk to him as they need to talk to mend themselves
It half an hour she had came to office but didn't get chance to meet sanskar he was really busy
She was going to her colleagues as she had a doubt when she reach outside sanskar's cabin
Swara (monologue)- I should check if Sanskar is free then I will talk to him
She goes to Sanskar's cabin and open the door and .....
She was shocked beyond limits her , tears brimmed in her wide eyes
She had wanted to speak but words were not coming out of her throat world was spinning around her
Every kind of emotion was sorrounding her anger, pain , betrayed, broken
She start feeling dizzy and in a blink of a second world for her stopped and darkness sorround her..........
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Aahhh " she winced getting her consciousness and trying to open her heavy eyes her head was hurting like hell
"Swara are you ok , how are you feeling now " asked Tanya with concern
She slowly opened her eyes , which was getting heavy may be due to the medicine
Tanya- are you ok
Swara nodes, she tries to sit
Tanya make her sit properly and give her water
Tanya- what Swara how did you faint even doctor was confused Swara please don't take any kind of stress everything will be fine
Listening her Swara remembered what she saw , her face become straight....
She asked her dryly
Swara- Sanskar Kahan hai
Tanya- Sanskar is in his room but why.....
She didn't let her complete and left to meet him
She enter the room without even knocking and close the door with the thud he looked at her at the sound of door
He was surprised by her sudden appearance
Sanskar- Swara , what are you doing here you should be taking rest
Swara- (sarcastic tone)how I would be resting Mr.Maheshwari when my mind is restless
Listening her tone he felt hurt he never her calling him like that and she Knows that too..
Sanskar- what's the matter Swara
Swara-(mocking) what's the matter , you have made my whole life a joke Sanskar (holds is coller ) what do you think you will do whatever you want and I will not get to know and I won't do anything , no Mr. Maheshwari no hell no, I won't let you do anything..
He gets shocked listening her he wasn't getting what all she is saying in morning she was so happy and now accusing him
Sanskar- what are you saying Swara I am getting you
Swara- don't act Sanskar you very well know what I am talking about you are thinking of leaving me but I won't let you do that
Sanskar- what the hell Swara, what rubbish you are speaking , do even you have any idea what you are saying
Swara- Its not a rubbish it's all truth which you are hiding from me
Sanskar- enough Swara I am getting anything, will you please cut the crap
Swara- (angrily shouting) okk act , act as much as you want, I am talking about you and your so called plan Mr. Maheshwari
I heard what all you said in the office to dada, you want to go away from me, you want to get rid of me why Sanskar why , didn't I loved you enough if you don't love me now...
Sanskar was shocked listening her but what she said next angered him
Swara- or if now you don't trust me enough that I lived alone all those months or you get bore from me or I couldn't satisfy you that you.....
Her words were cut off due to the hard slap she received from Sanskar
She hold her cheek it was burning due to the intensity of slap she saw his eyes were red with anger
He angrily hold her arm and pull her towards himself he was holding her arm tightly that his fingers were digger in her arm
Sanskar-(dangerously) don't you dare to say that again , don't you dare to give name of lust to my love or it won't be good for you , mark my words
He pushed her away and left from there
Now she realized what blunder she did in her anger she didn't realised what all she is saying when she herself Know very well that how much Sanskar loves but she couldn't control her anger remembering all that and she threw up all her anger on him , tears brimmed in her eyes she was cursing herself for saying all that but still what all she saw in office came in her mind.....
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"Don't you think you are taking the decision in haste I mean...."
Sanskar- no Suraj there is no rush I should have done that long ago
Suraj - but Sanskar divorce you should at least think about her what she will go through when sh will get to know about it she will be broken...
Sanskar- I Know but there is no other way I am fed up from this relation I just want to end then Everyone will be happy this is best stop worrying
Suraj- Sanskar she is my sister how can I not worry
Sanskar- I love her too Suraj and it's for her betterment only she will be happy after getting free from this relation
Suraj- Sanskar I think you should give it a time think wisely she loves...
Sanskar- I know Suraj I know everything but I can't endure all this drama in our lives anymore our lives had become a big mess and now nothing is remaining in this relation already separated from five months , now I just want to end everything
Suraj- fine as your wish I just hope nothing will go wrong after this but how will you make her agree will she sign...
Sanskar- I will make her sign the documents she trusts me very much and will sign them without noticing..
He start going out
Suraj- where are you going
"I am going to Swara to get her signature for..."
Swara was left shocked that he is planning to divorce her by taking her signature secretly now he don't want her anymore he wants to end everything she saw paper in his hand and could see they were some papers and Swara Maheshwari written at one side for her signature
This broke her she was already stressed with happenings in her life and now all this she start feeling dizzy and falls down .....
