Oscar's pov
After i broke up with Ariella i felt like i just lost the most important person i could ever have in my life.
I wish things could be different. I teared up as i walked into my house.
"Hey." Nicole said as i just shook my head and ignored her.
"Are you okay? Wanna talk about it?" Nicole acted concerned, but i knew she just wanted to know what was going on to be nosy.
"I just broke up with Ariella." I fought back the tears.
"Awww poor baby." Nicole said as she kissed my cheek.
"Stop!" I shouted and she flinched. "Just because i broke up with her doesnt mean im gonna get back with you." I said and Nicole immediately scoffed.
"Thats really funny because last time i checked your dick was inside me a few days ago." She smirked. "I wonder how Ariella took it."
"You better not tell her shit." I shouted making her stumble back.
Then i went into my room and locked the door so i could cry.
I would be lying if i said i wasnt cuddling with Oscarella the big ass teddy bear that i gave her.
Even my sheets smelled like her.
The worst part of this is that i cant call her mine anymore. And what hurts is that i dont think she can ever be mine again.
I decided to light a blunt ad i scrolled through my phone and i came across a album called when you are sad.
It was an album Ariella put together of videos and pictures of us.
It hurt me even more to see this so i dont know why i looked at them.
I played a video of Ariella trying to teach the homies how to do a cartwheel in the front yard.
Also a video of me and Ariella crying watching Marley and Me.
Then i found some random ass videos that Ariella must have put on my phone.
One of them was of her dancing like a dork but damn she was cute.
Then there was a video of her in our bed.
"Hi baby so you're in the shower right now but i just wanted to make a video for you to let you know that i love you so much. And thank you for letting me win in Mario cart." She said smiling.
Now i was bawling.
Ive done many stupid things in my life that i regret.
But this wins the top of the list.
I
Really
Fucked
Up.
-sweeteasaint