after minutes of tossing and turning, chan finally decided to wake up even if he didn't want to. he felt his head hurt, so bad. this is the moment he starts to regret his life decisions. why did he even drink alcohol last night? and his parents are even there. he'll probably get some scoldings and an hour of homily from his dad.
❝you're finally awake.❞
furrowing his brows, chan wondered when his pillow learned how to talk. his eyes went to his door and there was no one there. a ghost maybe? it's too early in the morning, chan doesn't want to think about ghosts.
❝hey.❞
chan turned his body around and had his eyes widened after seeing a familiar face, smiling at him. ❝what the heck are you doing here!?❞
the older yawned, sitting up and making the covers slide down to his lap. he was shirtless, making chan check himself in just a flash. he was wearing an oversized shirt and just boxers on. he panicked for a second there, thinking that he had no boxers on as the shirt he was wearing reached down above his knee. but even though he was covered, he still couldn't help but think that he wad taken advantage off.
❝how did you get here?!❞ chan's lips quivered, not really knowing what happened but he was scared.
jiro decided to play for a while, hovering over the scared boy. ❝you don't remember?❞
❝aren't you supposed to be in china right now?❞ the younger buried the back of his head even deeper down the bed when jiro was leaning forward.
❝why be in china when..❞ from chan's eyes, jiro went to look at chan's lips and couldn't help but lick his own dry lips. already wanting to taste those lips of the younger that's being trapped. ❝i can be with you here?❞
❝w-what?❞ chan pressed his lips into a tight line. he couldn't remember a thing last night. who knows what they could have done.
jiro started to lean down, ❝chan.❞
❝did we do it?❞ he was drunk last night. jiro would have known better and not take advantage of him. ❝last night?❞
but what he did not know was they confessed last night. last night was one of the best nights jiro had. not because of the heated kiss they had, although he loved it and wants to kiss chan again like that, but because he finally said it to chan. he finally told him that he loved him. and chan too, chan loved him back.
but it hit jiro, chan was drunk. ❝you.. really don't remember?❞
❝no.. why?❞ chan was clueless and somehow he felt like something happened last night that he needed to know. but what happened last night?
jiro couldn't believe it, he confessed to a drunk person. a person who's not in his right mind.
chan noticed jiro frowning which made him worry, ❝are you alright?❞
wish he was, but he wasn't. ❝it was hot last night that's why i took my jacket and shirt off. you too took your pants off and that was the shirt you wore yesterday.❞ he pushed himself off the bed, taking his own shirt from the lamp table and wore it. ❝and we didn't do anything last night, don't worry.❞
it somehow doesn't feel right. ❝why are you here?❞
❝i just came to pay a visit.❞ jiro forced out a giggle. ❝seems like you don't want me here.❞
the last thing chan could remember was hating and getting angry at jiro for not stopping him in leaving at the basketball court. he was also disappointed that jiro was leaving for china without even explaining to him anything, without saying anything. but now that jiro is here and looked like he ditched his flight to china, chan doesn't know what to feel.
❝what..❞ jiro finished fixing his hair and looked at chan who's still laying down the bed, raising a brow at the younger who's about to ask another question. ❝what did we really do last night?❞
jiro won't just ditch his flight for a reason, chan knows him. there must be a reason why he is here and why they were sleeping right beside each other. seeing that, chan knew jiro came here last night. but he can't remember what they did.
a groan escaped from chan's mouth, his head hurting. a blurry scene then appeared inside his head, jiro throwing stones to the window.
again with forcing himself, jiro smiled. ❝it's nothing, don't think too much about it.❞
it's not nothing. they confessed. they said how much they loved each other. they shared kiss. they slept comfortably in each other's arms. what happened last night was not nothing, it was something. something so magical, something that made jiro happy, but it had to be ruined because chan couldn't remember.
❝are you going now?❞ chan questioned, watching jiro get his jacket that was lying down the floor.
nodding his head, jiro wore his jacket. go and catch up to parents maybe. maybe this is a sign that he and chan are really not meant to be. why does this have to happen now that he finally had the guts to say his feelings out loud. why now, when he finally ships the both of them?
❝bye.❞ chan mumbled, not being able to be heard By jiro as the older went out of the room without saying a word.
again, his head hurt. his vision was spinning, making him shut his eyes tight. another picture came inside his head, him and jiro kissing. did they kiss last night?
