I will translate cus i write like shit
"Ok so 2018 was pretty shit
Alot of mental health problems rose"
"There was alot of tears
It showed me that people suck ass
I faced struggles
But im happy for the happy things"
"○Like when coco bean my birdie came
○When i decided not to die
○when i realized I've made no new freinds
2018 still sucked ass"
A reflection~
I feel like ive become a more hygienic person ive been caring about my health alot
I still wanna lose weight without developing an eating disorder
Unlike last time
Ive developed alot in art and will only continue to do that
I want to get the guts to tell my mom to take me to a therapist
Ive done shitty things this year
And to all the people that i hurt i very sorry im very ignorant sometimes
And to to all the people who hurt me
Coughjulianacough
A big ole fuck you :)
To the people who decided it was ok to take my sketchbooks and steal or vandalize them i hope you rot alone :^0
To my mom who doesnt understand me as well as i thought she did
Im sorry
Im mentally exhausted and
Filled with anxiety and depression and bdd i want help from someone who knows about this stuff im sorry if im supposed to be strong but im really not
To my best freind journiya
I love you sweet bb
Thx for putting up with me and for making me laugh.
To my future boyfriend
I hope you thicc ;)
Jk
I hope you understand and take care of me
Doesnt matter if you come 2019 or a few more years later
And also i hope you like my shitty drawings
Id appreciate you drawing with me :^/
To my future self in 2019
I hope ur not dead
I hope ur getting the help you need
I hope you dont go through the wrong path
I hope you are surrounded by ppl who love you and support you
I hope ur still pimpin 24/7
I hope ur happy
I hope you do good
Oui i hope you look good too
Take care eat healthy plssss
I hope you are not embarrassed about calling yourself a feminist Cause you are one And all the bad stigma about being one is just shit
I hope you still like memes
I hope you still upload on here and on YouTube
My favorite picture
My favorite meme
My favorite song of the year
2nd one
I REALLLY FUCKIN HOPE 2019 IS GOOD TO YOU
LOVE YOURSELF
KEEP THUGGING BITCH
OK?
Starry☆~
I pulled an all nighter to get my sleeping schedule back soooo the art is badddd sorry its shitt