Hale
Sky's hands ran underneath my jacket and I moved my shoulders to shrug out of it. My brain had switched to one simple thought: get both of us naked as soon as physically possible. I kicked off my shoes as Sky did the same, our lips never leaving each other's for long.
Something in my mind could recognize that I was much too starved for this to stop it, and Sky was too heartbroken to care who he was kissing. No, Sky just wanted to forget. He's never had an interest in me before tonight, no matter how hard I pined after him. I needed to accept that it would never change. I would remember all of this tomorrow and feel like shit yet again. It was a real cycle for me by this time. Me thinking that we stood a real chance at starting a relationship. Me being one step away from admitting to the man that I'd loved him for as long as I'd known what love is. And then the real world inevitably stepped in.
Sky tugged at the hem of my shirt and I was happy to oblige. I tugged the piece of fabric over my head and tossed it off of the bed. Sky sucked in a breath as he stared at my bare chest. He ran his hands over the hard muscles and moaned in response. My cock hardened and I grinned devilishly.
"You know, I'm becoming very uncomfortable in these jeans," I breathed out.
Sky arched up to grind himself against me. "Then take them off," he whispered into my ear. I sat back, still straddling Sky's narrow hips, and unbuttoned my jeans with his hungry eyes on me and his warm hands running up and down my sides. I got off of the bed and undressed in record time.
"Awfully presumptuous of you," Sky said as my naked body pressed him into the soft fabric of the bed. I went to kiss him again, but he placed a finger over my lips. "Undress me first, Lover Boy."
I was more than happy to follow his command. His jacket was the first to go. I kissed every bit of naked skin as I exposed it.
This was every erotic fantasy that I'd ever had. I wasn't even sure if it was reality at this point. After Monique, I'd lost all hope. Before her, he had been single for three years and I was one day away from admitting my feelings. Actually, not even that far. I'd taken him to a club, just like tonight. I'd bought him a few drinks even though I knew he was a lightweight, just like tonight. I'd taken him out on the dancefloor, just like tonight.
I'd also left him alone to go to the bathroom for just a minute, but unlike tonight, he hadn't come to look for me. When I'd found him again, he'd told me how absolutely in love he was with this girl that he had just met, Monique. My heart had shattered as he told me what a great friend I was for forcing him to get out of the house.
Sky's shirt came off next and landed in a heap on the floor. I groaned at the smooth skin of his pecs underneath my fingertips. I took one of his nipples into my mouth. Sky moaned at the contact. I chuckled and sucked harder as I twirled the tip with my tongue.
"Pants, Hale! Take them off before I come in my pants like I'm a damn teenager again," Sky managed to ground out just before I could start on his other nipple. I chuckled as I undid his button, pulled down his zipper and all but ripped off his pants. His briefs were the last piece of clothing left. I smiled wickedly.
I crawled back up the bed until I could lower my mouth over his groin. I blew my hot breath over the bulge in the fabric. Sky smothered a shout and my hands flew up to keep him down when he arched his back. I glanced at his face and saw his glazed eyes watching my actions hungrily. A wicked smile spread across my lips as I slipped my hands into his underwear. I took my time removing the last piece of fabric that seperated us, my hands sliding over as much skin as I possibly could.
My lips met his again as we ground our naked shafts together. I moaned into his mouth. His arms that were around my neck tightened until there was barely any space left between us. My arms were around his waist and I tried my very best to pull him even closer. I was just about to ask him if we could go further when I realised that the supplies of the club were in the dresser against the wall. I dropped my head onto his chest in defeat.
"What?" he asked. I gestured helplessly to the dresser. He smiled, then chuckled and finally burst out laughing. His laugh was contagious and I was still thinking about how much I'd love to hear it every single day for the rest of my life when I retuned to the bed with the lube and condoms.
"You know how to do this?" I asked. He bit his lip and nodded. I tried to hide my shock. Where had he learned to have sex with a man? Who had taught him that? It should have been me. I wanted to do it all with him. "You want to do this?"
"Oh, yeah. You're not getting out now," he replied, trying to sound stern, but ruining it by smiling. Suddenly, he sobered. "I've watched videos and read about it, but I've never..."
I shook my head and smiled. Angelic Sky Clarkson watching gay porn in his free time. You really don't know people half as well as you think you do. "Top or bottom?"
"I need you inside me, Hale," he breathed out, his cheeks tinting pink.
I was surprised by his choice. A macho guy like him should not have admitted to wanting that so easily. At least that's how it's always been in my experience with guys."Are you sure? I could-" I was cut off when he pulled my down and kissed me. He met my eyes and nodded. I could see both determination and desire clear on his face. "Bottom it is," I murmured as I slipped one lube-slicked finger inside him. He tensed up immediately and I kissed every inch of his skin that I could reach in an attempt to make him forget his discomfort. I slipped another finger into him as I left a trail of kisses along his jaw. I took my time to prepare him properly. I didn't want his first time to hurt. "Pull up your legs." Sky obeyed almost instantly. "Hold them there," I told him while mentally prepping myself for this moment.
