SILENCE
Why do i become dead to you
When i am breathing right beside you
Silence between us always blooms and stays
The harder i try, the more i fail
There are no regrets and doubts in my head
But the silence creeps in my mind and plays
With every single moment in silence we spend
My heart breaks, smile fades away
And then you question the changes in me
But how can I even complain
For you its just a mood swing
For me its a piercing pain.
For you love is an attention game
But I endear it with all I have
For once I try to forget it too
Still my heart is caught in your love trap
I don't even feel like escaping from it
It gives me a weird addictive pain
How can you find the one who loves
All the rights and wrongs in your brain
To me loving you is always a bliss
But the more the love, the more the pain
Silence could have been our comfortable space
If you had the courage to look at my face.
Although I've been trying since the beginning to survive
But this silence is becoming hostile
My soul and my heart always rip apart
The murkiness of the night eats me alive
There used to be days when we would laugh
On silly jokes and useless fights
But the exchange of words would still be there
And they would never let silence thrive
For you it has always been easy
To stay quiet and see me burn
But this heart still waits for you
To come and show all your love.