This was my year
Funny, how in a short period of time someone can go from being pure, innocent, clean to dirty, slutty & easy. I had my first kiss in December but that's not what I was referring to. One night I met this guy at my cheer game his name? Alex.
We talked, texted, and spoke. All that was ever really spoken was about sex. Nothing else.
I wanted to lose it.
I was losing myself I didn't know who I was;
I couldn't see or help myself . I was lost and I knew it.
January 25th
How fun? Very. I knew I was into it; very into it but just not with him.
I told you I'm crazy and wild.