{KAKAOTALK}
baemin
jeyes
3:25am
baemin
you know before i tried to kill myself last year i wrote a letter
baemin
it was a letter to you
baemin
adressed to you
baemin
written to you
baemin
i didn't even think about my other friends jeno, only you
baemin
never once did it cross my mind how ten would have cried if i killed myself
baemin
it was always you, you, you, you
baemin
never someone else
baemin
and it's still only you
baemin
i'm sick of it
baemin
i don't know what kind of stunt you were trying to pull today with breaking up with renjun in the front of the whole school but it didn't work
baemin
i'm done with you and for good this time
baemin
i hope you understand why i'm doing this
baemin
you're toxic for me, jeno, and it rips me apart but i can't keep letting you take away pieces of me, because there is not going to be anything left
baemin
i love you, i really do, but i don't want this anymore
baemin
you're never going to love me right so just please, please leave me alone
jeno
alright
seen 3:57am
i locked my phone and looked up at the starry sky.
things were going to get better.
i hope.