[ambw]
Jeonghoon has been working as hard as he possibly could on Show Me The Money, you missed spending time with him, but you were still supportive.
He had a dream and he was chasing it and you promised to be there by his side through it all.
You couldn't be any more proud of your boyfriend and his success so far.
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You pulled up outside of his studio with his favorite dish that you cook.
Since he hasn't been around often and you don't get to talk to each other much, you figured you would cook his favorite meal and surprise him at the studio.
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You opened the door and saw him busy recording.
You admired him so much.
He was just too handsome, especially in the studio.
You sat the food down on a table, then walked up and stood by the producer as Jeonghoon as immersed into his rapping.
'Wow, it sounds so good.', you spoke lowly.
'Right?', he agreed.
You started dancing to the beat of the song.
Jeonghoon looked up and saw you dancing which he was shocked to see you there, but then he smiled as he was happy to see you.
You made eye contact with him and waved at him with a smile.
Eventually, the song came to an end and he came out the recording area to go and greet you.
'Hey, baby. What are you doing here?', he approached you with a hug.
'Do I need an excuse to come see my boy?', you hugged him back.
'Of course not.', he kissed you.
'I'll leave you two alone.', the producer began walking out.
'Please, take some with you.', you offered him some food.
'Oh, thank you.'
You handed him a little bit of food to take with him and he left.
'Why are you so nice?'
'I try to be.', you shrugged, 'Come on, let's eat.'
'What did you bring?'
You sat down next to Jeonghoon and opened the bag.
You showed him and named off all the foods you cooked for him.
He smiled as you placed the food before him.
'Why are you smiling like that?'
'You cooked all my favorites. Thank you, baby.', he was happy, 'Wow, I'm so lucky to have you.'
It was just the little things you did for him that made him smile and kept him so happy.
'So, how are you? I haven't seen in like, what, 2 weeks.', you started digging in.
'I could be better. The show's fun, but also very stressful at times.'
'I understand that, but you've got this. Do your best, put your all into it. I'll always be cheering you on no matter what.', you smiled.
'Thank you, baby. I appreciate that.'
'Of course, I'm your girlfriend and even if I wasn't I'd still be your biggest supporter. You're a great rapper, Jeonghoon. I wish I was as talented as you.', you laughed.
'I cannot thank you enough for being by my side all this time. Even when rarely have time to talk or see each other, you're still here. Most girls would've left by now.'
'I guess I'm not most girls.'
'No, you're not.', he continued to eat.
'What kind of idiot would I be to leave your side? I knew what I was signing up for when I agreed to be your girlfriend. I try not to complain.', you sipped your drink.
'What do you mean?'
'It's nothing...', you didn't want to trouble him anymore than he already is.
'Come on, baby. Talk to me.'
'No, you're already stressed with the show, I can't-'
'You're stressing me out by not talking to me. Just talk to me, please.'
'But today is supposed to be about you relaxing and calming down from all the tension.'
'Talk to me.', he said gently, but also stern.
You sighed and gave in.
'I didn't want to tell you, but I miss you so much. I feel so lonely without you. I haven't come home to you in forever. No one's there to hug me and kiss me when I come in the door. I hate eating without you. It's so lonely sleeping in a cold bed without you. There's no one there to talk with me until I fall asleep. I hate it. You know I'm a big crybaby and I end up crying sometimes at night waiting for you to come back home.'
'Have you hid these feelings before other times when we can't see each other?'
You nodded.
'Why do you hid these feelings?'
'I didn't want to tell because I don't want you to be angry.'
'Why would I be angry? I want you to talk to me about your feelings.'
'I don't know. I'm scared it might lead to an argument if I tell you. I shouldn't complain since you're just doing your job.'
'No, it would never lead to an argument. I want you to tell me how you're feeling. I'm your boyfriend, I care about you and your feelings.'
'I know, I just don't want to worry, especially now since you're really busy with the show and everything.'
'Baby, look. Even if I am busy, I will always try to make time to check up on you and to see how you're doing. Even if, it isn't that long of a conversation, I still want to know how you are and what you did. Please, don't hide your feelings from me.'
'I'm sorry you felt like you couldn't tell me. I'm sorry that you have been feeling this way without me. I miss you too, babygirl.', he kissed you and looked in your eyes, 'This will be over sooner than you know it and I'll be back home and you'll be back in my arms.'
'I'm sorry...'
'Don't apologize. Don't apologize.'
'I came here to cheer you up, but I just dropped the mood.', you laughed, shyly.
'I'm glad you told me, anyway.', he smiled, 'Now, why don't we lift the mood a bit, huh?'
You nodded with a smile.
He turned on some music and started dancing a little bit.
You couldn't resist and had to join him.
Next thing you knew, the both of you were laughing, rapping, singing, and dancing like nothing just happened.
You both took this moment to just enjoy each other's presences before you had to leave.
'Thank you for coming, Y/N. I'm so happy you came to surprise me.'
'I knew you had to be stressed. What else am I supposed to do as your girlfriend?'
Gosh, you made that man so happy.
He could not stop smiling around you.