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Tears we're flowing from her eyes remembering all that how could he think of leaving her no she will fight for her love no matter what she won't divorce him
Swara moves out to find Sanskar she comes to the balcony and see him sitting there on swing
Swara- Sanskar
He opens his eyes only to see her standing there weeping
Swara- Sanskar (she was about to place her hand on his shoulder when jerks her hand away
Sanskar- (angrily) don't you dare to come near me otherwise you will blame me for taking your advantage
She gets shocked and hurt listening him she tried to talk to him
Swara-(crying) San... Sanskar please don't say like this......
Sanskar- what happened you felt hurt (she looks at him ) you also said this only right but did you thought about me, I was also hurt but who cares
He said with hurt filled voice
Swara- San... Sanskar I am sor....(interrupted)
Sanskar- sorry please forgive I know Swara you are going to say that only but now I am habitual to iyour mistrust , your allegations , baseless accusations I am habitual to it now , it's nothing new to me
She was crying listening him now realising how much she hurted him
Swara- I am sorry Sanskar I am really sorry I said all that to you in anger knowing that you are going to divorce me so in anger I .....she couldn't complete and start crying
Sanskar-(shocked) divorce and who told you this
Swara- today I heard you and dada talking about ou...our divorce that's why I had fainted
He was shocked listening her
Sanskar- Swara that was....well why should I always justify myself no I don't want to say anything but It hurts me Swara although I have become used to it I know it has become your habit to first accuse me then ask forgiveness but still I can't take it Swara I can't
Swara- sans ... Sanskar it's not like that you are thinking me wrong it's just ....
Sanskar- what Swara just what I am fed from your mistrust your allegations Everytime every damn time I am the one who have to bear your hatered why Swara why you hate me so much...she gets shocked listening him
Swara- no Sanskar you are misunderstanding me I don't hate you I love you Sanskar I really do it's just.. (tries to cup his face but he jerks her hands )
Sanskar-(shouts) it's just what Swara it's just what am I nothing to you Swara why Swara why when I love you this much I am always with you whenever you need me why you can't do this much for me I only asked your support & trust was that too much to ask that you couldn't give me was it so easy for you to leave me when I needed you the most I was all alone Swara all alone no one was with not even my own sister and father my mom was there but she was also a silent spectator no damn person was with me when I needed them the most not even my wife who once promised me to always be with me no matter what , you left me there for dying I was Dying Swara your accusations were killing me.. every next day I used to hope that may be taday my Swara will come and will comfort me she will tell me that don't worry Sanskar everything will be fine I AM WITH YOU , I was Dying to listen this mere four words that you are with me someone is there for me I am not alone in this world, it wasn't big deal for me to endure hatered of my family because I had seen it before but you I expected you to be with me but you were also like others for whom It's me who is always at fault I am the person who do everything wrong every person have some need Swara so me, I was in need of you support & trust but you couldn't do that for me I had only wanted little trust in return of my love but yo couldn't give that also you think about everyone Swara but I am not in your list of loved ones where were you Swara when I was craving for your embrace your love where your faith had gone at that time... Congratulations Mrs. Swara Maheshwari you get successful in doing which no one can do till now
You broke me Swara you broke me
Congratulations goo go and celebrate your Victory today you won and this Sanskar Maheshwari loose in front of you in both relations and life , I loose Swara I loose that to badly you broke like no one can ever did that is beyond repair your motive is completed (shouts) THIS SANSKAR MAHESHWARI LOOSE HIMSELF TO HIS WIFE......now everything is over Swara you got what you had wanted to see me crying to see me broken see Swara today I am crying in front of you like there is no end today I broken too...(joins his hands)(shouting while crying) nowww please go awayyyy Swara go away I can't live seeing you in front me, it kills me every moment now I want to end this trust less relation now there is no means of being together...
Swara looks at him horrified
He comes to her and wipes her Vermillion and snatched her mangalsutra
She gets shocked
He falls down on his knees
Sanskar- (joining his hand) please Swara please go away from my life goooo let me live peacefully please leave meeeeee (shouts) leave me Swara (sniffing and crying) I bet you Swara I beg you chali jao Meri Zindagi see hamesha hamesha ke liye
Swara was standing there shocked seeing her love her support in this condition her confidence broke seeing him broken and reason was no one else but she , her distrust on him , she never knew she hurted him this much that he had lost his hope for living he just wants to go and close shut himself in a catacomb where no one reach him not even anyone's shadow
She looks down on the floor at the beads of her broken mangalsutra...
She break down seeing his condition falls on her knees crying............
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I am really Sorry if it didn't reach your expectations please forgive me and tell me if something is lacking I am really sorry for that
I am really sorry for being late but I was busy in my exams
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