❝it's just probably because i haven't eaten breakfast yet.❞ chan sat down, his stomach grumbling.
he placed his foot down the floor and shivered at how cold it was. nonetheless, he forced himself out of the bed and could feel his head hurt again. he didn't mind it, but he didn't ignore what he was starting to remember.
him pulling jiro up from the window, both of them on the bed, talking about something, and jiro shouting.
"i love you chan!"
shaking his head, chan opened the door and went out of his room. ❝i'm hearing things.❞
"oh, and i love you too."
❝what?❞ chan froze from his place, hearing his voice inside his head.
❝good morning there.❞ at the same time, someone came out from the other room and snapped chan from his thoughts. he looked up and saw his papa smiling. ❝how was it with jiro last night?❞
❝last night?❞ but jiro said they did nothing and that he shouldn't think about it too much.
❝he shouted his confession, we heard it.❞ donghyuck chuckled. he could remember twenty squealing like a girl because of it. ❝are you to okay now?❞
"you like all of them and just love only me."
"it's late at night, why do you have to be complicated? my brain cells are sleeping, i can't think properly."
❝wait.❞ chan just remembered everything. ❝holy fuck!❞
❝hey language mister!❞ mark came of the room and the first thing he heard was His son cursing.
❝i need to go to him!❞ chan was quick to run and go down to the living room, not seeing jiro anywhere. only jeffrey and twenty sleeping by the sofa. he rolled his eyes, these two didn't go home.
❝wait, he's going out with just boxers on and an oversized shirt?❞ donghyuck's mouth widened.
❝sshh..❞ mark wrapped his arms around his husband's waist and gave him a smile. ❝let him follow his dreams.❞
chan hopes he hadn't went that far yet. he opened the front door, feeling the heat of the sun burning his skin but he didn't care. he went out, making his way to the gates and opened it, scanning the streets. his lips curved into a wide smile when he saw a familiar figure walking not too far from where he is shouting.
❝park jiro!❞
the said boy continued to walk, thinking on how he could catch up to his parents. he didn't hear a shout until moments later he started to hear it. gettunn louder and louder. he paused from his tracks and turned around only to see chan running with his oversized shirt covering up to an inch above his knee.
❝wait park jiro!❞ chan continued to shout even though he saw jiro stopping from walking.
chan was getting closer and closer and jiro did nothing but just watch the boy run towards him.
❝catch!❞
jiro furrowed his brows. ❝what?❞
❝catch me!❞ chan jumped the moment he was three steps closer to jiro and fortunately, even though jiro didn't understand what he said, he caught him.
the younger was now being carried like a baby. his legs wrapped around jiro's waist, his arms circling around jiro's neck, and jiro carrying him as if his life depends on it.
but the older was still confused. ❝chan what are you—❞
he didn't get to finish his sentence when chan leaned down and captured his lips. jiro almost stumbled back but regained his balance back. the two pulled away, breathing heavily, only to connect their lips back again.
they didn't care if anyone would see them. a passerby, their neighbors, or students from their school that also lives around here. they didn't care. what they cared was being here with each other.
❝i love you.❞ chan whispered, placing his forehead on the older's while he was catching his breath. ❝i love you jiro.❞
❝you remembered?❞
❝that you decided to stay here rather than going to china?❞ chan nodded his head, giving jiro a peck on the lips. ❝i remembered what happened last night.❞
smiling, jiro closed his eyes. he was happy, happy that he didn't just ditch his flight to china for nothing. ❝god, i love you so much.❞
❝i love you too jiro.❞ and this time chan was saying this, completely sober. in his right mind, although his head was still hurting a bit, but what's important is that he is saying this right now in his right and proper state.
❝we should go back.❞ jiro chuckled, his sinful hand going down and pinching chan's butt. that earned a yelp from the younger which jiro just kissed him for chan not to scold him for doing that.
chan buried his head down the older's shoulder and let jiro carry him like a baby. ❝i'm going to make sure you're going to enjoy staying here.❞
❝oh?❞ judging by the tone of his voice, chan could guess that jiro is thinking something that should be done when they are at a right age.
❝not like that!❞ chan groaned, ❝i hate you.❞
❝i love you too.❞
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why is chanro so cute asksks