We started dating 3 years ago
That time everytime she talks feels like I'm walking on a flower road together with her
I would smile,laugh and giggle along with her, it was what I call happiness
I would spend all night long listening to her talking as witnessing her talking is my source of entertainment
She would randomly talk about things that happen in her life and things that she's witnessing
For example,how she feels tired studying or how she feels the sky is beautiful as ever
When she talk,her eyes sparkles like the shining star, her hands moves around and would be placed onto mine at last, her lips would curve upwards and downwards but I find both cute, her eyebrows would lift up,her cute voice soothing voice will crack out sometimes which will cause her to laugh out loud
I will laugh along with her,it's automatic
Now it feels like I'm forced to laugh and hear what she talks, all she talks about is Korean related topics
And I'm forced to understand what she says
She never laugh at things that happens in our everyday life anymore, she relates everything with korea ; either Korean foods, the idols or just the way they speak
I accepted it at first, I thought it's just what she likes and she'll be tired of it later, she will move on
But time goes on,days passed and her obsession just gets worse everyday
I text her more often than going out with her as she's always busy with her Korean things
Korean dictionary is always placed beside me every time I'm texting her
The Korean entertainment slowly steals my girlfriend that I adore away
I'm tired of it
I miss the old her