Jimin just laughed hysterically "what? You want to do a psychiatric session with me?"
His laughs continued but, I just smiled to him sweetly and calmly nodded
"About what?"
"About you"
His laugh gradually died and had a straight face on his face
"Let's sit?" I held his hands, caressing comforting patterns on it and led him to his bed where we sat
"So, tell me. What is your name?"
"I told you call me Daddy" He winked while having a smirk
"That's sweet" I chuckled "your real name shouldn't be that?"
His eyes glistened with confusion by the way I was talking to him, questioning my approach
"If this is some of your tricks, I won't fall for it baby"
That guard needs to go
"I just want to know you, before we do something you like" I still put up a sweet smile
His smirk grew wider "I like where this is going"
"So, your name is?"
"But, first let's make this 'getting to know' stage fun" His words brought a sudden unexpected shiver to me
I knew this won't go smoothly
But in order to succeed let's play this game
"And what can you suggest"
"Let's guess each other's information. Everytime we got something wrong..." He trailed off making his smirk grew wider
My heart stopped
"We will remove a piece of clothing"
Heart beating fastly now
"And everytime we get something right 3 times we will put back a piece of clothing" I smiled " Deal?"
Maybe this won't be too bad
"Deal baby"
Let's do this shit.
"I'll go first" He sat sexily "your name is Lee EunByeol"
Touché
I laughed while removing my earrings
Let's be personal
"Let me guess" It's my turn now "your past name is Jeon Jimin"
His eyes changed to something undecipherable
He removed the pairs of earrings he had
"You're a doctor in Busan Ward" His smirk is back
I removed my socks now
"Your brother is Jeon JungKook"
His eyes were back and he angrily removed his hospital gown but, what a great cheater he is
He still had a sweater, a shirt, pants, boxers (probably)
While me having my hoodie, bra, pants and panties
"You have a crush on daddy" His pride was again high
"Sorry but, that's wrong" I smiled and he narrowed his eyes on me while removing his sweater
"You sure that's the truth?"
"Believe me, I won't lie"
I need to get him to bring his guard down
"You messed up in the biggest dance recital right?"
Anger seemed to occupy his eyes more while I wore my comfy socks again
"Isn't this being too personal?" His deadly voice was back
It's working
"Knowing each other includes being personal"
"Well ok" He flexed "I guess that you're not a virgin anymore"
I chuckled "guess again buddy, now remove something"
He removed his pants and damn....
It was a sight
His thighs were firm and inviting and his....
I shook my head to stop my lustful thoughts
Godammit EunByeol
"You are blamed for the death of your parents"
His chest seemed to raise and fall more rapidly
It's near... Just a little more
He threw his shirt on the floor while he stood up, making his hand go through his hair
"Are you trying to initiate something here?"
I stood up to "what do you mean? I just wanted to know you better"
That's it, it's his past.
The source of everything is his past and how he desperately wants to get away from it
"And so what? YEAH I MESSED UP. I KILLED MY PARENTS. I AM NEVER ENOUGH." He yelled "what now?"
I saw a pair of shoes under the door, probably JungKook after hearing his yells
"So what? Jimin..." I held his cheeks "that's a part of you... And I accept those pasts of yours..."
His eyes were more confused
"Jimin..."
"I AM NOT JIMIN!" He removed my hands from his and walked towards his bathroom and I quickly followed him
He faced the sink with a mirror infront of him
"Yes you are" I backed hug him "you're Park Jimin" I guided his face to look at his reflection
"And you know that the blames weren't true. You know you were really not the reason why they died... And you know you didn't mess up the performance and you just made yourself believe that it was you"
I smiled
"You're confident when you're not yourself but, that is not confidence... You're just pretending as something you are not" I turned him around to look at me only to see..
Jimin's eyes
The real Jimin's eyes..
"You don't need to listen to the blames that you know isn't true. You need to accept who you are, what your past is and what happened for you to move forward." I held his cheeks again
"Believe me, avoiding your past isn't the answer."
"But EunByeol, I really am worthless, I messed up big time. The articles said everything" His tears were falling
"No, you didn't Jimin, I believe that you didn't"
I led him back to the bed and we sat down again
"Tell me what really happened"
I know he really didn't.
I believe in him
And my heart tells me that there's something more
"You can trust me"
He sighed "ok..."
"There was this boy. He was having trouble in following the steps because he only attended practices occasionally . I offered him help when we were at the backstage because he was assigned to be the middle and I was beside him.." He bowed his head
"He followed smoothly at the start but, when the turning part came, he turned too strong that he was about to fall off the stage. I quickly ran to him to catch him but, when I did I caused a stampede...
Students tripped over me, some even fell off the stage and had broken arms or something like that which caused to the program to end.
I didn't mean to cause it... I just wanted to help..."
His tears were still falling
I wiped it with my thumb
"You're beautiful Jimin. Inside and out. You didn't do something wrong. You did something beautiful and not many people can do that.
You need to love yourself more Jimin. You deserve every love in the world"
I smiled and his lips curled up a little
I removed the one and brought back Jimin without his seizures
I did it...
I did...
It...
"Treat yourself better Jimin. Accept your past and let it go to move forward." I stood up and held his face. "Then you'll be able to feel love and to love"
I kissed his forehead and went out
I needed to leave him alone for him to reflect on his own
Even if I didn't want to leave..
"Gosh this 35th week at work is gonna be long" I leaned against the door and gave off a long sigh
but,
then I remembered how I suddenly saw Jimin's eyes without his seizures and that pays off everything
I smiled to myself and suddenly JungKook came with a baton
What the fuck?
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EMOTIONAL CHAPTER BB!!!
Merry Christmas Guyseu
-Luna❣