Finally, I rolled the condom on, slicked it up and placed my tip at his entrance. He tensed again and I placed my hand on his chest. "Relax," I breathed and pushed past the ring of muscle as soon as he let me.
He moaned and I froze. "It's good," he assured me. "Keep going." That was the only invitation I needed and I pushed forward torturously slow until I finally bottomed out. Sky smiled at me and pushed his thighs together, hugging my body to his.
Nothing had ever felt as good as that moment. I slowly started moving after getting the okay from him. Sky was a moaning mess and my chest swelled. I had brought this to him. It's me who made my man feel so incredible. Wait, no. He wasn't my man. He was my best friend who would realise his mistake tomorrow and then never talk to me again. My stomach clanched painfully and my rhythm faltered.
I forced myself to push those thoughts out of my mind as I sped up my thrusts at Sky's insistence. I introduced him to his prostate and he groaned in pleasure. I grinned and hit it over and over again until he could barely make a sound anymore. His cock was trapped between our bodies. I shifted to wrap my fingers around him and it took mere minutes before I could feel his body tightening around me as his orgasm hit. He moaned my name as he spilled between our bodies. I took it as a good sign that he at least knew who he was with.
Seeing him writhing underneath me was the most glorious thing that I've ever witnessed. It was what finally drove me over the edge and I knew that the image was forever imprinted in my brain. It would definitely be my companion through lonely showers in the future. I slammed into him again and again until I was done. A feeling of total bliss settled over me. Even if it was just for one night, I would grab onto it with everything in me. It took me a moment, but I finally convinced my brain to move my heavy limbs from their position and pulled out to flop down on the bed next to Sky.
We lay there, panting and unmoving in total silence, until I forced myself to get out of the bed, throw the condom away and grab the wetwipes from the dresser to clean up with. Why the hell did they put the supplies so far from the bed, anyway? I decided on an answer as I walked back to the bed. To torture, that's why.
I cleaned Sky off in silence and then did the same for myself. He was watching my every move, but he didn't comment on anything and I honestly didn't know what to say. Thanks for the sex, bro. I'll see you tomorrow, just didn't seem to cut it. Maybe the more expected one, that was glorious, no homo, though. I'd heard them all while searching for someone to fill the Sky shaped hole in my heart.
I started gathering our clothes after disposing of the wipes. I dumped all of it on the bed. Suddenly, Sky sat up. "What are you doing?" he asked.
"Getting dressed and going home."
I saw his face fall at my clipped tone, but I couldn't sit around and wait for him to sober up before I made my break. My heart just wouldn't be able to handle it. I knew what I'd see in his eyes, but I'd wanted it too bad to stop. He collected his clothes and scrambled to put them on as I checked the room before I unlocked the door and stepped into the hallway with Sky on my heels.
He walked past me and I saw the tag of his shirt sticking out. My hands itched to tuck it back in, but I didn't think it would be a welcome gesture.
We made it to the parking lot in one piece and I unlocked the car and slid into the driver's seat. Sky shifted around uncomfortably in his seat and I knew that his ass must be hurting. I longed to run my hand through his hair and tell him that I'll draw him a bath at home. Reassure him in every way possible. But it wasn't home. It was Sky's place that was so fancy that I didn't even know how half of the stuff worked and his damn shower still confused me after all these years.
We lived seperate lives and I had to learn to accept that. This was a one time thing that we should never talk about again. My heart gave an uncomfortable twist at that thought as I pulled into the apartment building's underground parking lot. I didn't look at Sky as he opened the door and got out. I couldn't. I would only want to kiss him again and never let him go. And that was definitely one of the things that would be met with hostility after what just happened. Sky was straight. He might be curious, but he'd never shown an interest in men before tonight. Well, except for the gay porn... No. I shouldn't get my hopes up again.
Sky paused outside the car. I could see his jaw working and could practically hear the gears in his head turning. He leaned down to look at me. "You're being an asshole, Hale. I don't know what your problem is and my head hurts too much to figure it out. I enjoyed tonight and I don't regret it. Whatever you're thinking right now, talk to me and we'll deal with it." Sky waited silently for my response. I couldn't think of something to say, though. Surely he'd wake up tomorrow and it would all come crashing down on him. Before I could respond, Sky's face twisted in a scowl and he slammed the door so hard that the entire car shook.
His long legs ate up the distance to the building. I watched until Sky disappeared safely behind the glass doors leading to the elevator. I banged my head against the top of the steering wheel a few times. "Fuck my life!" I screamed at the top op my lungs.