Time can not take away the pain I feel,
Took me until now to realize this is real,
you were taken away,
and I miss you everyday,
A year since you've been gone,
Here again comes the dawn,
The sun comes up,
But here I sit staring at my coffee cup,
How would my life be if you were still here,
Would you tell me not to shed another tear,
I see you in everything I do,
But I smile, I'm not blue,
It snowed on my birthday,
I know that was you in some way,
You know I always wished for snow,
So I looked out of the window and just watched it blow,
You were showing me you were still there,
That you still care,
The day you slipped away replays in my mind,
That day I wish I could have been blind,
My last memory is of you with paddles on your chest,
4 days later you were laid to rest,
Everyday I wish you were still here with me,
But I know somehow... you always will be.