* tw
sometimes i wonder what it
would be like i left,
if i disappeared without letting
anyone know.
i wonder what it would feel like
leaving this earth and going to
wherever it is that we go to after we die.
late at night i wonder what it'd be like
if i gave up completely and ended it all.
hoping that whenever i did, i would
go to a much better place,
where i'd feel better so much better,
where all my problems would
just disappear into thin air.
maybe i should consider it