Birds chirping, wind blowing and leaves flying around in the air as Jennie and I were sitting on a bench in a park, looking at the kids playing, dogs running and people picnicking. Her head was on my shoulder as I heard her yawn making me chuckle softly.
"Tired?" I asked tapping onto her cute nose causing her to scrunch her nose into a playful angry face.
"No, just a little bit bored." She said, cuddling onto my arm even more as she closed her eyes.
"Hmm, what do you want to do?" I asked causing her to sit up and lean back, thinking about a way to have fun.
"I know something!" She said loudly as she showed me her gummy smile "Let's play a game!"
I just smiled at her cuteness, turning to face her and pinched her cheek causing her to pout cutely.
"What was that for?" She whined as I just chuckled.
"Sorry, I had to, you're just too cute." I laughed "Anyways, what kind of game?"
I saw how her smile got back on her face as she pulled out her phone and tapped on it. After a few seconds she showed me her phone making me furrow my eyebrows.
"For what kind of game do we need a stopwatch?" I asked looking into her eyes "Are we going to look who is a better runner?"
"Of course not!" She giggled as she smiled towards me "For this game you have to close your eyes and start the stopwatch, trust your inner watch and stop it when you think 30 seconds have passed."
"I don't think this is hard." I said confidently as she just gave me her phone.
"Whatever you say Mister Look how confident I am, then please show me." She smirked challenging as I just took her phone out of her hand and looked at it.
This can't be hard.
I breathed in and out before closing my eyes and tapping onto the screen. I started counting to 30 in my thoughts.
"1....2....3....4...." I started counting whispering it while Jennie laid her head onto my shoulder once again.
As the seconds passed I felt how Jennie gave me short pecks on my cheeks causing me to smile.
"28....29....30!" I said as I tapped onto the stop button and opened my eyes.
I let out a deep sigh as Jennie just started laughing at me while holding her stomach.
"You suck at this." She laughed out loudly as I just chuckled myself.
"Then do it yourself!" I said, trying to sound offended as I gave her the phone back.
"Fine." She laughed out, closing her eyes as she tried to stop herself from laughing.
She tapped onto the phone as she started counting, still chuckling from time to time.
"1....2....3....4...." She whispered before I started tickling her a little bit to distract her and it did.
She started laughing cutely but still kept counting between her laughs.
"28....29....30!" She said, tapping onto the stop button as she opened her eyes and smirked while shoving the phone right into my face.
I just widened my eyes as I grabbed the phone out of her hands to look more closely.
"No way!" I said as she just leaned back again.
"See?" She mocked me as I stood up, walking in front of her.
"You were just lucky." I said as she stood up herself, intertwining my fingers with hers.
"Come on, let's forget about it and let's walk a little bit." She laughed as we started walking.
30 seconds... It can't be this hard.
I tried it a few times while walking as Jennie just kept laughing at my tries, I was missing the 30 seconds by 5+ seconds every time.
"Just give up already babe." She chuckled.
"28....29....30!" I said, tapping onto the stop button and opening my eyes.
"This is impossible, I swear!" I groaned as Jennie took the phone out of my hands and placed a peck on my lips.
"It's not that important, everyone is bad at it in the beginning, I played it a lot as a kid so I'm good at it." She said smiling to me as I smiled to her myself.
"You're good at stealing my heart." I said causing her to scrunch her face because of the cringe.
"That was way too cheesy." She said as I just laughed, hugging her tightly.
"I love you Y/N." I heard her muffled voice because her face was buried in my chest.
"I love you too princess." I whispered and placed a kiss on top of her head.
...
"1....2....3....4...." I whispered to myself, walking with my phone in my hand, eyes closed and tears about to roll down my cheeks.
Jennie, I loved you... no... I still do...
I don't know how I survived these last 6 months without you....
You decided to break up because you didn't love me anymore.
I hate it... I wish you would have cheated on me so I had a reason to hate you but with a break up like this I have nobody to hate except myself...
It hurts... It really does...
But I see you smiling brighter than ever... Every time I see you in the arms of your new boyfriend something inside of me dies.... but I can see you happier than ever.... I bet your heart goes crazy whenever you kiss him, I bet butterflies fly around in your stomach whenever he looks into your eyes deeply while caressing your cheeks, I bet the other girls probably like him more than me....
But as long as you are happy, I will try to hide my sadness behind a fake smile and try to move on.
"28....29....30" I whispered, tapping onto the stop button and opening my eyes.
"Still not perfect." I sighed while smiling with tears in my eyes.
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A/N: Play this game yourself, it's freaking hard lmao