Amaru's POV
Sincere:" happy Mother's Day mommy"
She picks him and starts kissing him. she's so cute she got on one of my t shirts and her hair is in a messy bun. she puts him down and looks at me
Camren:" you coming in"
I smile at her then pass her the gifts we got for her she puts em down
Sincere:" where's the twins"
Camren:" grandma took them to Florida they wanted to see you before they left but you wanted to stay with daddy"
Sincere:" mom when you gunna take me to see them"
Camren:" Idk soon... but thank you guys for the gifts"
Sincere:" your the best mommy in the world you deserve all the gifts"
Camren starts laughing and kissing him again. we watch movies together and stuff like that then sincere starts yawning
Camren:" little man you want to take a nap"
Sincere:" umm... yea... daddy you gunna be here when I wake up cuz if not I want to stay up a little while longer"
I know he hates me not being here with him all the time I hate this shit to Camrens so fucking selfish
Me:" you gotta ask your mom if I can"
Sincere:" mom please"
Camren:" sincere you can see him another day you don't want to spend time with mommy"
Sincere:" i do but I want to spend time with daddy too please!"
Camren:" I guess it's ok anything to make my baby happy"
She kisses him then I take him upstairs and tuck him away I kiss my son then walk back downstairs
Camren's POV
That's exactly why I ain't him to stay it's awkward when he comes sit back on the couch I get up and start cleaning the kitchen he follows me and he's just staring it's so awkward
Me:" what you get your mom for Mother's Day"
Amaru:" a car what you get yo mom"
Me:" me and her just went to the spa the other day cuz she's in Florida today"
Amaru:" oh... you been eating"
Me:" yes Amaru I don't need you to watch over me I can feed myself"
Amaru:" I'm just checking.... What we doing for sinceres third birthday"
Me:" idk I was gunna take him to Hawaii"
Amaru:" we can do that"
Me:" oh no I was just gunna take me and sincere"
Amaru:" you kill me Camren"
Me:" what"
He walks up behind me and wraps his arms around me I freeze up he pulls my butt into his his front side and puts his face in the crock of my neck I wish we could stay like this forever but I know the world don't work like this I have to stop this before I let it get to far
I try to talk but all I mouth out is "Amaru stop" and I know he can't here me
Amaru:"I can't explain Where did we lose our way cam it's drivin' me insane And I know I just need one more chance To prove my love to you If you come back to me I'll guarantee That I'll never let you go So many nights I dreamt Holding my pillow tight I know that I don't need to be alone When I open up my eyes To face reality Every moment without you It seems like eternity I'm begging you come back to me Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong I'm gonna swallow my pride Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me I want a new life And I want it with you If you feel the same Don't ever let it go You gotta believe in the spirit of love It'll heal all things It won't hurt any more No I don't believe our love's terminal Come home I Wanna build a new life Just you sincere and me I'm Gonna make you my wife-"
Me:" stop Amaru it's over I love you but I hear what you say in your songs I'm not the type girl you want. we ain't made for each other. and I don't want to make you feel like you gotta be here just cuz we got a kid together anytime you want to see your son you can just come but me and you are done. I realize that's what's best for us we get along better when we not together.... I love you Amaru your the best father to our son and I think it's better if we just be friends"
I turn around and peck his lips and it's so bittersweet cuz it's so sweet but this is the last one we will ever share
Amaru laughing:" you make it kinda hard you say you want to be friends but giving me kisses like that"
I start laughing
Amaru:" but naw you know I love you too girl and anything you need I'm here"