Breaking Apart
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“ 1 Year Later ”
Y/n's POV:
Every thing went fast after the wedding my cousin namjoon and Taehyung just announced that they have a company and it's getting bigger by the time passes. Jimin and J-hope have been an Idol and of course it's because of the help of suga they were now famous and they're schedule is always fully packed that's why we have a limited time to hangout and Jin Oppa?. His actually the new CEO of our company dad already retired and passed it on my brother he's also always busy and he always come home late so can't even hangout with him I miss them so much but of course because of the work we don't have much time :( ..........
..... And me and jungkook we always fight but we always have a solution and end our fight always we were okay......
but when the time passes he became busy and because he's the new CEO of their company too but something is strange with him his always ignoring me and also he always Dodge my hugs and kisses he always shout at me which is very unusual but he always says that he's tired and left me alone but I hope that this doesn't what I think I don't want my biggest fear to come I don't want him to....
“ CHEAT ON ME ”
My thoughts have been cancelled because of jungkook shouting my name downstairs
Jungkook: Y/n!!!! I'm going now get down here
Y/n: Coming!!!
Jungkook: Y/n I need to go now and I will be late so don't wait for me*cold tone
Y/n: Okey don't stress yourself too much okey bye and I love you!!!
Jungkook: Okey bye*left the house*
Y/n's thought: I'm getting suspicious I need to follow him
After that I go to my car fast and said to the maid that i will go outside for a minute
When I was following jungkook's car he's going in the wrong way and I'm getting nervous minute by minute he suddenly stopped at the front of a house and the next thing I knew I regretted following him it's like my world collapsed at the sight that I see I quickly go inside my car and drove at my special place. the place that I didn't know that I will come back again while I was driving to my so called special place I was crying because I still can't believe that he can broke the promise and that he can broke my heart I sobbed really hard with that thought that stick on my head so I tried to keep my self together because I'm still on the road
*Time skip at my special place*
While I was walking by the forest I can see the days when I was suffering the days that I didn't know that will come back. Actually when I was still in America kids there always bully me because of my English they always laugh at me and sometimes hurt me that's why my parents send me back here and when I came back I run away from our house and started to go here I always cut my self here and always talk to my self here yes I've been psychotic and my parents help me to over come that and I don't know that it will come back.
I'm sitting here in the place when I always seat when I was a psychotic girl I looked around me and started to cry and shout I still can't believe that my only love hurted me so much I still can't believe that he
“ Kissed another girl ”
That scene kept lingering in my head I can't take it anymore so I stand up and started to walk on the tree we're I burried the “Things” that I never knew that I will use again
I started to dig down and find the box that I burried here and found the cutter that is still sharp I suddenly smiled and grabbed it
A/n: the following scene will have cuttings and abusive scene if you can't read something like this I recommend you to skip this part when you see this sign “~” it means the cuttings and abusive scene have ended so pls skip this part if your sensitive in a thing like this
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I put the cutter on my wrist and started cutting my self I started to laugh and smile while I see blood coming out of my wrist.
* Y/n's thought: I think I cut it to deep*
I just laugh and don't feel any pain I feel numb my body feels nothing but there's something that still hurts my heart it hurts a lot I feel like crying again it's not because of the pain on my wrist but it's the pain in my heart I can't really take this anymore I stopped cutting my self and started to choke my self I don't know but I wanted to disappear I want to end this feeling I want to end this pain in my heart but I remember something that making me stop doing this.......
I remember my family and friends and of course jungkook i need to stay with them I need to fight for them I stand up and wipe all the tears in my eyes and headed to my car
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*Time skip at the house*
I opened the door and enters I see all of our maids staring at me they looked worried and somewhat terrified so I asked them
Y/n: is anything wrong about me?
Maid: ummmm mam your wrist it's full o-of b-blo-blood
I looked at my wrist and remember that I cut my self what the heck I just forgot it.... I looked at them awkwardly and find an excuse and the next thing I did is the most dumbest excuse I ever did
Y/n: ohh this I accidentally cut my self hehhehe*smiles awkwardly
Maid: mam next time pls find a better excuse let me help you bandage that
Y/n: *I looked at her and she's serious right now so I just shut my mouth and let her bandage my wrist*
When She's finally done at bandaging my wrist she asked me to stay and asked me something
Maid: Mam what happened tell me the truth*serious tone
A/n: actually the maid that's asking
y/n is there old maid she have been their maid since y/n have been psychotic her mother assigned the maid to y/n so she can look after her at all times now back to the story
Y/n: Pls don't tell this to mom
Maid: So you don't want me to tell your mom that your back to your old self?*looked at you worried with her eyes getting teary
Y/n: Yeah it's like that*looked down eyes getting teary too
Maid: Mam why are you doing this again*worried
Y/n: it's something complicated*weak smile
Maid: Mam pls tell me if you need someone to talk to I'm always here by your side*hugged you
Y/n: Thanks you Soo much*hugs back while crying
Maid: pls don't cry I'm here*hug's more tightly
Y/n: I need to go now and thanks for helping me bandage this*broke the hug
Maid: Welcome mam*smile
Y/n: If jungkook come home pls tell him I'm already sleeping okay?
Maid: Yes mam*bow
After that I go up stairs and headed to our bedroom I sat down on the bed and looked at my wedding ring and remember something this wedding ring is our promise to each other and once we broke it something will happen that we will regret forever and we can't fix it ever again I recall what the salesman told to us that day we even promise each other that we will never leave each other but I think it's gonna be broken ohh right promises are always meant to be broken I smile weakly and started to cry until I felt sleepy and the next thing I knew everything went black I think I'm really tired even my heart it's really tired I think this is the start of my suffering....
*Time Skip Morning*
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A/n: hello guys I'm back with an another chapter hope you like it💜😊 and I'm Soo sorry because I took so long to update 😥😥 I'm really sorry!!! I'm busy lately because our exam is on Monday and I need to study well but I will try to update you guys even once a week so hope you wait for the next chapter love you guys and don't forget to give this a vote!!!!
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