Normal pov.
I took a deep breath than exhaled Than continued " Jungkook If you want to have kids....I'd be happy to have some" he smiled at me and I smiled back
"I'm happy to hear that" he hugged me and I lightly hugged back " now what's the second thing?"he lightly asked
"....before I tell you the second thing I just wanna say I'm sorry for getting mad at you for basically nothing it's just....I'm scared and insecure....I feel lonely sometimes when I'm even in public sometimes I feel like I'm drowning....just I'm sorry" I Said looking at the ground
He didn't say anything he held me tighter
"Now the second thing I want to tell you is that......I'm going back to college but I'm taking a different course"
"Y/n you can't it's to dang-"
"Jungkook I already told you I'm going back no matter what you say" I Said with a hint of annoyance
"I know but still!"
"Either you help me or not but I'm going back I don't want to just be in a mafia for the rest of my fucking life I have goals!!!!" I yelled
"Well I'm trying to protect you!!!!" He yelled back
"You should already know that I don't always need you to protect me!!!!" I yelled
We stud there looking at each other in complete annoyance and anger
Third person and downstairs-
"Well their pissed at each other" Jin Said
"Twenty bucks their gonna fuck" yoongi Said
"Forty bucks their gonna fuck and she'll end up pregnant" Mina shot back
"....Deal" they shook hands
ten minutes later-
"Shit!!" Mina raised her voice and passed the twenty to yoongi "you're lucky I had money on me but we have to wait and see if I get double what you have back" she smiled
( I don't feel like writing smut)
"Yup" yoongi Said and fell back to sleep
"Wait...." jimin Said
"What?" Mina asked
"Weren't they in my room?" Jimin asked
"O shit yeah they were!!!!" BB laughed
Two hours later and normal pov.
As Jungkook slept I got up and grabbed a suitcase
'I don't wanna do this but I'm gonna have too'
I started packing some of my stuff
As I made my way down the stairs everyone sat in the living room
"You told them yes?" I asked the girls
"Yup" Maya said
Yoongi got up and hugged me
"I'm gonna miss you little sis" he mumbled
"O stop it I'm just gonna be gone for five months chill out" I smiled at my family
"But we're still going to miss you" Jin Said and hugged me
"Did you tell Jungkook?" Hope asked
"I told him I'm going back to college but I didn't tell him that I'm leaving tonight" I sheepishly Said
"Hey don't worry about it we'll tell him" Tae Said
"Be careful okay" jimin Said
"I will" I smiled
"Now go it's getting late it's legit nine" RM Said
"Okay" we did a final group hug than me and the girls left
The next day and Jungkook's pov.
As I woke up to coldness not the usual warmth
I turned over to get warmth from Y/n but she wasn't their
I got up and looked around
'That's weird usually she sleeps in and I wake up first....basically everyday' I ran downstairs to see all the boys in the dinning room looking lifeless
"Where's Y/n?!" I Said a little panicked
They guys stayed quiet
"Guys you're scaring me!!" I started to pace around
"Jungkook!" Yoongi got my attention " as her brother I guess I should tell you...." I nodded for him to continue " she left last night to go to college" my eyes widened
"Why didn't she wake me up?!!!" I screamed
"Because how you're acting right now Kook" Jin Said
"When will she be back?" I asked more calmly
"She won't be back for a few months" Jimin Said softly "....five months...."
"But we're supposed to get married"
"She said you guys are still getting married on the same date but after getting married she'll go back to the campus and finish up than come back" Hope Said
I signed and fell back on the couch
"Do you know what she's going for?" I Said
All the guy shrugged except yoongi
"Teaching" yoongi Said
Everyone looked at yoongi in confusion
"How do you know that?!" Tae asked
"Siblings" yoongi shrugged
Normal pov.
I woke up to Mina and Maya yelling and screaming at each other
"Shut up before I sew your lips shut!!!!" I yelled
They stopped and looked at me
"Sorry" they said in unison
I got up and looked around to see we were close to the college
I put my earbuds back in that fell out while I was sleeping
As I choose a song I looked out the window
'Am I doing the right thing?'
'I legit left while he was sleeping....' I shook my head and looked at my lap
'Stop it I'm doing the right thing' I looked at the time on my phone
'He's awake right now he woke up about three minutes ago' I looked outside again to see us pull into the college
Since we're here I took out my earbuds
"Hey you okay?" Mina asked as Maya parked the car
"Yeah I'm fine just thinking" I looked around
"May I asked what you're thinking about?" Mina asked as Maya put the car in park and looked back at me
"....I noticed that Jungkook woke up a few minutes ago...." I shrugged
"Did you text him or did one of the boys tell you?!" Maya asked
"No"
"Than how do you know?"
"......I know everything about him I know his schedule I know his facial expression his body language" I looked down at my lap
"What?!"
"It's like a mother with a new baby mother's learn the baby's schedule and they learn what they want by how they're acting....I've been with them for almost a year now so I know him to the core" I ran my fingers threw my hair in slight flushrsation
"Hey that's a good thing babes but try to be happy remember you're doing this for you so think happy thoughts" Maya rubbed my leg in reassurance
"Yeah like that one time when we went to a football game and a football player slapped your ass and you turned towards him and said you'd chop his dick off and force it so far up his ass that he'd be fucking himself while holding his grandchildren" Mina laughed at the memory
"Shit I remember that!!!!" I fell back laughing
"That was one of my favorite things you said in high school!!" Maya laughed
Four hours later-
I looked around my room and smiled
'And it begins' I fell back and sighed
( here's some ideas of what it could look like)
I got up and started to get ready for bed
'And tomorrow it begins'
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End of chapter 38
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