Hello Bully-Mia
How are you?
You ruined my life
I'm so thankful-
---
My friend Mia
Is with me all the time
When all the other kids say-
"Fatty, get a life"
Mia holds me close in her arms
And wipes away the tears
But she allows me to cry
As long as I want
She does-
She allows me to weep
And to shake as they all taunt
She tells me they're not worth it
And I know-I do,
I know--
I know that they're not worth it
But I know what they say is true
She tells me its okay
There is a simple escape
She pushes two fingers
Down my throat
Then washes my sick away
I cry harder and hate-
I hate it
I hate her
But she loves me,
She's helping me
I'm escaping from those kids-
Their harsh words and
Cruel laughs
I hate them
And now I feel the fat
Roll off-
They can't call me fatty no longer
They won't 'cause Mia
Helped me
She thrust her fingers
Down my throat
And brought up all the unkindness
I've cried and cried
And I'll cry again
But the feeling won't leave
So I reach for my throat
Of my own accord
And try to vomit the depression
But that won't leave
Won't disappear-
Won't leave me
Yet I feel empty
Now I'm just
A bag of bones
The kids are all so wary
My parents hound me
They try to force feed me-
Don't understand I'm trying
To escape the horror
The terror
The feeling-
That comes with being heavy
Then I'm in a hospital
A unit just for others
Who have another Mia
Friend
Who helps them get rid of
The rage
Then Mia leaves me
And I can't stand it-
The emptiness I feel
So I stop all together
I cry my last tear
Pray my last prayer
And pray that God will find it
Then I'm just a body
A dead one
A "Mia" victim
And as I float above
My funeral
I realise I was wrong
She tricked me
She lied
She didn't open-
But closed my eyes
My friend was no friend-
My friend was
Bully-Mia.
~LoveLaughTears ©
Tuesday 5th October 2010