*Dylan's POV*
-month later-
My belly has gotten bigger and I've gotten a little grumpier "Dylan you feeling okay?" Johnnie sits next to me on the couch
"no" I say
"what wrong?" he ask
"everything is wrong" I say
"tell me everything that Is wrong" he says
"you really want to hear my bitching?" I ask
"it's not bitching to me. I just want to know what is wrong" he says
"okay then... One I feel fat, two my belly hurts, three I'm bored, four my back hurts, I'm grumpy, five I want to go on a walk but I want to stay in, theres more but I can't think of them right now" I say
He giggles "do you want me to do anything for you?" he ask
"no" I say
"you sure" he ask
"actually I would love if you can get me some water" I say
"okay be right back" he says
He gets up and gets me a glass up of water "here" he hands me the water
"I don't want to it anymore" I say "sorry" I apologise
"no it's fine" he sets it on the table
"Actually I want it now" I change my mind
He reaches over and grab it "thanks" I say
I hold it in my hand but I don't drink it "are you changing your mind again?" Johnnie ask
"I don't know" I say. I drink a little then I sneeze, all the water goes on Johnnie's lap
"I'm so sorry Johnnie" I say
He sighs, he gets up and goes upstairs. Angelina comes and sits next to me on the couch "did Johnnie pee himself?" Angelina ask
"no. I accidentally spit water on him cause I sneezed" I sigh
"you seem upset" she says
"I am" I groan
"why?" she ask
"I don't want to talk about it" I say
"just tell me" she says
After a minute she is still begging me to tell her "okay you really want me to tell you?" I ask
"yes please" she says
"fine. I feel bad cause Johnnie does so much for me and I can't do anything because I'm a fat pregnant girl" I say
Johnnie sits right next to me wearing new pants "it's fine, I like helping you" he says
I lean my head on his shoulder "don't I ever bug you though?" I ask
"sometimes but it's fine really" he holds my hand
"wow, wear did you get the bracelet" Angelina touches my silver bracelet
"Johnnie got it for me" I smile
"how much did it cost?" Angelina ask
"I won't tell" Johnnie says
"it much have cost a lot" Angelina says
"that's what I said" I say
"like I said it doesn't matter how much it cost as long as it makes Dylan happy" Johnnie says
"your so cheesy" Angelina tells Johnnie
"no I'm not" Johnnie says
"yes you are, isn't he Dylan?" Angelina ask me
"Dylan tell her I am not" Johnnie tells me
Okay so I can take my best friend's side that has been with me for more years then my boyfriend who knows pracially everything about me and has done different things with me that not even my best friend Angelina could do
"umm. I'm taking....-
I cut myself off cause I don't know who's to choose
"ill give you five pounds if you choose me" Angelina says
I giggle "I'll give you a kiss" Johnnie kisses my cheek
"five pounds is more better" Angelina says
So there both fighting about who is right "well my kiss isn't just any kiss" Johnnie says
I really love having Johnnie's kisses "I'm not gonna take anyone's side" I say
"then know five pounds" Angelina says
"I'll still kiss you" Johnnie says
"and I'll still say Johnnie has chessy pick up lines" Angelina says
"no I don't" Johnnie says
"even if my Johnnie is chessy, I don't care and I still luv him" I hide my face in his chest
"I luv you" Johnnie says back
"oh yea Dylan check your twitter" Angelina says
"why?" I ask
"because people keep asking about you not doing YouTube right now" she says
I haven't made a YouTube video in a month cause of how fat I am getting, I did that when Liam was being born but that was when I was when I was kinda started and know one really knew who I was but I'm actually surprised that people are asking for me
I go on my twitter and people are asking me where have I been. I don't want to tell anyone that me and johnnie are having a kid together again
"should I just tweet out I'm sick?" I ask Johnnie
"maybe you should" he says
I tweet out
Sorry I can't make a videos for a while more, I've been sick
I set my phone down on me lap "my belly hurts" I groan as Angelina gets up and leaves.
"how bad?" he ask
"a little" I wince
"do you need me to get you any medicine?" johnnie ask
"no" I say... "Johnnie" I say
"yea?" he ask as he kisses my cheek
"feel" I grab his hand and set it on my belly
"is it kicking you?" Johnnie ask
"yea I think so and that is painful for me" I say
Johnnie kisses me again "and Johnnie" I add
"yea?" he ask again
"I want a puppy" I say
He giggles "really?" he ask
"yea" I say
"how about we get you one when this baby pops out?" Johnnie ask
"okay" I smile
He giggles "is that a real smile?" he ask me
"yea, why?" I ask
"cause when your happy it makes me happy" he says
"Angelina is right, your cheesy" I giggle
"I'm not cheesy, say it again and see what happens" he says
"what's gonna happen?" I ask
"we'll I'm not gonna tickle you cause you'll pee yourself" he says
"I won't pee myself" I say
"oh yea?" he ask
"yea" I say
He tickles my sides "please stop I'm gonna pee!" I laugh
"see I told you that you would have to pee" he says
"shut it" I try to hold back a giggle
"okay. Ill shut up" he giggles
"thank you" I say
I still think its wired that Johnnie is skinnier then I am. I'm usually smaller then him. I'm anorexic and that makes me more self-conscious that I am like this. Being anorexic makes me have to be around people all the time so they know I'm okay. Johnnie thinks I 'was' anorexic but I still am, Angelina knows I still and every time she eats I must do it with her, she makes me so I could get better and not get sick, if I didn't have Angelina I would not eat at all or I would simply just forget
"Dylan" Johnnie lightly shakes me
"what?" I ask
"why are you crying?" he ask
I feel my cheeks and there wet. I didn't know I was crying from what I was thinking. I hate thinking about things cause most of the time they get carried away and it turns to something bad "oh I don't know" I lie
"your lying to me" he says
How does he know I was lying
"nothing impor-
"it's obviously important if your crying about it. So Dylan please tell me" he says
"no, it's fine really. Johnnie I couldn't be any better" i lie
"okay now it's obvious. You would never say you could be any better" he reads my mind
"I don't want to talk about it now Johnnie, I'm seriously fine" I say
"Dylan if you need to talk to me I want you to come to me" she says
"can I go to Angelina?" I ask
He sighs "yea you can go to anyone you want" he says
Thats probably one of the only things I won't talk to johnnie about. I kiss his cheek
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